My baby loved to be cuddled. He loved to be warm wrapped in blankets and sleeping curled up in my stomach. He loved car rides and family. He loved seeing us come home to greet him and he definitely loved kisses. He also loved to bark. He loved caring for his mama, licking up tears and giving kisses. He is the best dog on the planet and he will always be the biggest piece of my heart. Your grandparents, aunts, uncle and cousins also miss you dearly.|
2/10/16 - Chico baby, it's been 4 days and I still wait to see you. I sometimes think I do see you nuzzled on the couch. I miss you more than words can say and I love you with all my heart. You changed my life 12 years ago when you walked into it. Nobody will know how many times you saved my life. I miss everything about you. Your tired growl, your tiny nose, your tiny paws, and I miss your smell. I love you so much baby. You took my whole heart with you, and you deserve every bit of it. You are the best puppy ever born (as I would always tell you). I can't wait to see you again and kiss your face off.
2/12/2016 - Angel baby, it's day 6 without you, and I still look for you as if you'll just be sitting on the couch when I come down the stairs. I believe you came to me when I was at Gramma's a couple days ago. You let me know you were there by flickering the lights in the kitchen when I was alone. Memories of that tragic day are still with me, as they will always be, but I have been looking through the hundreds of photos I've taken of you over the last 12 years and I smile. You made my life better in every possible way. I want you to always feel my love for you. You know it was more than any love I've ever had. I want you to know I miss you every second of every day. Visit me often, Angel. I'll be waiting for you in my dreams. I love you. Kisses.
2/13/2016 - Angel baby, it's going to be our first Valentine's Day without each other. I got "you" back last night in your paw print urn. I miss you every second. I love you so much. Sleep well my baby. Have wonderful puppy dreams of mama. I'll be dreaming of you.
2/17/2016 - Baby, I can't believe it's close to 2 weeks. I miss you still every second. It seems like I'm not living real life without you there. I want to hold you and kiss you and smell your smell so badly. I want to cuddle you and sleep with you curled into my tummy. I love you angel!
2/24/2016 - Sweet baby, it's now been 18 days without you. It feels like so much longer. My heart still aches for you. Life isn't the same without you. I need you so much, sugar. You always made everything 100% better. Nothing else mattered if mama had her moomoo. I would give anything to have you back with me. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I'm so sorry every day. I just want you back baby. Every second of every single day. You're the best part of my heart. You're everything I need. Sleep well. I hope you found a place as comfy as nuzzled next to my heart. All the kisses in the world! I love you so much!
3/6/2016 - Baby boy, it's now been exactly one month without you. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I'm also sorry that I ever moved you into that home, and let you be in the responsibility of that person for those few hours everyday. I wish he was never in our life so that you could be in my new home with me. I hate not having you with me. My sweet, gorgeous boy. I would give anything to have you back. Absolutely anything. I think about you everyday. I can't wait for the day to see you again. To snuggle you. To kiss you and touch you. I miss you and love you so much angel baby.
3/12/2016 - Angel, I miss you so terribly much. Nothing is the same without you. I need you here with me. I'm so lost without your love. Please visit me in my dreams. Please let me hold you and kiss you. Baby boy, I love you with more than my heart can even hold.
3/23/2016 - My Sweet baby boy, I love and miss you terribly. I can't believe how long you've been gone. Everyday is a struggle without you. I miss your entire personality. I miss your kisses, your smell, your tiny paws and your gorgeous face. I hope you're safe and happy. I would give anything to have you back. Absolutely anything. I miss you so much baby. I wish you were here with me. You're a constant in my life still even after your departure. You'll always be the most important thing to me. I love you angel. You're a good boy - the best boy. Muah, muah, muah, muah!!!
4/5/2016 - My gorgeous boy, tomorrow will be 2 entire months without you. Where has the time gone? I still think about you constantly, that will never change. The world is different without you - it's lonely, but you always let me know that you're with me. Especially when I am at Gramma and Granpa's house - you always make those kitchen lights flicker. I know it's you because Gramma never sees it happen. I'm the only one you flicker those lights for. I miss you so baby boy. I would give anything to snuggle you and kiss you're sweet face over and over as I used to. You will always be the biggest part of mama. I know you're with me everyday. Please visit tonight in mama's dreams sweet boy. I love you more than anything!
4/6/2016 - Angel, it's exactly 2 months you've been gone. I'm not quite sure how the world is still turning. I wake up in the middle of every night wishing you were under the covers with me. I wish I could see you comfortable and happy again. You will always be the best doggy to me. I'm so happy that I have your exact paw print tattooed on my foot. Where I walk, you walk. I am grateful that I had the idea to find washable paint, so that I could have a piece of you on my body forever. You are forever embedded in me either way. I'm so happy for those 13 years we shared. You were always there for everything. Licked my tears off my face, cuddled me when I didn't feel well, danced with me when I was happy. You were, and will always be perfect. I miss you sweet baby. I'll be dreaming of you. I love you immensely!!
5/6/2016 - My angel, I'm sorry I have written to you for a month. It's been 3 months exactly since you've been gone, and I still think about you everyday. I talk about you everyday too - so does grandpa. Everybody misses you so much. I love you baby. I just want to cuddle with you and kiss you. I miss your smell, your kisses, your larger than life personality. You were everything to me. You will always be my entire heart. I truly hope you're happy - running and playing. I hope there is an abundance of sunshine where you are - because you love it so much. I don't sleep as well with you gone. You were always my biggest comfort. If I was sad, or sick - you always made me feel better. You were always by Mommy's side. I remember when I had my wisdom teeth taken out, and I laid in bed literally all day ... You laid there with me and never moved. You knew mama was in pain, so you stayed very close to me. I'm so sorry baby, I'm so sorry you're gone. I cherish the 13 years I had with you. I love you so much!!!!
6/6/2016 - Angel, it's been 4 months now, and I still look for you. I still sleep as if you're right by my side. Not a day goes by without mama thinking of you, bunny. My heart still yearns for my furry son. You know you were everything to me. There is someone very special in my life now, that I would have loved for you to meet. You would have loved him. I miss your tiny paws; your big happy eyes; your presence in my everyday life. I know you're still with me everyday, and you always will be. I'll look for you in my dream tonight and always, Angel. I love you with all my heart. Kisses!!!!!
7/6/2016 - Angel, 5 months. Where have the days gone? All of them have been spent missing you fiercely. Some days are harder than others. Mama misses your excitement to see me, your kisses, your silliness, your spunk, and mostly, your unconditional love. Your smell is fading from your toys, and it saddens me. You've always been the most important piece of my life, and you will continue to be even if you're not physically with me. My heart is yours always and forever. I love you immensely. Run with the Angels, baby. 😘😘❤️❤️