To my lil boo boo,My best friend and the one that turned me into a kitty lover, thank you.|
As you know, I've had dogs all my life growing up,but I could handle kitties from time to time, just never figured that I would own one.But that all changed when Cristin found you posted on Craigslist, and met you and your brothers and sister. But it was you that went to snuggle on her neck,and shoulder.So, that's the reason she brought you home.It was after I got in that we met for the first time and not only did we(I ) adopt you but you also adopted me as your papa, and it shows by the way you made yourself right at home on the pillow I used to use for extra back support on the sofa, with you laying on it and taking a nap.I remember, and always will the way you'd wait for me to come home from work, laying on the kitchen island waiting and when you heard the footsteps and the keys in the door, you'd jump up to greet me with some soft meows and some really slow blinks and a purring away.
Times when I worked from home, you'd lay on the coffee table behind my laptop and sometimes would reach around and play with my hands,till I stopped typing.It was then that you'd be in my lap for a cuddle and purr session, till it was time for bed.When I was in the kitchen either doing dishes or cooking, I remember you watching, and hoping that you'd get a taste of it, and you did all the time.
We'd be playing the laser light game till you dropped from being exhaustion , and would sleep for hours, till you got your rest in and we'd be back at it, or be playing with the tennis balls.I keep those memories sooo close to my heart of hearts, knowing that,even though it was only for a short time(18 months) I did give you a safe and very loving home to call your own.Also that I did all I could do to take care of you, but you got really sick and I wasn't able to make you better again like the time before, so I had no choice but to surrender you to the Vet Clinic in the hopes that I'd find you on a web site and might be able to get you back, but I wasn't able to find you.
Well lil boo man,it's been 9 months since you crossed over the rainbow, but it seems like its been 9 years.Not an minute of each hour in the day goes by that I don't think of you and the time we shared, thou short as it was.I do still and will awhile keep looking to the clouds to try to find the one that you might be sitting on watching over your papa.Flying around on your new silvery angel wings and playing with the others that you have met at Rainbow Bridge.I do still have miss zoe, and I keep her close at hand,in fact shes laying right next to me as I type this.Its the day before Easter lil one. Miss you badly!
Well, its June 30th,and this has been to longest day in my life so far.It's also, 1031 pm, and this is the time frame that I last saw you, took our last pictures,and I had to leave the Vet ER clinic. Not knowing what was/or would happen to you shortly after me leaving. And, if I had known what I know now, I would not have taken you their. Instead I would have found another Vet to go to the next business day, for your infection and gotten treatment.The time since then has also not gown well for me, in dealing with your lose,and knowing that it came with out me being their to say good bye. Although I do know that I would have been able to, the Vet clinic would have had to called the EMS staff for me, cause I would have fallen apart, at you taking your last breath. And seeing you laying their, lifeless.No longer a spark in those big bright eyes of yours, nor hearing your sweet sweet meows.
This past year, even though I did adopt Zoe, she's no longer with me, now.This is and was due to other parties, getting involved. You see 7 weeks ago,. While Zoe was their and I wasn't as, I had to go into the hospital for a battle with phenomena, but was only gown 3 days. During that time frame this persons older brother came up to check on his younger, and found that I was not their, but found Zoe. That was on a Saturday night. The next day(sunday) he returned and grabbed up Zoe her kennel, bed and all her toys, and took her to another 'family' that would be able to care for her better then he thought I was able to. And did this with out permission, and refuses to tell me where she is, or where.to make matters worse, all the pictures that I had of Zoe that were on my windows phone have all been lost after it did a factor restart to default settings. The only pic that I have out you both are the ones that I had saved on my laptop. I have your's in a folder, and that's way more then of Zoe. With miss zoe I only have about 25 or 30 of her.
I know that their are a lot of homeless kitties out their,that are looking and hoping to find a new fur ever home.Some as little as 8 weeks old, some as old as 10, and in between. I do have plan to go to this place tomorrow (sunday) to see that kitties that they have, that are up for adoption.But not keeping my hopes up.
I miss you boo boo, and always will, till that day we meet up again at the Rainbow Bridge,till then sore high on your new shiny angel wings,and play with all your new friends.
I shall always remember what happened to you, and I know that when my time has come to go home, I will see you again.And we will cross over the bridge together.