Hi My Sweet Baby Girl,|
I know you are at Peace playing now with Jessie,and Pooh. I know Jessie watched out for you as a baby and now I am sure she is watching out for you as others are. One day I got a message from God and that was you were with him and he loved you more then I ever could so now you are waiting for mom and Dad. It still hurts so much that you are gone.I have your ashes but still its not the same. I look at your picture and miss my true friend that showed me the love of God though you. Even though there is another pup it is not the same,maybe it is because she is little. I remember you when you were this little and Jessie tried to teach you. Maybe that's why you were so sweet. I remember a Christmas when you had your little car and it was filled with all your toys and you weren't sure what to play with first. I remember the big bones you had that Dad got you and how you would take them around and even put them on the bed. There are so many wonderful things about you. I remember when we were in the trailer and you fell and broke your back leg they tried so many things to save it and then it came down to you losing your leg. Mom had to try to tell you it would be okay before they did it. So many times you had that collar on so you would not bother it till it healed. I called you my Brave Girl. I was surprised that you were able to run around and play with only 3 legs and run out the doggy door and even sit up on 3 legs I cried for joy the day you did. Now my Brave Girl has 4 legs running though the meadow.Its not the same when the fire trucks go down the street there is no howling anymore. It looks like Luke may join you soon so look out for him. I just wish I could see that happy dog again instead of my last times with you. Dr was with you at your last breath mom just couldn't be there. Your ashes are in the computer room and I still play music for you but under my desk is an empty spot. I wish you could give me some kind of sign you were okay. Missy could never replace you and it is just not the same. Maybe she will be a good dog. As I sit here and cry still I wish you were here. I am going on a trip to Va where I wanted you to go with me.