My sweet Buddy🐾|
I can't believe it's been a year today since you left my side. Such a hard decision to make, but as I think back to the morning at the vet when I had my special time with you, and you put your head on my shoulder, I knew you were telling me you were ready and I'd be okay. I think of you every single day. I never knew I could love or hurt so much over a dog. Not many understand. But, you were not just a dog to me. You were my lil' boy. Apart of our family. Apart of my life. And a bug piece of my heart is missing, aching and breaking for you.
I'm sorry that even though I created your memorial on your "adopted" b-day (the day we got you)...It's been too hard for me to come and update it as I should. But, mama will try and do better. This page is wonderful. So many caring strangers have emailed me and wrote in your guest-book to me. And, I received a special letter today on your 1 year anniversary.
Life is so different without you. You have taught me so much. I still look for you or think I feel you at my feet. Daddy & I share memories with each other about you everyday. Your stocking will still go up, if I ever get up to decorating. I know I know, I always do it the day after Thanksgiving....
I know you're waiting for me at the Rainbow Bridge🌈🐾🐶 and you're no longer suffering. Thank you for being my lil' boy, and letting me love on you, dress you in cutsie dog clothes and take millions of pictures of you. Thank you for being loyal, loving, my best friend, my fur-baby, my baby, my lil'boy, travel companion, righthand man.
Well my lil' boy, mama is a blubbering mess so I will close this letter for now. I will try and do better about your memorial page, and try and take my eyes off of myself and maybe be of support to others on the Rainbow Bridge, just like they have been to me.
All my love, fur-ever & always,