Genie was my heartbeat outside of my chest. |
Never have I loved a living being so deeply and dearly. She was my whole world. My sweet sassy girl. I'll always think of your "quirks" and smile.
Sunbathing, peeking out the windows, snatching socks and panties, playing with your favorite scarf and barking at me to get up and play with you. I spoon fed you yogurt and you drank water from a glass. Digging in purses, hiding snacks and napping on laundry I was trying to wash.
You were not just a huge part of my life, you very quickly became my whole life.
12.5 years together, and each day I somehow loved you even more. My love for you was like no love I've ever felt.
I hope you know just how deeply I love you, and that my heart shattered as you took your last breaths in my arms on Friday morning at the hospital. I knew you were ready to be an angel. I'm forever changed.
You were all mine, and I was all yours.
My one and only sweet baby girl. I'll see you at the Rainbow bridge and we will never be apart again.
4/10/2020 I can't believe it's been a week since I held you so close for the last time. I miss you dearly my Genie girl. I hope you are napping in the sunshine, enjoying the breeze and getting tummy rubs from angels!
4/17/2020 My sweet girl, I miss you everyday.
2 weeks ago today I held you for the last time. Life is forever changed. Your wings were ready, but my heart was not.
4/24/2020 Little sassy pants. I miss your face everyday and my heart aches. I know you are near me in spirit and we are bonded forever by the love we shared.
5/3/2020 It's been exactly a month that you took your last breath on earth. I found a long whisker on the gray blanket today, it was too long to be Lacy's. Definitely yours. I miss you everyday, my sweet baby girl.
It's been 3 months since I held you, my sweet Genie. I miss you everyday!
6 months ago on April 3rd, I held you for the last time.
On Monday 10/12 you would have been 13 years old! Happy Heavenly birthday, my babydoll angel.
I found a whisker too big and too long to be Lacy's and I knew it was yours, on the 6 month anniversary of you becoming an angel 💕
1 year ago, I held you for the last time. I buried my face in your pristine white fluff, closed my eyes and breathed in deeply, knowing this would be the last time I held you here on Earth. You were the love of my life and I still miss you everyday.
I can't believe it's 3 years today that I last had you in my arms. My heart was left so empty after you departed. I adopted senior Lacy, and a year later Zizi. They both desperately needed homes, lots of care and to be loved and spoiled rotten. Sometimes Lacy will stare off into space and I think it's because she sees you. Sweet angels!
Thank you Genie for developing a part of me I never knew was possible. Deeply caring and patient, endlessly committed to caring for my babies. I love you so much!