To my Handsome Diesel|
We are so proud to have you pick us as your parents that day at petsmart. No one could have asked for a better friend, companion and healer than you. You have brought so much joy, fun, friendship, laughter, tears and reliability. Mommy, Daddy and CC we are the lucky ones. You were not here long but your impact on us will always be remembered. You will never know the gratitude your dad has for you that you saved his life. He will now go on knowing you are helping him from the other side of that rainbow. You can now join your sister and run free and play with all your new friends pain free and live your life to the fullest. I will always remember your head butts, your yelling in the middle of the night and the sitting and watching of our favorite time of the year (football). Your spirit will live on forever. No need to cry and reach out for anyone to save you, like I said you saved us. That first day in petsmart and the foster home no more. We love you always big D.
Oh Diesel, its mommy and daddy's first Christmas without you and it is so hard to celebrate this time of year with out you and your sisters. We know how much you loved hanging out under the Christmas tree and fighting cc for the spot. We had to finish baseball season with out you playing catch with us and a whole football season without you by our side watching them play. You don't understand how much you are truly missed and still loved. it has not gotten easier for mommy or daddy to see you picture everyday and wonder what you are up too, will you be waiting on the bed for us or are you playing nicely with your sisters. We know you are the best big brother and you are taking care of them just like they are looking after you. your daddy blames himself he did not do enough to help you just like you helped him. if you didn't mommy doesn't know if daddy would be here with her right now. you are such the angel we knew you were from the minute we met you. miss you so much little man. 12/26/17