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I remember the first day that I set eyes on you and your sisters, Isabella and Inky. I was volunteering for the local humane society. I got a call to go pick up some kittens and their mother at a house off of Classen in March 2007. I was going to foster you guys until you got big enough to adopt out. You and your sisters were just 3 or 4 weeks old and so small that you fit in the palm of my hand! You were so cute. Carmen, your mother, was less than thrilled to be living in my bathroom now. She would take you and your sisters and hide under the sink. Eventually, you all got used to me coming in and feeding you and became more comfortable with me. You were so much fun when all of you were kittens. I enjoyed watching you play with each other and your mother would often join in. I remember one night I left you out on the balcony and all 3 of you curled up on top of a box and went to sleep. Initially, I thought you were a boy and I was going to call you Butler because you were black and white. When I took you to Audrey for your shots, she said you were a female and that I should call you Buttons. So Buttons you became! After 5-6 months, it was time to adopt you and your sisters out. I remember taking you to Petsmart and leaving you up there in the cages. I didn't like that you had to live in a cage but I knew you would find a good home. You and Isabella were adopted out to a women and her son in Yukon. I missed you terribly after you and Isabella were gone. Fortunately for me, the both of you had become so used to me that you wouldn't come out from under the bed in your new home. The woman brought you guys back and I ended up being your forever home! We were meant to be together!

You were my best friend, Buttons. You were such a bright ray of sunshine and so full of life. You loved to run through the grass and climb trees. Lying on the warm pavement was one of your favorite things. I loved taking you and Isabella across the street to play in the grass. You and Isabella enjoyed chasing and running around with each other. I so enjoyed watching you play. You also learned that it was warm in the dryer after it had been used. You would often meow while I had the dryer on which was my cue to turn it off and let you get in and lay on your towel. Isabella liked laying in there too. You loved to get under the covers in the bed and sleep next to me. I loved how you would lay on the top of the rocking chair behind my head. I could reach back and scratch your head which you enjoyed so much. All I had to do was pat the top of the rocking chair and you would come running! You also loved chasing that laser light all over the apartment. I so much enjoyed watching you and Isabella interact and love each other. I always felt comfortable leaving you two at home alone knowing that you had each other for comfort. Isabella misses you so now.

No one can imagine how deeply I loved you. I loved you beyond words and miss you terribly. I look for you when I come home - sitting on the ledge below my apartment or waiting on the steps like you used to do. I call your name and hope to see you running across the grass to come home. But, you're not there and it breaks my heart. I haven't been able to put away your food bowls or the towel that you used to lay on.

You gave me so much comfort over the years, Buttons. All those years it was just you, me, and Isabella. I don't know what I would have done without you two in my life. You brought me so much love, joy, and contentment. I could always count on you to be happy and carefree. You blessed my life in countless ways. Thank you for loving me and being my friend.

I know in my heart that you are now running free, playing in the grass, chasing birds, and climbing trees with the angels. I know you have probably made many new friends at the Rainbow Bridge. You will never have to worry about being alone, hurt or injured again. You will always be a part of me, Buttons. I feel you walk beside me each day. You, me, and Isabella will be together again one sweet day!

I love and miss you my precious friend. 'Til we are together again!

I found a poem on the internet that reminded me of you.


I Thought of You Today

I woke early this morning, lifted the shade
to a sky overcast and gray,
No ray of sun to brighten my heart,
and I thought of you today.

The breezes of summer are no more
and have moved along on their way.
The crisp air of autumn has settled in,
and I thought of you today.

The crunch of the leaves under my feet,
I remembered how you loved to play,
chasing the leaves across the yard,
and I thought of you today.

As the daylight faded into dusk
and the shadows came to play,
I lit a candle and watched the flame dance,
and I thought of you today.

I crawled into bed, turned out the lamp
and glanced where you used to lay.
The tears came again, as they always do,
as I thought of you today.


Author Unknown
To Buttons, my precious friend
6/24/2017
L.H.


Another poem that I found:

I stood by your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I saw that you were crying....
You found it hard to sleep.

I whispered to you softly,
as you brushed away a tear.
"It's me, I haven't left you.....
I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."

I was close to you at breakfast.
I watched you pour the tea.
You were thinking of the many times,
your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at my grave today,
you tend it with such care.
I just want you to know that
"I am not really lying there."

I walked with you towards the house,
as you fumbled for your key,
I gently put my paw on you,
I smiled and said, "It's me."

You looked so very tired,
and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know,
that I was standing there.

You sat there very quietly, then smiled.
I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.

I'm here so close beside you,
so near you every day.
Believe me when I tell you,
"I never went away."

The day is over...
I smile and watch you yawn and say,
"Good night, God Bless,
I'll see you in the morning".

And when the time is right
for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you,
and we'll stand side by side.

I have so many things to show you,
there is so much to for you to see.
Be patient,
live your journey out.....
then come home to me.


Author unknown
To Buttons
04/06/2018
L.H.


I'm Still Here
by Darlene Freeman-Ciulla

Your heart has been heavy
since that day.
The day you thought,
I went away.

I haven't left you...
I never would.
You just can't see me,
though I wish you could.

It might ease the pain
that you feel in your heart.
The pain that you felt,
since you believed us to part.

Try and think of it this way
it might help you see.
That I am right here with you,
and will always be

That's how it is now
when you look for my face,
I'm still right beside you,
Still filling my place.

I find it to be so very sad,
that seeing and believing seem to go hand-in-hand.
The love and the loyalty,
the warmth that I gave,
You felt them,
but you believed just the same.

I walk with you now
like I walked with you then.
My pain is now gone,
and I lead once again.

My eyes always following you
wherever you roam,
Making sure you're ok,
and you're never alone.

Our time was too short
yet for me it goes on.
I won't ever leave you,
I'll never be gone.

I live in your heart
as you live in mine.
A never ending love
that continues to shine.

To Buttons, my best friend
6/20/18
L.H.


Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the star shine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.

Author - unknown
To Buttons, my best friend
8/30/18
L.H.


Polaris

So many things, they come and go,
Like waves upon a beach,
So many things we cannot touch,
Like stars beyond our reach.

What comforts us, those things that stay,
Familiar....deja vu,
A thing that was, as still it is,
For me, that thing was you.

Were you to me, Polaris,
By you I'd find my way,
When I was lost, you'd point me home,
In the dark before the day.

Throughout the years and all my tears,
I knew I had a friend,
Someone who cared when I was scared,
And who would me defend.

A guiding light, a trusted friend,
An anchor in the storm,
A fire bright, in the dark of night,
The flame that kept me warm.

From: https://steemit.com/poetry/@quillfire/deziy-rest-in-peace-old-friend-the-poem-polaris-we-dedicate-to-him

To: Buttons, my best friend
10/2/18
L.H.

05/27/18:
I can't believe it's been a year since I last saw your bright, shiny, beautiful face. It has been a hard year without you. I became so accustomed to seeing your happy face when I came home. I miss seeing you waiting for me on the ledge below my apartment. I still call your name when I'm outside - I want to remember you running across the grass. I reach behind me when I'm sitting in the rocking chair and want to scratch your head again like I used to. I miss you meowing by the dryer - wanting to get in when it was still warm. And it breaks my heart that you're not there anymore. I still miss you so much and think of you everyday. Thanks for blessing my life in so many ways and for loving me unconditionally. You were the best friend that I've ever had. Isabella misses you too. She gets awful lonesome without you. I know you are running free now, climbing trees, chasing birds, and playing with the angels. We love and miss you, precious girl. You are forever in our hearts and I know you are close to us in spirit. You will always be a part of me. Thanks for all the feathers! I know we will be together again one sweet day!

06/20/18:
It has been a very nice summer, so far, Buttons. I can't help but think about you when the grass is green and there is a warm breeze. Just remembering how you loved to run and play in the grass. You loved to roll around on the warm pavement - even if it was covered in dirt! I still go outside at night and call your name - hoping that you will run across the grass and come home. We would be together again...... I hope the sun is shining brightly on you today and that you are having a wonderful time. I continue to see the black and white dragon flies when I walk the trails at the park. I believe it is your way of showing me that you are near - thank you! How we love and miss you, precious girl.


07/07/2018:
I thought about you quite a bit today. The summer breeze and the cats that run around below my apartment remind me of you. I went to the park tonight and sat for awhile. I go there a lot in the evenings when it is dark and the stars are bright. I just like sitting there in the stillness. I can't help but think of you when I look into the heavens. I wonder what you may be doing and hope you are well. I wish I could see you running across the grass again to come home...... I watch videos of you and frequently browse all the pictures that I took of you and Isabella. I still miss you so much. Isabella gets really lonesome without you too. We love and miss you, Buttons!

08/05/2018:
I still love and miss you very much, Buttons! Some days it is almost too much to bear..... I try to be grateful for the time we had together but I still need to see your bright shiny face. I try to carry on the best that I can. I love you, baby girl.

08/30/2018:
Just wanted to add a poem to your memorial page that reminds me of your soaring spirit. We still love and miss you so, Buttons.

9/25/2018:
Well, Buttons, summer is about over. It is starting to get darker earlier and the wind is getting cooler. I can't believe that yet another summer has passed without you. The black and white dragonflies at the park remind me of you. I still miss you so and think about you every day. Thanks for the feathers! Isabella misses you so much too. We love and miss you, sweet girl.

11/08/2018:
Dear Buttons - I'm feeling pretty low right now. Winter is setting in and it gets dark much earlier which makes me feel not so good. I still think about and miss you everyday. You were my bright shining light each day and I miss your energy, love, and happiness. I still love and miss you so. I still haven't gotten over the day you passed. I still grieve for you with every ounce of my being. Some days it's just too much and the tears start to flow. Isabella gets so lonesome without you. Please keep close to her if you can. Please stay near me, Buttons, until my time comes also. Then we can play together again and I can pet your sweet little face. We love and miss you, baby girl.

12/27/2018:
Still miss you so much, precious girl. I've been thinking a lot about you lately. There has been a full moon lately and I look up at the sky and think of you. I know you're there. I see you in the moonlight, sunshine, the green grass, and the flowers. I feel you wherever I go. I just wish I could still reach behind me on the rocking chair and scratch your head. You loved it so much. When I go outside, I remember how you used to love laying in the grass across the street. When I go workout at the apartment gym, I remember how you used to jump up on the window sill and watch me. Isabella and I still miss and love you so, Buttons.

3/22/2019:
Another year begins without you, my precious girl. I still think about you each day. When I walk at the park at night, I look up at the moon and think of you. Lots of changes in my life this year. New job and new friends. Whatever help you could provide, I would appreciate. I've always believed you have been able to guide me along the way. Some days I feel so lost and out of sorts. I think of you and it brings a smile to my face and warms my heart. I still miss you so much, baby girl. Isabella and I love and miss you.

5/11/2019:
Just thinking about you tonight and how much I still miss you. It still hurts that you're not here (physically) with me. I would give anything if I could reach behind me in the rocking chair and scratch your head. You loved that so. I miss opening the dryer after it had been running so you could get in and nap. Oh, Buttons, what I wouldn't give to have you back with me so we could play again. It's getting warmer outside - you would like to roll around in the dirt on the sidewalk and lay in the grass. I love and miss you, baby girl. Please guide me along the way - I feel so lost at times. Please be my guardian angel, forever. Isabella misses you too. We love and miss you, Buttons.


5/27/19:
I love and miss you, Buttons. Today of all days is always the hardest. It's been rough the last 11 days. I've been in the hospital with a leg infection. I think of your beautiful spirit and your joy for life and it gives me hope. I lean on my memories of you to keep going when it hurts too much. I love and miss you more than anyone can fathom. But, you know. We love and miss you precious girl. Isabella loves and misses you too. I hope you are soaring with the angels tonight. You are forever in my heart, Buttons. I love you so.

8/9/19:
Well, Buttons, another summer has come along and is winding down. I miss you so, still. Even after 2 years, I still think about you every day. It is warm outside, the grass is green....you would love it today like you used to all those years before. I can't help but think about you every time I go walking or look outside from the patio. I wish I could see you running across the grass or climbing a tree. I bought a pendant that has some of your ashes in it along with a note. I wear it around my neck every day. It helps me to know that you are near. I love and miss you so much, Buttons. Isabella gets lonely with out you and so do I. Keep watch over us, if you can. I miss the days when it was just me, you, Isabella, Inky, and Carmen. It was so much fun to watch you guys grow up. Wait for me, Buttons, when my time comes to leave this earth. You, me, Isabella, Inky, Carmen, and Bright Eyes will all be together again - one sweet day! I love and miss you, sweet girl.

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