You came to me at not quite 2 years old when my sister died, your first Mom. I like to think she was waiting for you |
when you crossed over the Bridge. I was your Momma for almost 10 years since and loved you so. You joined our family and Bonnie & Tessa became your sisters instead of just cousins. You were a quiet girl, almost timid and sometimes the pugs were a little too active for your liking. But often you joined in the fun! We lost your sister, Tessa a bit over 3 years ago, much too soon. Then Bonnie this past April. Momma feels as if she will never smile again. Your heart disease was diagnosed as severe just before Bonnie passed suddenly. Daddy & I nursed you with all our might but it wasn't meant to be. We wanted you to stay but your sweet little heart could go no more. I love you little Bella Bean. My heart is broken too. Wait for me, Momma
11/30/17 Today I picked up your remains and I am so, so sad. I miss you so much, darling Bella.
12/16/17 One month! I miss you so! I hope you are safe and happy with your sisters. xoxoxo Momma
12/24/17 Merry Christmas, Momma's Beauty! My heart still aches for you little more than a month after you passed. I know you couldn't wait any longer....you were so tired. I hope you are comfy with your sisters. You all are always in my thoughts. Love you, Bella Bean xoxoxox MOmma
1/17/18 Good morning, my darling! Today is your 12th birthday and I so wish you were here with us to celebrate. And yesterday was your 2 month anniversary of crossing the Bridge. I miss you so much dear sweet Bella. Happy Birthday! I hope Bonnie & Tessa sing to you. Love you, Momma xoxoxox