I hope to sing to you again your lullaby "You are my sunshine" with this modified version: "You are my Bugsy, my only Bugsy. ❤️🎶 I love my Bugsy, my Bugsy-toy. 🎶 My baby Bugsy, my baby Bugsy. 🎶 And I love my baby Bugsy." 🎶💕|
17 Feb 2017: Baby Bugsy, it's been 2 months since your passing. I still miss you so much. ❤️ Not a day has passed that I don't think if you. 😘 On my last home visit just this past weekend, you made it special and made your presence felt. 🐾 I smelled your baby scent a number of times. It was just sad that I cannot give you big hugs and shower you with kisses. 🐾You know, I have found a new song for you, it's Phil Collins' "You'll Be in My Heart". 💕 It goes this way -
🎶 "Come stop your crying 🎶 It will be alright 🎶 Just take my hand 🎶 Hold it tight. 🎶 💕 I will protect you 🎶 From all around you 🎶 I will be here 🎶 Don't you cry. 🎶💕 For one so small, 🎶 You seem so strong 🎶 My arms will hold you, 🎶 Keep you safe and warm 🎶 This bond between us 🎶 Can't be broken 🎶 I will be here 🎶 Don't you cry. 🎶💕 'Cause you'll be in my ❤️ 🎶 Yes, you'll be in my ❤️ 🎶 From this day on 🎶 Now and forever more. 🎶💕 You'll be in my ❤️ 🎶 No matter what they say 🎶 You'll be here in my ❤️, always 🎶💕 Why can't they understand the way we feel? 🎶 They just don't trust what they can't explain 🎶 I know we're different but deep inside us 🎶 We're not that different at all. 🎶💕 And you'll be in my ❤️ 🎶 Yes, you'll be in my ❤️ 🎶 From this day on 🎶Now and forever more. 🎶💕 Don't listen to them 🎶 'Cause what do they know (what do they know)? 🎶 We need each other 🎶 To have, to hold. 🎶 They'll see in time 🎶 I know.💕🎶 When destiny calls you 🎶 You must be strong (you gotta be strong) 🎶 I may not be with you 🎶 But you've got to hold on 🎶 They'll see in time 🎶 I know 🎶 We'll show them together.💕🎶 'Cause you'll be in my ❤️ 🎶 Yes, you'll be in my ❤️ 🎶 I'll be there from this day on, 🎶 Now and forever more.💕🎶 Oh, you'll be in my ❤️ (you'll be here in my heart) 🎶 No matter what they say (I'll be with you) 🎶 You'll be here in my heart (I'll be there), 🎶 always 🎶 Always. 💕🎶 I'll be with you 🎶 I'll be there for you always 🎶 Always and always 🎶 Just look over your shoulder 🎶Just look over your shoulder 🎶Just look over your shoulder 🎶 I'll be there always." 🎶💕😘🐾🐕🐾💕
17 April 2017: Baby Bugsy, I miss you so much ❤️ It's been 4 months since you've crossed the rainbow bridge and until now I still can't understand why you had been taken away so soon and in that awful manner. I still think of you everyday, your photo is my phone's wallpaper. When I visited home over the Easter break, the pain of not seeing you again is still there even though I try to get over it a number of times. Bringing fresh flowers to your grave gives me connection to you. Your BFF Spanky misses you so much, too. Sometimes, I think he tries to mimick your mannerisms but he's still not like you. I try to feel your presence by hoping to catch your unique and lovable scent. I hope I can hug and kiss you even in my dreams. You'll be turning 8 years old on 12th May but then, we won't be celebrating this anymore 😔 Always remember that Mommy loves you so much, baby. 😘❤️🐾
12 May 2017: Happy, Happy Birthday Baby Bugsy 😘😘😘 I miss you so much. 💕 This is your first birthday since your passing and I feel sad that we won't be celebrating it with you physically around. You would have turned 8 years old today. Everyday, I think of you and of the fun and loving times we had spent together. You will always be in my heart ❤️🐾 I love you still so, so much, Bugsy. 😌
23 Oct 2017: Bugsy, I miss you sooooo much, my baby. ❤️🐕 Same time last year, I was home visiting you and we had a great bonding time together. How I wish I can still see you and shower you with hugs and kisses 😘💋...I miss your contented sighs whenever I scratch your belly...I miss your unique and pleasant smell...I miss your habit of sitting on the corner of my pillow each time you woke me up. There's so much to remember you by each day and I still feel the pain of losing you, my baby.
17 Dec 2017: When I visited home last weekend, I was happy to have given you a new resting place and that I was around to personally do that for you. ❤️ I had smelled you during that day and for the rest of my home visit - thank you so much! I felt that you were there with me. How I wish I can continue to enjoy that special scent of yours. 😘🐾
It's been a year since that saddest day of my life. I get by with memories you've left in my heart and mind. Even if in the future I get a new dog, you'll always be my special Baby. Hope that when you had your last breath, you remembered that I always say that I love you so, so much. Love you always, Bugz 😘❤️🤗🐾