I still remember vividly the first time i saw you, the first time I touched you. Your little nail got caught on my t-shirt and you immediately fell asleep after I had hold you. You always knew what you wanted, my mighty boy with the cutest little bark.

You loved your cookies, coconut cookies to be specific.

I miss your little body next to me in a donut shape curled up as we both dream thru the night.

We did everything humanly possible my love I was there daddy was there too. We thought of you and prayed and meditated while we had to leave you at the hospital and we stayed patiently waiting for news, for good news.

The light went out of my eyes since we lost you, I have slowly tried very hard to find myself with a new life that does not physically carry you, You are in my soul engraved, and in our home, your home we make sure there is the little bits of you to remind us on sad and hard days, that you were happy and we were all together a family.

My sweet puppy boy, thank you, thank you thank you for letting me be your human mom, you made me the most happiest.