You came to us through fate. Although we only had you a few short years, you brightened our lives with your presence. You made our puppy very happy by playing with him daily. You'd bring us home 'gifts' which we graciously got rid of. And you suckled our necks because you were abandoned by your mother too young. I miss your purr, your loves and cuddles. You were my first kitty, so I neglected to see the signs of an illness. I'm so terribly sorry for my incompetence. You paid with your life. I go to sleep at night without you, and quietly cry as I try to remember all the good things about you.|
I will never again take an animals life for granted. And I will never make the same mistakes. I love you very much and will miss you every night cuddling beside me. I hope you are happier in heaven, with loving friends beside you. I will think of you often, through the tears.
I truly am sorry my sweet baby kitty.
It is 3am and I'm having huge difficulties sleeping in this bed without you. Every time I close my eyes I see your face and I'm riddled with guilt. It is something I will never get over. I will never forgive myself. I wish I could turn back the clock. Trade places, anything...
Good morning my precious Baby, Tonight is your Candlelight Vigil. I'm looking forward to it. It's only been a week since your crossing. I'm still looking for you everywhere. Gawd how I miss your face. I love you sweetheart. xoxo
It's 11:30 and I'm lying here with Jamie. He's sniffing the blanket, he can smell you. I wish I could too. He doesn't know what's going on yet I don't think. If he stops eating then I will get worried. Goodnight my sweet heart xo
-It's after 1am and I still can't sleep. Your still on my mind every time I close my eyes. I've been able to eat 1 meal since last Sunday. Tomorrow is Friday. I'm totally heartbroken and lost
Good morning my precious little girl. It's been a week already and I still find myself looking for you everywhere. Tonight is your candlelight vigil. I'm looking forward to it. Please visit me Baby kitty. Gawd I miss you so much sweetheart! xoxo
Good morning sunshine. I saved a feral kitten last night on your behalf. She is very small and malnourished. She could hardly open her eyes. I took her to the vet today and she has an eye infection. She's now on eye drops and oral antibiotics. She's eaten quite a bit but no bowel movements. I wanted you to know this so that you can be proud your passing was not in vain. I can never take back what happened to you, but I can learn from my mistakes. And because of you, she will be saved and have a chance at life. I love you sweetheart xoxo
Hello my sweet loving Angel. I wish you were here. You could teach this new baby kitten your ways. I still see you wondering around, which is good. I miss you terribly. I love you hunny xo
Hi my sweetheart. Today marks 1 month since you left us for heaven. It's been rough, I'm not going to lie. I had a few moments where I wanted to join you in heaven. Once I almost did. I wish we could switch places somehow. I'd give anything to see you again, just to tell you how sorry I am. I love you baby...
Hello Baby, it's been 2 months, and I miss you so much. Nobody loved me like you did. And I let you down. I'm so heartbroken. I deserve to be in this pain. I love you so much xoxo
Good morning Angel. 3 whole gruelling months without you, It's still so very painful. I wish I could pay God to bring you back. I just miss you terribly. I'm not doing well at all. I love you Baby girl xoxo
Hello, my Baby girl, month 4 and it still is no easier. I miss you very much. I'm trying to get through this difficult time in my life. I know you could make it better. Jamie is with me, thank goodness for that. I'm moving soon, I will miss you. But I promise your always on my mind. Love you hunny bunny. xoxo
Hey my sweetie pie, it's been a long 5 months without you. So much has changed. It seems that after you left us, everything crumbled and fell to pieces. I'm doing my best to pick them up, but I'm unsuccessful. You would make them better. You always could. Losing you hurts. Jamie misses you too. We love you so much Baby girl. xoxo
Good morning Baby girl. This is the last message for the year. I love you and miss you. My life will never be the same. I hope you are happier in heaven. See you there Baby girl. love mummy xoxo
Hi sweet Angel, the next time I visit you, I will be in a different city, different home. Hopefully away from this nightmare. The thing is, I can't take Jamie with me. No animals aloud. So I'm going it alone to get away from my abuser. I will still visit Jamie from time to time. As much as I can. He plays with the new kitty, not like he did with you though. So that is some comfort he will at least have a friend. I'm so sorry it's come to this. It's been so lonely without you. I fell apart after you left and I'm still trying to pick up the pieces. A few I have lost and may never find. Especially the piece in my heart. I miss you and love you Baby girl, love mummy xoxo
Oh my sweet Baby girl, how I've missed you so. I moved away. I had no choice. I sure wish you could have come with me. I hate this day every month. It's a constant reminder of what I lost. I miss you so much my love. I think of you often, and I want you to know how much I still very much miss you and love you. Please love like you do, play like you do. Love you forever, mummy xoxo