06-01-2017 My dearest Boo I am so very sorry its been so long since I visited. There has been so many tragic events in the past 3.5 years. There is not a day that goes by when I am not thinking of you. So much has happened Boo since I was here last. On September 23rd 2015 I lost Ryan, I am so sad all of the time. I miss him so very much. Its talk about as the pain is overwhelming. I never expected to lose him, especially in the way it happened. My pain and grief is severe. Ryan was my son, my best friend, and the sunshine of my life. I have sent him to the Rainbow Bridge because I know you were there when he entered heaven. Please tell him how much I love and miss him. My heart is broken and I don't think I will ever heal. Thank you for taking care of him. He loved you so much. I will visit you often Boo Boo and through you I will send messages to Ryan. Please place your paw upon his heart and let him know that one day we will all be together again. The pain continues My little girl. If losing two of my children was not enough pain to bear, On July 23rd 2016 Ronnie passed away in his sleep. God I will never understand the reason my 3 children had to go way beyond their time. Please hold Ronnie in your arms and put your paw on his heart. I am still in disbelief over his passing. I love him more than words could ever say. I miss him deeply and my only comfort comes from trying to believe that my 3 wonderful children are all together and with you. Please tell Ronnie how much I love him and how deeply he is missed. I try not to be angry but sometimes I am so mad at God for taking my children. I will never understand it in this lifetime. God Boo I miss them so much. All I do is think about them, I see them in my mind every second of the day. I spend my entire day and night looking for signs that they are ok and that they know how much I love them. When I see a Rabbit, I know its Ryan trying to tell me he knows I love him. When I see a Rainbow, I know its Kelly, When I see a cross I know its Ronnie. Honestly Boo Boo I cant handle this pain. A mother should never lose a her children. The pain does not subside. Please gather together and send me a sign that all of you are together, happy, healthy, and know how much you are all loved and missed. Until we are together again Remember, I will always love you... Mommy|
ps I sent Ronnie and Ryan to the Rainbow Bridge love them softly....
I will talk to you soon about Maggie, I am in too much pain right now. I know you were there to love Maggie when she arrived at the Rainbow Bridge on August 4th 2016. Please tell her how much I love and miss her. Run and play together my little ones. I love you both.
06-03-2017 My dearest Boo Boo, Mommy ran out of room to write to you and a very nice lady name Ginny helped me keep all of your memories and allowed me more room so I can continue to send you love. Its been nearly 7 years since you went to heaven and there is not a day that goes by when you are not missed. I love you so much little girl. I love you to the moon and back a zillion times... You are the sunshine of my life. You were and will always be my angel girl. Until we are together again, Remember I will always; love you... Mommy
08-26-2017 My darling Boo Boo, I am thinking about you. I wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. Not a day goes by when I am not thinking of you. I love you so very much. I hope you are having fun and playing with Maggie. I hope you are waiting for me because I can't wait to see you again!!!! Guess what? It's football season again. Another year without you, Casey, Maggie, Ryan, Kelly, and Ronnie. Remember the apple pie? I would make 2 pies and me and Ryan would eat them when we watched the Broncos. We had so much fun. God I miss you all so much. This pain is unbearable. I pray the Rainbow is really there and that you will be waiting for me when my time comes. I love you little girl to the moon and back. Until we are together again. Remember, I; will always love you ... Mommy
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