2/21/2020 - Hello my sweet baby boy. It's been two days since you gained your angel wings and mommy is just so sad. I know you must be so happy that you are no longer in pain and so is mommy. We all are. Mommy just misses you so very very much. I miss you showing me you little fat belly and your little beautiful face on the arm and cushion of the couch. Your sweet face on the green chair. Your little tiny chicken wing legs. It's been such a rough couple of days. Thank you to Sammy and Mimi for watching over daddy ins surgery today. I hope you guys are all together and that you feel mommy's love still even though your beautiful fur suit is gone. One day we will be together my beautiful, funny, happy baby boy. I cannot wait. In the meantime will you please come visit mommy. This will always be your home. I will feel you in my heart and see your precious face everywhere I go. Please don't forget me and please tell Sammy and Mimi mommy loves and misses them to. Love you so very much my little Chino Nino Bambino... Mommy

2/26/20 - Hello my sweet baby boy. Today is a week since I last held your little body in my arms and kissed your sweet little head, and held your tiny little paw. We miss you so much Chino. Especially mommy and grandma. I can't believe you are really gone. Thank you again my sweet funny, happy boy for all the laughs and smiles you gave to us. You were certainly a beautiful little soul with the spirit of a lion. You were so full of life. You were a great gift to mommy. I will never forget you. Mommy is so very sorry she made you go through those two surgeries only to have to say goodbye to you in the end anyway. You were a little trooper through the surgeries. I'm so sorry if you suffered in the very end. I know that you are no longer suffering and that you are free. Please, please my little Chino Nino Bambino, wait for mommy and show me a sign. I hope you hear mommy sing to you Sammy and Mimi every morning. I hope you can still feel my love. My heart is broken baby boy and it would help so much if you could let me know you can hear me and feel my love. I will carry you Sammy and Mimi in my heart wherever I go. You will always be a part of me and you will always have my heart. I cannot wait until you, me Sammy, Mimi are all together again. What a beautiful day that will be. Happy one week furangelversary. I miss you baby. Love you always and forever love Mommy

3/4/20 - HI again my sweet funny happy boy. Mommy came by to say hello again as today is two weeks since we said goodbye. I miss you so very much my sweet little boy. Mommy's birthday is Friday. I don't have you my sweet little Chino, Sammy or Mimi to spend it with me. I don't even care about it. All I want is you Sammy and Mimi back. Why, oh God why, did he take you from me. I have learned so much from you my sweet boy. I learned to be happy, and I am trying to be happy, it's just too hard without you. Some days are better than others, but I cry every day for you. Can you feel my love my sweet baby boy? Can you hear mommy sing to you, Sammy and Mimi? Can you please send me a sign so that I know you can? I hold you forever in my heart baby angel boy. Everywhere I go you Sammy and Mimi are right there with me. Do you know that the only one left out of your pack is Desota (Meow Meow). It was me, Daddy, Sammy Desota, you and Mimi for a long time. We were such a happy little family. Then we finally moved and Sheba and Grandma came to live with us. After Sammy passed you were so sad we had to find you a buddy and find you a buddy we did. Scrappy came into our lives and you two were so cute together. Cocoa also came into our lives after Mimi passed. Now you Sammy and Mimi have left me. I have Desota, Scrappy and Cocoa. It's not the same without you. I miss everything about you my little guy. Please come visit mommy. I need you so much. Have fun with Sammy and Mimi and let them know I miss them too. Play and be happy my little guy, because you truly were always such a happy, funny little soul. Don't forget me my sweet little Chino Nino Bambino...You are always in my heart and always a part of my soul. I will visit soon. Love always and forever, your mommy.

3/6/2020 - Hello my funny, happy sweet little Chino. Today is mommy's first birthday without you in 9 years. I so wish you Sammy and Mimi were here to celebrate with me. Instead I just wish it would pass. It's almost over. I hope you Sammy and Mimi are all playing together and having fun and Mommy hopes you can still feel my love. Please don't forget me my little Chino Nino Bambino, and please come visit mommy again when you can. Mommy will love you always and forever, love Mommy

3/11/2020 - Hello my sweet happy funny boy. Today is 3 weeks without you and its killing me. I miss you more than words can say. Mommy still cant sleep on her bed. I'm sleeping on the couch where you used to love to be after your surgeries and when you weren't feeling well. I hope you can feel my love my little sweet guy. I hope you are running and playing with Sammy and Mimi. I lit a candle for you tonight. I hope you know how much I miss you. We all di. I will never forget your cute little face and your funny antics. How do I go on without you. Everyday I come home from work I get anxiety because your not there waiting for me. You are mommy's special little guy. Please come visit mommy again sweet angel. Please let me know you feel my love. Was that you sending that butterfly today right to my car window when I was stopped in traffic and talking to you. I hope you are still happy sweet Chino. Mommy will love and miss you always. I carry you Sammy and Mimi in my heart always and forever. Please dont forget me my love. Mommy will always need you so dont forget to visit me. In sending you Sammy and Mimi all my love until we are together again. I love you for all eternity...love always mommy💖🐾😪💕

3/18/2020 - Hello my little sweet, funny happy Chino. Mommy's little baby doll boy. A month ago today at 9:22 you gained your angel wings. I cannot believe it's been a month already. I miss you so very much. I think about you ever day. Sometimes I smile with tears in my eyes and sometimes I cry so hard. I picture you and Sammy and Mimi celebrating the day when you joined them in heaven. I hope you are having a wonderful day full of treats and chasing each other around. Oh how mommy misses you. My heart still aches for you Sammy and Mimi. I love you so much. thank you, thank you for all the love, the laughs and smiles you gave us, and continue to give us through our memories of you. I hope you feel mommies love every day still. Mommy will love you always for all eternity. Please don't forget about me my little one. Please know that I still need you so much so if you could visit mommy it would help her from being sad all the time. You can visit me any time you want. Mommy needs to know that you are still with me and you are waiting for me. Please tell Sammy and Mimi how much I miss them too. I will continue to sing and talk to all three of you for the rest of my living days. Have fun today and always my little Chino Nino Bambino. You will always have a piece of mommies heart and soul. I miss you baby boy, my little buddy, my baby doll. Don't forget to come see me okay? Love always and forever, your mommy forever.

3/25/2020 - Hello my sweet baby boy, my happy funny little guy Chino. Today it has been a month and one week since you left your beautiful little fur suit. Mommy misses you so very much. How I long to hold you and kiss you beautiful face and to pick you up like a little baby, the way mommy always did. I can't stop crying. I know you are at peace now and no longer in pain or suffering. I hope you a running and playing with your big brother Sammy and little kitty sister Mimi. I am so glad that they were there to greet you. You will always be my little baby boy. I guess you know now that we got another little doggy for Scrappy to have some company as he missed you so. She is really cute and in no way will she ever replace you. That could never happen, but I am glad that we were able to find Scrappy a little friend and that we were able to give her a new home and family. You know that the only one I have left of the original pack is Meow Meow (Desota). We were all so very happy together and I just wish that you were all, you Sammy and Mimi were still here. Nothing will ever replace any of you. You are all in my heart every day. I hope you hear mommy sing to you. I will love you forever, and I cannot wait to be with you again my little one. You Sammy and Mimi were my world and always will be. I will try to remember all the happy times we all shared together until we are all reunited. Please don't forget me. Please wait for me and send me signs whenever you can. I still and always will need you. I love you always my little Chino Nino Bambino. I will write again soon. Have a wonderful day sweet angel and please tell Sammy and Mimi hello for me. Love you always and forever, love...mommy

4/19/2020 - Hi my sweet baby boy. Today is 2 months without you, but it feels like forever. I miss you so much my Chino Nino Bambino. You were such a happy funny sweet little guy and such a fighter. You fought so hard and recovered so well after you surgeries. Mommy is always going to be so proud of you. I miss you every day with all of my heart. I miss You and Sammy and Mimi so much! I lit a candle today right at the time you and I arrived at the vets office to send you to see your brother Sammy and kitty sister Mimi. I hope you know how much it hurt me to do it but I could not see you in pain anymore. I still sing to you Sammy and Mimi every day and I always will so that you can hear me and feel my love for you always, until we can be together again. Please have fun playing with Sammy and Mimi and tell them mommy misses them too. Thank you for all of your love, and all of the laughs and all of the precious moments we shared together. I will always remember carrying you to bed to be with Daddy and Sammy. You were just like a baby. You even made baby noises. You were and always will be my little man, my baby doll, my Chino Nino Bambino. Thank you for the feathers out on the deck the other day. Please keep sending me signs my angel boy, so mommy knows you still hear me and feel my love. How I wish I could carry you to bed at night still. Please feel mommy hugging you when she closes her eyes and pictures it. I miss you terribly my little guy. Please don't forget me. I will always be your mommy. Love you always and forever sweet Chino. I will write again soon. Love you always and forever, mommy.

5/19/2020 - Hello my sweet funny boy Chino. this morning was 3 months without you. I lit a candle, held your diaper, your teddy and your little shirt by my heart and cried my eyes out for you. I miss you so very much my little Chino Nino Bambino. I hope you felt my love and felt me holding you with my heart and soul. I wish so much that you were here with Sammy and Mimi, but I know you are in heaven with both of them. I hope you hear mommy singing to you and talking to you every day. Oh, Chino, how I wish you would send me a sign to let me know you are still with me. You seem so far away, and my heart is still completely broken. How I miss my little happy funny little snorere, my baby doll boy, my little chicken wing legged man. My trooper and fighter. Mommy will never stop loving and missing you. I hope you are playing with Sammy and Mimi. Please tell them mommy misses and loves them so much. I cannot believe 3 months have gone by. It seems like forever. I cried for you the first moment I was told you had cancer. Then we did the surgery and everything seemed liked it would be fine. You were a trooper. Then another mast cell tumor appeared and we had a more invasive surgery done and again you were a little trooper. Then the 3rd time, I did not want you to have go through that again, so mommy put you on all of those herbs hoping it would help, but it didn't your tumor grew and grew and there was nothing we could do. I wanted Lap of Love to come here and help you cross easily but you could not hold on any longer and mommy had to rush you to have Dr. Elmer ease your pain and send you to see Sammy and Mimi. I'm sorry my love. I did everything I could for you and I would do it a thousand times over if I could have you back. I know one day, I will be with you Sammy and Mimi. Everyday that goes by is a day closer that I get to be with you and hold you and kiss you. Please don't ever forget about me. Please send mommy signs that you hear me and feel my love. Please my love know that I will always love you and cannot wait to be with you Sammy and Mimi again. I'm holding you tight in my heart until we meet again, sweet, funny, silly Chino Nino Bambino....love always, you mommy

7/19/2020 - Hello my sweet boy. Today Mark's 5 months since you left this world a wsnt bw with your Sammy and Mimi. You fought so hard my little, and mommy misses you every day. I still remember your little prance, your snores, how you always wanted to show mommy your precious little belly. Mommy caries you Sammy and Mimi in my heart everywhere I go. I still sing yo you. I hope you feel mommies love my precious little babydoll. You were such a happy little guy so full of life. You had the heart of a little lion. I know you are no longer in pain now, but mommy's heart hurts everyday, since you left and it always will until we are reunited again. You,Sammy and Mimi. Please dont forget me my little diaper boy. Dont forget how much mamma loves you. Please come visit me in my dreams and please bring Sammy and Mimi with you. I will write again soon. I love you forever and all eternity, love your mommy

8/19/2020- Hello my little funny, silly happy baby, Chino Nino, my bambino. I cant believe its been 6 months since you gained your little angel wings. Mommy misses you terribly. Every morning I wake up, you Sammy and Mimi are on my mind. Same throughout the day. At night time, I miss carrying you to bed to be with Daddy and Sammy. You were such a happy little guy. Full of life. You will always be my little lion heart. I guess you know by now uncle Roger's dog Max has joined you Sammy Mimi and Barney. I hope you are all playing together as you used to here. I know Sammy will show him the ropes there where all my beautiful babies are. I miss you so much ny little happy baby. I hope you still feel mommy's love and I hope you still hear me sing to you, now that you can hear. I pray every day, that we will all be together again one day, and we will play and hug and kiss. Thank you for being my little Chino Nino Bambino. Thank you for all the laughs and all the happy memories. Mommy will carry you, Sammy and Mimi everywhere I go. I love you and miss you so much. It's still quite painful, but I know you are free of pain and you are with your big brother Sammy , who you adored and love so much as well as with your little kitty sister Mimi who you liked playing with. Mommy hopes with all her heart that you dont forget about me. Please send me signs so I know you are with me always and forever. Please help Sammy show Max around. I miss you soooo much. Always know how much I love and miss you my sweet little funny happy guy. Love you always and forever, love mommy💗🐕🐾🐈💕💜

9/19/2020 - Hello my happy, funny little boy. My Chino. It's so hard to believe that today is 7 months since you left your oh so cute little fur suit. Mommy misses you more than you can ever know. I just want you to know how grateful I am that you came into our lives. Those times you ran away, and we found you. When you almost ran into traffic, and mommy grabbed you just in time. You Sammy, Mimi and Desota made up mommy and daddys beautiful little family. We all had so much fun together. I know you are now running free with your big brother Sammy and little kitty sister Mimi. I still think of all three of you everyday, and always will, until mommy's soul turns into spirit form and we can all be together again. I have to take care of Grandma and Desota and all the other little ones for now, but every day that goes by is another day closer to being with you. You always made me laugh and smile. Your beautiful snores and grunts. Mommy misses you always. Even you peeing in the house. Oh what I wouldnt give for you to be doing that again. But mommy understands, it was your time to move on. You fought so hard for mommy, and I thank so much. I tried everything I could for you, my sweet little guy. I know you know this. I hope you are still visiting mommy and Scrappy and Desota, and grandma and daddy. Maybe you have even met Sweet Pea and Sophie. Run free my beautiful little angel. Run free with Sammy and Mimi. Always remember how much mommy loves you. Please dont forget me, and please dont forget to come visit me. Mommy will write again soon, my silly, funny sweet, Chino Nino Bambino. Love you always....your mommy.

10/19/2020- Hello my sweet funny happy little boy. I hope you Sammy and Mimi are having fun with all your new friends. Mommy misses you so much. So many things are happening and I wish you were here to comfort mommy. I need you so much. I heard your bark last night while I was sleeping. Thank you so much for letting me know that your spirit is with me. Thank you for all your goofiness, and your fisty little spirit. I hope you still here mommy sing to you and talk to you and call out your name. Not a day goes by where I dont think about you, Sammy and Mimi. You were my spunky little guy, so full of life. You made me laugh and smile. I still can picture your little prance, and I can still remember your snores that were so loud coming from such a little guy. Thank you for loving me Chino. Thsnk you got making mommy laugh. Thank you for loving mommy. I cant wait until you Sammy and Mimi are all together again. Every day is ine day closer to this coming true. In the meantime please dint forget me and know that I carry you in my heart wherever I go and whatever I am doing. You will always be a part of my soul. Thank you for watching over your Daddy yesterday. Please thank Sammy and Mimi for me as well. You will always be mommy's little diaper boy, my lion heart, my prance, my fisty guy with the heart of a lion. I love Chino always and forever. Mommy will write again soon my sweet boy. Please keep sending mommy signs. Please dont forget me. Mommy loves you with all her heart. Love always, your mommy.💗🐾💕💜💌

11/19/2020 - hello my little goofy, funny, silly little Chino. Today is 9 months since you went to the Rainbow Bridge. I still miss your little bark, and your little prance. I miss your little barks and your oh sound snores. I feel you and Mimi and Sammy here with me. I hope you still hear mommy talking and singing to you and calling out your name. You always made us laugh with your silly little ways. I miss you so much much my little peeperhead. Mommy's little babydoll boy. Thank you so much for all the laughs. I'm so glad that you are with Sammy and Mimi but I still miss you being here with me. I hope you always know how much I love and miss you. You will always be mommy's baby doll boy. Our floors are all ruined from you peeing everywhere, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I hope you are having fun bugging your big brother Sammy, who you love so much and your little kitty sister Mimi, who you used to play with. Oh Chino, how I miss my little guy so much. Please tell Sammy and Mimi that mommy misses them too. I love you my little prince. You made mommy smile so much when you were here. Now that your little fur suit is not here you are still making mommy smile thru my tears. I hope you never forget me. I know one day, we will all be together again. Mommy wi write again soon. Please help mommy take care of Meow, Meow. I cant lose him too. At least not right now. Mommy needs more time. Thank you my beautiful little angel. I cant wait to be with you again. In the meantime will you please keep sending mommy your little signs? And please know that mommy Carrie's you with me in my heart everywhere U go and in everything I do. I love you my silly Cheeeeno. Love always, your mommy forever and ever🐾💗💕🐕🙏🙏🙏

12/19/2020 - Hello my sweet, happy, funny little guy. Hope you are having fun up there with your brother, sister and all your new friends. Mommy misses you terribly. We all do buy especially mommy. You made me laugh and smile with all your funny antics. This will be our first Christmas without you and it really suck. Mommy knows you will be eating all the toast beef you want right beside Sammy and Mimi. I hope that all three of you come visit us on Christmas. Mommy will need to feel you here. It won't be the same without you. Nothing is anymore. You are mommy's silly little prance, snore, and brave little Lion heart. Although I miss you so very much, mommy is happy you are no longer in pain, and your have to take all the yucky medicine anymore. I hope you still here mommy singing tou Sammy and Mimi, and calling your names and talking to you. I miss you so much my little boy. Please send mommy signs so I know you ar still with me. I carry you Sammy and Mimi in my heart everywhere I go and I always will. Please come visit us for Christmas and anytime you can. Mommy loves you always and forever. I will write again soon my little barbie doll boy. My lion heart, love always, your mommy💗💜🧡💛💚💙🐾🐈🐕💖❣

2/19/2021 - Hello my little sweet, funny ,happy guy. Today is a year since you shed your precious little fursuit. I miss you soooo very much. I cannot believe it has been an entire year since I last held your perfect little fursuit in my arms. I still miss carrying you like a little baby to bed with daddy to go night night. I still remember your beautiful snoring, and your crazy funny antics. You were such a character and brought us so many laughs. I hope you Sammy and Mimi are all still hanging out together. Mommy still sings and talks to you all the time. I wish you would come visit me in my dreams my sweet happy baby boy. I wish I could feel you, touch you, smell you or hear you. I miss you every day and will until it is my time to cross over. Mommy Hope's you dont forget about me. I bet you are making everyone at the Rainbow bridge laugh. You were my funny little guy. You thought you ruled the world and you do in my heart. Thank you so very much for all your silliness. Thank for being so strong and hanging in for mommy. Thank you for being so strong for me. You are my little lion heart. Gosh, mommy misses you so, but I carry you in my heart everywhere I go. I hope you still feel mommy's love for you. I know you are healed and young and happy again and you Sammy and Mimi are all playing together along with all your new friends. Be well my little prince and please dont forget about mommy. I still need so very much to know you are still with me. Please know how much you are loved and always will be. I cant wait to be with you, Sammy and Mimi again. It will be the most beautiful day and the best thing that God could ever give me other than him bringing you into my life in the first place. I will love and miss you always and forever my sweet, happy, funny Chino Nino Bambino. I will write soon my little lion heart. Love always and forever, your mommy💔💞💖💕🐾🐶🐱🐏💗

3/19/2021 - Hello my sweet Chino Bambino. Hope you are doing well. Today marks 1 year and 1 month since you left your precious little fursuit. Mommy misses you very much my sweet, funny, silly, happy little guy. I want to thank you for being such a wonderful silly boy and for making us all laugh, and for sticking by Sammy til the end. You fought so brave and hard my precious little lion heart. Mommy is sorry if she made you suffer, but you did not seem like you were ready until that last day. I tried to do everything I could to save you, but you wanted to be with Sammy and Mimi. I can just picture all three of you playing together. This is what mommy pictures every day. No more pain. I hope you still come visit me my little man. I feel you in my heart but I wish so much I could have a visit from you in my dreams. One where I could hold you and tell you how much I love and miss you. One where I could rub your silly little belly and play with you little perfect chicken wing legs. Mommy is happy that you are no longer in pain, and that you are with Sammy and Mimi. I will never forget all the fun times we had. All those memories is all I have to hold onto. They get me by every day. I miss you my funny little boy. My little snorer. How beautiful it was to hear you snore when you slept so peacefully. Thank you my wonderful little lion heart. Mommy sings to you and talks to you Sammy and Mimi every day and I hope you can hear me and feel my love. If there is any way you can please send me a sign specifically from you so that I know it is you and just let me know you still come to see mommy, it would make me so very happy. I love you always and forever. I wish you only knew how much I love you. Please show me that you can hear me and feel me. Mommy will write again soon Chino Nino my Bambino. All my love, your mommy
4/20/2021 - Good morning my sweet Chino. Today is 1 year and two months since you lost your precious fur suit. Your fursuit sure was a cute. Mommy misses it soooo very much. I miss you and all of the silly things you used to do. You made us laugh. I'm sorry I am a day late, but as you know, your human aunt and uncle and cousin came for a visit. I still lit your candle and put your cute little picture up and you are still on my mind as always. I hope you are here with us in spirit form. I miss you so much my little babydoll boy. I miss everything about you. I know you are up there with Sammy and Mimi. Mommy still aches to hold you in my arms and rub your cute little belly. Not a day goes by that I dont think about all three of you. You will always be mommy's little Chino, nino, bambino. My little lion heart. Thank you for all of your love and all the laughs. Thank you for hanging in there for another six months while mommy tried to make you better. You were so brave. You are my happy little guy. I carry you in my heart always and one day we will all be together again. Please dont forget me and please dont stop coming to visit me. Mommy will write again soon. I love you Chino Nino Bambino for all eternity. Love always, your mommy💔💗💕💜🧡💛💚🐾
6/20/2021- Hello my precious little Lion heart ❤ my Chino. Hope you are doing well. Mommy misses you so much 😢. I hope you still come to visit me, my little guy. My babydoll boy. I miss your snores. I love you for all eternity, and can't wait until my time comes to with you Sammy and Mimi, once more. I hope you have nktten forgotten about mommy. I carry you with me everywhere I go. You will always be my little lion heart. My Chino Nino Bambino. Thank you for all your love, and all the laughs. You were such a silly, funny little guy and so full of life. I hope you are still the same. Mommy hopes you Sammy and Mimi are still all together. Please dont forget to send me a special sign so I know you are still here with me. Thank you so much for everything Chino. I miss you and love you and always will. Mommy will write again soon sweet boy. All my love, your mommy. 💗🧡💞💚💞💚💕💙💞💕🐾
7/17/2021. Hi my Little man. I cant believe today is 1 year and 5 months since you gained your angel wings and went to be with Sammy and Mimi. I miss you so much my little lion ❤. I sure do miss rubbing your little big belly. Mommy misses you so very much. I hope you know how much I love you and will until the end of time. You just loved your life here with us and I hope we made you as happy as you could be. I know you are with your big brother Sammy and little kitty sister Mimi and all your friends. Mommy will be with all three of you one day and it will be so wonderful. In the meantime please watch over us and please send mommy signs that you are still here. Thank you for everything my little babydoll boy. My little perfect chicken wing legs. Mommy carries you with me everywhere I go and I always will. Please dont forget mommy. I will write again soon my sweet funny happy little guy. Mommy loves you for all eternity. 💗💞💕❤💛💜❣🐾

8/2021 - Hello my little prince. Mommy's little lion heart. Oh miss you so very much baby boy. I miss all of your funny expressions and antics. You always made us laugh and when we think of you we still make us laugh even though we miss you soooo much. I hope you are having fun over the rainbow bridge with Sammy and mimi and all of your friends. Please keep sending mommy signs. Please visit mommy in my dreams. I hope you hear mommy sing to you and hope you know hiw much I love you and always will. Say hello to Sammy and Mimi for me. One day we will all be together again my love. I love you forever. Mommy has to go now but please don't ever forget me. Mommy carries you with her everywhere I go my little prince. Love always...mommy💖💗💓💚💕❤🧡💛💚💙💜🐾❣
9/21/ 2021 - Hello my sweet Lion heart. I hope that you are doing well. I know I'm a few days late, and I'm sorry. I never stop thinking about you my little funny, happy boy. You were so full of life, just piss and vinegar. I know you are no longer in pain and with your Sammy and Mimi, but mommy still misses you every day. I still have your tiny teddy bear and no one is aloud to play with him. He is yours and always will be. Mo.my keeps him on the corner of the sofa where you would lay. I miss my little sweet prince. I don't get many signs from you, Sammy and Mimi anymore but I hope you know how much mommy misses you and how much I think about you. Mommy carries you on my heart everywhere I go. I love you my little prancer My happy, funny, silly boy. Well I just wanted to say hello, and tell you how much I love and miss you. I hope you will always know that mommy will love you for all eternity. Please wait for mommy. One day mommy will be with you Sammy and Mi.i again, and I will hold you on my arms again. Mommy can't wait. Please dont forget me my little lion heart. Mommy will write again soon. In the meantime please send mommy a sign to let me know you are still with me and have not forgotten about me. Mommy loves you to the moon and back and for all eternity. I love you my Chino Nino Bambino..love always, your mommy💗💓💞💕💟❣💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🤍❣🐾
10/19/2021 - Hello my sweet boy Chino. This morning made 1 year and 10 months since I last got to carry to bed with daddy. Mommy misses you so much my happy funny silly little guy. I hope you are enjoying yourself with Sammy, mimi and all your friends. Mo.my thinks of all 3 of you every day. I wish I knew for sure that you still come visit me. You were such a happy little boy with the heart of a lion. Thats why mommy calls you my little lion heart. I'm sure you can hear now and I hope yo can hear mommy sing to you and call your name. I hope you still feel all my love. I still need my little baby doll boy si much, but I know you are in a better place with no more pain or anxiety and your with Sammy who you love soooo much. Thank you for all the smiles and laughs and love which I will cherish for all eternity. I cant wait to be with all 3 of you and hold you and kiss you and give belly rubs. I hope mimi is not so scared anymore. Mommy loves you always and forever. Please come visit me in my dreams if you can. Mommy would love to have a beautiful dream about you. Please know that mommy carries you in my heart wherever I go. You will always be my little Chino NinoBambino. Please don't forget me. I love and miss you, and I always will. Mommy will write again soon my sweet little happy boy. Love always, your
mommy. 💞💙🤎💗💟💔🦴🐶🐾🥓🧀😍
11/19/2021 hello my sweet funny, happy silly boy, my little Chino Nino Bambino. Well yet another month has gone by without you here by my side. I hope you are doing well. I hope you Saltillo hear, see and fell mommy and all the love I still have for you. Cocoa got her teeth done today. I know you were watching over her. Thank you for that my sweet little boy. I was finally able to finish writing to you. Mommy's phone is messed up so I am now writing to you on my laptop. Mommy sure does miss you. Another Thanksgiving went by without you. I hope you were here in spirit form. Christmas is coming and it will be sad without you and Sammy and Mimi. Will you please visit mommy. I still miss you and I always will. I hope you got to eat all the turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes and green been casserole your little heart desired. Daddy made Scrappy and Sophie a plate like he used to do for you and Sammy. You will always be my little happy, funny, silly guy. My little Lion heart. Mommy will write again soon my little perfect chicken wing legged boy. I still smell your little scent. I miss it so much. Mommy will carry you and Sammy in my heart wherever I go. Please, please come visit mommy. I love you always and for ever. Mommy will write again soon my love. In the meantime, please watch over us. Love always your mommy

12/19/2021 Good morning my sweet prince, my little lion heart, my little baby doll. Mommy hopes your doing well. I miss you so very much my little happy funny guy. I hope you and Sammy and Mimi are playing with all your new friends. Do you hear mommy when I sing to you? Do you still feel all mommys love that I have for you still and always will? I miss you so much. I know you are at peace and with your big brother Sammy and little kitty sister Mimi. Please dont forget me my little prince charming. YOu always made mommy laugh. I am so very proud of you, you are such a brave little guy. I'm sorry I put you through those surgeries and had to give you all that yukky medicine. I thought it would help. It did give me another 4-5 months with you. You had the most perfect little chicken wing legs. You were so perfect, how could mommy have ever known that your insides were not. When you get a chance, please dont forget to come visit mommy. I am so grateful for all your love, just sorry I could not have had you a while longer. Please keep sending mommy your beautiful little signs. Please tell Sammy and Mimi I miss them so much as well. Thank you for all your love my little brave lion heart. I will always miss rubbing your cute little belly that you loved to show off so much. Hope you are getting many belly rubs in Heaven. Mommy will write again soon my little prince charming. Love you always and forever. Please don't forget to come visit. I will be so grateful. Love always, your mommy.

1/19/2022 Hello my silly, happy, funny little guy. my little lion heart. I hope you are doing well my little gy. Mommy misses you. I know I say the same things every time I write to you but it's how I still feel. I dont get any signs from you anymore, and sometimes I feel like you have left me all over again. I hope you got to meet my sissy Lisa by now. I'm sure if you did get to meet eachother, that she fell in love with you right away. Things are going as they should. Mommy is tryin to keep Meow Meow healthy. I hope that you still come visit even though I cant see or hear you, mommy feels you in her heart every day. In one month it will be two years since mommy last carried you to go night night time with daddy. I miss you so much my little perfect chicken wing legs. My funny, silly guy. I hope you always remember how much mommy loves you. I hope you still feel my love. I feel you in my heart every day, but I wish I could see you, hear you, touch you. One of these days we will all be together again my little prince charming. Please don't ever forget mommy. I carry you with me everywhere I go. will you please send mommy a sign. Please don't forget how much mommy loves you and misses you. Please tell Sammy and Mimi hello. I miss them so much as well. Please tell Grandpa and my sissy Lisa hello and let them know I miss them as well. Mommy will write again soon my little babydoll boy. In the meantime, please don't forget how much mommy loves you and misses you. Always and forever, love you your Mommy

2/19/2022 - Hello my little beautiful boy. This is always hard for mommy. I send you a letter every month, but today is 2 years that I had to finally give up and set you free. I miss you so much my little happy, funny silly boy. it seems longer than two years. I just can't believe you have been gone only two years. Mommy misses you so very much. I miss hearing your loud snores which were and always will be music to my ears. Oh my little Chino nino bambino. How mommy misses you. I want to thank you for all the love and happiness you gave us all. You were and always will be such a character. Thank you for all the memories. I hope you will always remember our times together. All of mommy's love and how much you made us smile and laugh. There will never, ever be another you. I hope you are having so much fun with Sammy, who you love so much. I know he is taking good care of you. I hope that you still feel all of mommys love for you. I hope you still hear me when I call your name and sing and talk to you. I love you so very much and miss you like crazy. You gave me so many smiles and laughs. Thank you for teaching me how to live and be happy. you are mommy's teacher. Oh Chino, nino bambino. I love you always and forever, one day we will all be together again. Daddy and I still talk about you and how much you made us laugh and smile. I miss you always and forever my little lion heart. My little snorer, my little prancer, my little baby doll boy. Please dont forget me. Please wait for me until it is my time to join you Sammy and mimi. You are with me wherever I go, whatever I see, and whatever I do. You will always and forever be mommy's little lion hear. My little Chino Nino Bambino. Thank you for everything my little babydoll boy. I still keep your favorite toy on the couch next to me. Mommy will write again soon but I will write again soon. Please know that you are always with me and please say hi to Sammy, Mimi and your grandpa and aunt Lisa for me. If you have time or get a chance, please send mommy a sign or visit me in my dreams. I love you always and forever my little guy, My little lion heart. Love you and miss you always and forever, love you mommy!

3/19/2022 - Hello my sweet little, funny, silly boy. I'm sorry I'm late writing to you. I miss you so much my little babydoll boy. I hope you and Sammy and Mimi are having fun together. I know you must have made so many new friends. Mommy hopes that you remember her and that you will always know how much I truly love and miss you. I hope you come to visit mommy my dreams. I love you so much my little guy. You always made mommy laugh, you were so funny. Please don't ever forget mommy. I still love and need you so very much. Once day we will all be together again. I will always cherish our time here together, but will be together again. Thank you for all of your love and for making mommy and daddy laugh. You will always be mommy's little lion heart with such a love for life. I hope you hear mommy sing to you and that you can still feel all of my love for you. Mommy carries you and Sammy and Mimi with me everywhere I go. Mommy will write again soon my little guy. Love always and forever, Mommy
4/19/2022 - Hello my silly, funny happy sweet boy. Mommy wanted to stop by again and let you know how much I miss you every day of my life. I hope you are having fun and playing with Sammy, Mimi and all of your new friends. Mommy love you with all her heart, and I carry you with me with every beat of my heart and everywhere I go. I have to ask you a favor. Patty and Don lost their kitty and he has not come home. Can you and Sammy and Mimi reach out to him and show him his way back home. They are so sad. I will also pray for him to get home. We love you guys so much and it makes us so sad when something happens to you guys. their hearts are breaking, and they just want to know that their baby Bear is okay. if there is any way you can help, that would be so amazing. Mommy hopes you are all doing okay. I miss you so much my little happy, silly, funny guy. I again want to thank you for letting me be your mommy and making all of us laugh at your silliness. We miss you so much my little guy. You will always and forever be mommy's little Chino Nino Bambino. Mommy has to go but will write again soon. I love you with all of my heart and soul.
5/19/2022 -Hello my funny, silly happy guy. My Chino Nino Bambino. Mommy wanted to check in with you. I hope you are doing well. Mommy misses so much. Its now been 2 years and and 3 months since I last held you in my arms and the last time mommy caught you peeing in the house. Oh Chino , mommy misses you more than you will ever know. you made us laugh so many times. when you escaped and we could not find you, the neighbors nest door found you. how many times i thought I lost your, but you came back to mommy. I tried so hard to save you baby boy. I hope you know, that it just WAS NOT THE MONEY THING, BUT WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT IF IT MADE YOU SUFFER. I did not want thatfor you ever. I love you my sweet silly boy. I hope you feel all of mommy's love for you. I hope you still remember me and love me. I dont ever want you to forget mommy. you made us laugh so much. you were and still are my amazing silly, funny, happy baby boy. Mommy carries you with me everywhere I go. Everyone her is fine, just dealing with the day to day. Since you ad Sammy an Mimi had to leave, nothing is the same. but through your love I have more fur babies to take car of and love , Not the same, but I will do the best I can with them. I do love them, jus in a different way from you guys. Anyway, mommy wanted to drop by and write you a letter. I love and miss you so much my kittle Chino Nino Bambino. Mommy carries you in my heart everywhere I go. Please dont ever forget mommy or the wonderful life we had together when you were here. Please send mommy sig. I love you always and forever my little Chino Nino Bambino. I will write again nest month. I love you with all of my heart and soul. Mommy loves you my little Chino Nino my Bambino. All my love, your earth mommy always and forever.
6/19/2022 - Hello my happy silly Funny little guy, my little Chino, Nino Bambino. Mommy hopes you are doing well. It has not been 2 years and 4 months, since you left your fur suit to go be with Sammy and Mimi. Mommy misses you every day my little guy. Today is father's day. I hope you are spending a really nice time with Sammy Mimi and my daddy, your grandfather Sam, whom Sammy was named after. Just thinking about you makes me cry and smile. YOu were always so full of life. You fought until the bitter end my little guy. Thank you for fighting so hard for mommy. Mommy needed you so much after losing Sammy and Mimi. You bought us a little more time together. I hope you will always no how much you are loved. Thank you for your beautiful snores, you rolling over to get your belly rubbed, your little prance. Mommy misses you so very much. Thank you for all the laughs and kisses. I miss you forever, until we meet again my little Chino Nino my Bambino. Please don't forget mommy. Please send me signs. It has been a while since I have gotten signs from you Sammy and Mimi. Mommy would love to see you in my dreams. Mommy carries you in her heart wherever she goes. I hope you know this. Thank you for everything my little guy. Love always your mommy, who misses you dearly

7/19/2022 - Hello my little handsome prince charming. I hope you are doing well and having a great time with Sammy, Mimi, and all of your friends. Mommy misses you so very much my funny, little guy. I cannot believe it's been 2 years and 5 months, since I last rubbed you beautiful belly and carried you to go night night with daddy. Even though I have new babies that I love very much, no dog or kitty could ever replace you Sammy and Mimi. Meow Meow is doing well for now. I really hate the thought that I may have to go through this soon with him, but for now I am loving him as always. I hope you still hear mommy call you and sing to you, and feel my heart break sometimes missing you so much. Thank you for all the laughs. You sure were a funny, happy silly little guy with the biggest personality. Mommy will never forget you Sammy and mimi for as long as I live. Please don't forget about mommy. Please send mommy a sign. It's been a while since I had a sign from you and Mimi. Sammy sent me a small white feather the other day. I hope you can come visit me in my dreams soon. I would love to feel you and hold you again. Please always know that mommy carries you in her heart forever. You stole a Pizza my heart. That's the shirt mommy bought for you, and I have a picture in a frame of you wearing it. You were such a perfect little guy. You were, are and always will be my little Chino Nino Bambino. I hope you know mommy did everything I could to save you. I love you and Sammy and Mimi more than life itself. Don't forget to send mommy a sign my little prince charming. Mommy carries you everywhere I go and whatever I'm doing. Mommy will write again soon. Love you always and forever, love, your mommy

8/19/2022 - Hello my little prince charming. Hope you are having fun at the Rainbow Bridge. Hope you and Sammy and Mimi still play together. Mommy misses you so very much my little funny, silly, happy guy. I love you so very much, and I hope you always know this. I wish so badly that we could have cured your cancer and mommy is so very sorry for putting you through those surgeries and for any pain you may have been in. I wish we could have sent you to the Rainbow Bridge here at home the way Sammy and Mimi were able to go, but I didn't think you could hang on until they came so I rushed you to the vet. I hope you knew mommy was there with you the entire time. I miss my little guy. You were such a character. You had the heart of a Lion in such a little body, You were so perfect on the outside, mommy didn't know how bad your insides were. You had the perfect little chicken wing legs, I hope you still hear me and feel all my love for you. Please send my a sign my little guy, It's been a long time since I received signs from you. Mommy will think of a specific sign for you to send me so that I know it is you. Please don't ever forget mommy and our life together along with Sammy, Mimi, Chino and Desota and daddy. We were one happy pack and I miss you all so very much even though I have another pack. I will love them through you always. I love you sweet boy. my Chino, Nino Bambino. Mommy will write again soon my little handsome prince charming...All my love, your Mommy forever.

9/19/2022 - Hello my funny, happy silly little prince charming. Mommy hopes you are having a great day and playing with your friends and Sammy and Mimi. I miss you so much my little guy. I haven't gotten any signs from you or Sammy or Mimi in a very long time. I hope you have not forgotten about mommy. Even if you have, mommy will never forget about you. I will always cherish all the times we had together and all the laughs you gave us with your silly little antics. I would love to see you in dream my little lion heart. I miss you dearly and all the silly things you used to do. Your larger than life personality in such a small cute little body. I want to thank you for all of those memories that you have given mommy. They make me feel close to you, but sometimes still hurts. I hope you are still around me and see me and hear me and fell all the love I have for you and always will. I have to ask you and Sammy and Mimi, to help me with Meow Meow. I don't think he is doing very well and I just hope and pray he gives me more time here with him. He has been a little trooper. I hope you know that mommy carries you with me everywhere I go and whatever I do. You are always right here in my heart. Love can never die, so I promise you I will love you for all eternity. You Sammy and Mimi. Mommy has to go now, but I will write again soon my little prince charming. My lion heart. My Chino Nino Bambino. Love you always my sweet boy. Love mommy

10/20/2022. Hello my my little prince charming. I hope you are doing well and playing wit Sammy, Mimi and all of your friends. Mommy misses you so much my little Chino Nino Bambino. I'm sorry I'm a writing you a day late. Mommy is working so much overtime. Imiss you so much my little, happy, funny guy. My little lionheart. You left mommy with so many special memories. I want to thank you for always making me smile. I hope you still feel mommy's love and I hope you still hear mommy sing and talk to you. Please dont forget to visit mommy and send me signs. I carry you Sammy and Mimi in my heart always. Please don't forget me. Mommy loves you always. You will always be my Chino Nino Bambino. My Lion heart, my prancer, my happy funny silly boy, my prince charming. I will write again soon. Love always, your mommy. 💗💓💞💕❤🧡💛💚💙💜
11/19/2022 well my silly happy little man, I just wrote you but it apparently didn't take. So herecI am my sweet little angel. My happy funny silly little guy. I hope you know how much I love you and how much miss you. You were such a character here on earth. We love you to the moon and back. Byou will always be my little perfect chicken wing boy. My little lion heart. Always and forever. Mommy loves you always and forever. Pleasevdont forget mommy. Please hear me when mommy calls, sings, talks. Please know how I miss you. I love you with all of my heart. You Sammy, Mimi forever. Mommy will write again soon my sweet boy. 💗💓💞💕💛💯❤❤️‍🔥💝💜💚💙
12/19/2022 - hello my sweet, have, funny, silly little boy. Mommy is sorry I am a day late writing to you. I'm sure you know grandma is very sick. She is getting rehabilitation and won't be hone for Christmas. Please watch over while she is there until she gets to come home. Mommy needs you Sammy and Mimi to watch out for her okay? We miss her. Mommy misses you to my little lion heart. I hope you are doing well. Mommy misses you so very much. Not a day goes by, that I don't think about you. I will always remember how you made all of us laugh. I don't get anymore signs from you Sammy or Mimi, so I hope you are still visiting me. Mommy will carry you in my heart always and forever. Mommy has to go now my little Chino Nino Bambino. Please dont forget me. I need you so much and can't wait to be with you, Sammy and Mimi and Grandpa. Mommy will write soon. Love you always and forever my little prince charming 💗💓💞💕❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
1/19/2023- Hello my sweet prince charming, Chino ,nino, my bambino. Hope you are doing well. Mommy thought today was three years that you left your cute little fursuit, but it's not til next month. All the same mommy misses you soooo very much. I haven't even getting many signs from you and Sammy and Mimi. It's okay though. I know you are busy doing angel things. I wish I could hold you my sweet, funny silly little boy. Mommy misses bringing you to sleep with Daddy at night. I miss seeing your sweet silly little face in the morning. I miss our little walks together. I love you so very much my little snorer. You brought so many laughs in this household. I hope you are being good for Sammy and being good to Mimi. Mommy misses you sooo very much. I hope you haven't forgotten me, and that you still come visit mommy. Please give good vibes for meow meow. Mommy is very worried about him. I don't want him to join you Sammy and Mimi yet. Mommy's heart needs more time. I will look forward to being with you guys one day and we will run and play and never have to leave eachothers sides ever again. You were so perfect and I miss you so. Please dont forget me my little belly rub boy. Please, please keep visiting me and let me know when you do. Please give Sammy and Mimi my love and grandpa to. Mommy has to go now, but I will write again soon. I love you alwaysxand forever and carry you in my heart wherever I go. Love always, your mommy 💝💖💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍💋

2/19/2023 - hello my happy, silly sweet funny boy. My little lion heart. I hope you are doing well. I know you are because you are in the most beauful place in the world. Heaven. I wish I could be there with you. Mommy has to take care of the new babies down here. Oh Chino, mommy is so worried about Scrappy. He has what you had and I'm so scared of losing him. He kept mommy company, when we lost you. Why, oh why, do I have to go thru this again. Mommy needs to ask you Sammy Mimi and Grandpa to please help him thru this surgery, and not let the stupid cancer come back. Please my baby, mommy needs you so bad. I love you so much and miss you more than you know. I know you understand mommy did everything she could to save you and you fought your little lion heart out, but God had different plans. I can only hope that Acrappy will get through this and survive. Mommy can't handle anymore losses right now. I hope you still hear mommy sing to you and call you and talk to you. I love and miss you so much, my little Chino Nino Bambino. My Lion heart. Even though I don't get signs from you, Sammy or Mimi anymore, I know you love me and are with me always and forever. I cherish every second with you my little prince charming. Please don't forget about mommy. I love you for all eternity, and cannot wait until all of us are together again, one beautiful and glorious day. I love you sweet boy, please dont forget that. Mommy has to go now. I cant believe its been two whole years since mommy last rubbed your beautiful belly, and kissed your beautiful face. Mommy misses you and loves you more than you will ever know. I will write again soon, my little prince charming. Please kiss Aammy and Mimi for me and Grandpa and Cleo to. I love you my baby. Love always, your mommy forever. 💋💘💝💖💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤️‍🩹❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
3/22/2023 - Hello my sweet funny happy boy. Mommy is so sorry I am a couple days late sending yo a letter. I hope you know and understand the pressure mommy is going thru right now. I think Meow Meow is very close to being with you and Sammy and Mimi. Mommy's heart is breaking again. This is just horrible. I wish so bad you guys could come visit mommy and tell me it will all be okay. This is why I didn't write you sooner. Im so sorry my beautiful little angel. My little prince charming. Mommy misses you so much. When Mimi passes, which could be any day now, will you please please help him cross over, so he knows he won't be alone. I love and miss you every day with all my heart and can't believe I have to go through this again. Meow meiw will be with his original pack once again. Please watch over him and show him the way. Please tell Sammy and Mimi too. Mommy is so sad and I have to go now. I love you my little Chino, Nino, Bambino. Mommy will write again soon, when I'm not so sad. Thank you for all your love and memories. Love always, your mommy forever 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🤍

Please also visit Mimi and Sam (Sammy).