I remember your farts they were always so very loud and so stinky. They could clear your room out in a few seconds like when you would fart you would lift your whole butt off the floor and fart and then you would look at me like you were innocent and didn't do it. You also would fart and then you would run from your fart. I remember sometimes early in the morning when you woke up, you're this cute little white birthmark on your bottom lip and because your teeth were so tiny on the bottom from age when you would wake up your bottom lip would stick way out if you could see that white mark and it was the cutest thing in the world. I miss that so much or even you're happy howl whenever you got excited or all the times I would stay home with you for days and anytime I would leave the room and come back. You greeted me every single time as if you hadn't seen me in a long time. I miss you, tackling me to the ground in kissing me and giving me lips and baping me with you're paw when you wanted my attention I miss the most all you're late night cuddles and you stealing my blankets even tho you had you're own I miss the way you would argue with me you would make the cutest sounds MY FAVORITE MEMORY OF YOU WOULD HAVE TO BE OUR LIFE I REMEMBER EVERYTHING ALL THE STRUGGLE ALL TO GOOD you where such a beautiful soul you fought so fucking hard for me and the way and how you faught it was only the way another human could when you came into my life my life was about to end you forced me to stand up. You forced me to wake up and to face the world every day there was no option and I did it all just for you you just came on in and you filled every missing space inside of my heart my mind my body and my soul it's so sad that nobody ever really takes the time to stop and look at what they have and see how special or be content with what they do have until it's gone and they realize that the whole time they thought they didn't have enough in there life they lost the one thing that was there whole life that's me except I knew what I had an exactly what I had, but I still took all the struggle in the pain and the strife out of life and didn't think I had enough i didn't take all that time to cherish you the way you deserved to be cherished and celebrated I got frustrated and yelled at you when you wouldent stop wining or being a turd and I am so sorry my biggest fear right now is that you suffered that you layed there in that small box and you cried and you hurt and you where alone before you took you're last breath I fear that you never forgave me because I never got to actually tell you how sorry I was for all the times I yelled or hurt you're feelings and I don't know if you forgave me. I can see you everyday whenever I'm home I look at the hallway and you're sitting right there in you're Jammie's you little friend came better to stay the night and the 4 year-old girl is the smartest kid I've ever seen because every time she comes here she stops at your memorial wall and she talks to you she told me that she knows that you're still here to her heart. This is where I keep Bailey she is gone she. Is not coming back she is a beautiful angel in heaven the greets you when she walks in and before she leaves she runs up to you're picture and kisses you goodbye I had to put a photo of you down really low on the wall so that way she could reach you she always looks at me and says buddy I miss Bailey I miss her sooo much. And my heart breaks all over again ...... this is to be continued

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