I am home in heaven, dear ones;
All the pain and grief is over,
Did you wonder I so calmly
And He came Himself to meet me
Then you must not grieve so sorely,
There is work still waiting for you;
When your work is all completed,
2/12/2012 - Freddie, my love, I have to share something special with you - that is to thank you, to thank you for coming back to me in Fred. When I look into Fred's eyes I see that same special, unique look that you had. Gus had his, Minno had hers, you had yours - but these last few months, I see that look in Fred's eyes as if to say, "Mommy I am back with you." I know that is not physically possible but I do believe I see you in him - only in his/your eyes - but the same look is there and I thank you for that. That is your sign to me and I cherish it deeply. You were so brave and will always have that special place in my heart. You sent me Fred thru your Aunt Jan - thank you my sweet, precious little man. Run free, play and enjoy all your new friends. Many hugs.
2/12/2011 - One year ago at this very hour, I got the call that you had left for the bridge. I will never forget those words from Dr. Lon - you fought so hard my precious little man. You even played "snow shovel" the day before which was a sign you were on the road to recovery, but now I know that God had other plans for you. Freddie, please forgive me for not being there to hold you, to tell you how much I loved you and to help you cross to the bridge. I promise you that I will keep telling people about that horrible disease called Bloat that finally took you from me. You and Gus were my true angels in life - you gave me so much joy and happiness and I will never, ever forget you. You were so kind and so loving - you were so special!!! I know how you grieved after Gus and even with medication, you were hurting so much - but getting the little kittens was what helped you the most and they loved you just as much as you loved them. They have grown into large kittens now but still go to your cage and sleep on your pillow and have taken over your and Gus's spot in bed - they will always remember you too. I know you and Gus are the brightest star in the sky and I know you hear me when I talk to you. Even though all your baby pictures and teenage and adult were lost in the computer crash - they will always be in my mind and heart forever. I love you my little Frederick Von Snitzelheit - my special brave little man.
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