Falko, my love, you came into my life after the passing of Falko Sr. and you helped in my healing. You also helped to give my Sampson a new lease on life, even though you pestered him endlessly to play. It seems like you could never play enough, never without a ball or a frisbee. I remember the times you would fall asleep with a toy in your mouth, which you did right to the end. I miss you so much, it has only been two days; the longest and saddest days of my life. I felt the same when our Sammy passed in March 2008, I thought I would die that day, but you were there to help me heal once again.|
The last few months were very difficult for you, I did everything I could to help you, and I would do it again in a heartbeat. I still hear your collar tinkling in the house, even though I am holding your collar in my hand. I walked past the spot you lay in your bed and got a blast of your scent which was heaven to me. I hope you are running around with Sampson and Falko Sr. at the Bridge, pestering everyone to play with you. I feel like I can't live without you right now, I know I have to, but I will never forget how special you are and will miss you forever. Please stay by my side until I get to the Bridge to be with you my baby. Go catch that frisbee and share your toys with Sammy. I love you. XOXO
I love you so much, and will miss you everyday until I meet you at the Bridge my boy. Keep running as fast as you can, and jumping as high as you can for that frisbee. I love you. XOXO
THE FEAR THAT I WOULD COME HOME ONE DAY AND FIND YOU GONE HAS TURNED INTO THE PAIN OF THE REALITY.
"WHAT WILL I DO IF IT HAPPENS?" I WOULD ASK MYSELF.
WHAT WILL I DO NOW THAT IT HAS?
The loneliness and emptiness cannot be described, I was so lost without you to come home to. I imagine coming home and opening the door and you are there, asleep on your bed, I try not to wake you with a fright, then you look up and see me; those beautiful eyes. You will start scrubbing your nose with your paws like you did and talking, talking:)
I know where you are now, I know you can stand up on your own, you can run, jump, and aggravate Sammy again.
I had an artist in Fairbanks, Kate, paint the most beautiful oil painting of you; she got your eyes just right, you follow me everywhere my love.
I will miss you forever my boy, my angel. I will see you, Sammy, and Falko SR. at the Bridge. I love you so much! Run hard my special boy, the most beautiful boy in the world! XOXO
I hope you had the best birthday at the Bridge, run, run, run my sweet Falko until we meet. I love you. XOXO
It has been two years since I lost you my boy, I miss you everyday. I often dream of you, sometimes I can't get to you in the dream and I wake up so depressed because I couldn't get you back. I have faith that you are still with me, and these dreams are your way of communicating with me.
I have been talking about you a lot, a friend lost her cat unexpectedly, and I spoke to her of how I felt when I lost you. I told her the pain lessens and then someday you can focus on the best time of your life, which was when I had you in my life. I hope that you are playing with her cat Shaky, and my boys Sammy, and Falko Sr. and running as fast as you can all day and night.
I love you my angel boy....meet me at the Bridge my love. XOXOXO
Three years my boy, not one day goes by that I don't think of you, or talk about you. My dog training business is in your memory: Falko's Positive Dog Training❤️ I bought flowers for you today, and I had a dream you were with me again, I woke at 2.50am, the exact time you went to the Bridge, my angel boy; I pray you were next to me and still are.
8 October, 2017
Four years my angel boy, I miss you so much! I still talk about you all the time, I know you are still with me, I am sure you are trying to keep Bella and Nyla in line:) I remember this day, it was very dark without you, the pain was unbearable for a long time;. I am happy now that you sent my Bella to me, and I am happy knowing that you have another great life somewhere, running, jumping and playing without any pain. Your spirit will always be with me...I LOVE you my sweet boy. Say Hello to Falko Sr. And Sammy for me. XOXO