Its not the same without you in the bathroom, laying in front of shower or sitting on the toilet cover. your brothers miss you as do I. I still set a dish out in the morning forgetting you are really gone. I hope the last hours of your life you were comforted by knowing I was there with you. Im sorry you suffered, you died in my arms and it didnt seem real. your ashes will bring me some comfort knowing you are still with me. I hope you get lots of cat nip and treats in kitty heaven. may you frolic happily and enjoy every sun ray there is. Im sure they are very bright and warm <3 |
I remember all the times you climbed up on the pergola and meowed at me because you couldnt get back down, I still dont know why you continued to do that when you couldnt get back down. I would get a ladder and get you down. Or when you went in the barn and would meow because you went on a bean too high and couldnt get down. You were a silly fun girl and I miss you so much.
I look around at feeding time and remember you are no longer with us, breaks my heart all over again. The toy grammy got you still sits in the kitchen waiting for you to curl up in the middle of it and sleep in the sunrays. I also pass by the woodwork by the bathroom where you used it as a scratching post over the years daily and think again how much you are missed..... memories everywhere my sweet girl <3
When I shake the treat container you no longer come running to me, you no longer greet me in the bathroom, you no longer try to snuggle up to me in the covers at night, I miss your little dainty meows, and your purring. Lukey now has to wash himself as his sister isnt there to do it for him. We all miss you!
Until we meet again my special little lady....mumma loves you.