July 21, 2020 - Today I went to the ocean and you couldn't be with me. I sat by the rocks and
watched the waves come in. It was peaceful and felt you with me. I miss you my
Sweet Babie J. Hugs & Kisses.

July 25, 2020 - Another Saturday at the flea market without you my sweet Babie J. It is not the same
without you. All your friends miss you too.

July 27, 2020 - Babie J, I am missing you so much today. My tears won't dry up ever.

August 3 2920 - After my run today and got ready to come into the house, I heard your bark. I miss you.

August 10 2020 - My Sweet Girl, I am really missing you today. You were the bravest dog. You lost an eye
had a mini stroke, cushings diease, and dementia. Never once did you falter. Because of
you, I have learned to live in the moment. GOD BLESS MY SWEET BABIE J.

August 11 2020 - It has been three months since you had to leave me. You were so tired fighting and it was
was time for you to rest. I will miss you always until I take my last breathe. I love
you and miss you so much my sweet girl.

August 17 2020 - My Sweet Girl Babie J. Today when I got out of the shower, I remember how you used to wait for
me on the bath rug. How devoted you were. My life is so empty without. I love you.

August 20 2020 - Babie J, today I will be in a online grief group through Community Hospice. I am still so lost
without you and always will be. How am I supposed to live without you.

August 22 2020 - Today was flea market day without you. They are closing on 9/27 and all I will have is memories
of all the wonderful times with you there.

August 26 2020 - Oh My Babie J, I am missing you so much my heart aches. I am so lost without you. You were
always my side wherever I was in the house. You loved me more than anybody in my life. I am
trying to go without you but I can't.

August 29 2020 - Another Saturday at the Flea Market. I thought of you and how much you loved their hot dogs.
Only four more weeks and they will close down forever. All that will be left is of memories of
the times we spent together there. Kisses, My Sweet Girl.

Sept 02 2020 - Fall has begun without my sweet girl. Everyday is so empty and I miss you sweet face.

Sept 07 2020 - Today is the first labor day without you my sweet Babie J. The ribs did not taste as good not
sharing with you. I miss you my sweet girl. My heart is broken and never will be fixed.

Sept 09 2020 - Babie J I missed you so much today. I was calling out for you on the road to the work shed. You
loved that road with all the doggie smells. Oh my Babie J I don't know what to do.

Sept 17 2020 - I miss you little girl. Today I go to Winn Dixie and I always remember how you liked their deli
chicken. I can't bring myself to ever eat it again without you. You were such a joy to my life.

Sept 20 2020 - Today was a rainy day at the Flea Market, don't think you would have liked it. I thought of you
the whole time. Next week they will close forever and all that is left will be memories of our
times there. Everybody just loved you. You were so precious. Oh my girl, I miss you so much.

Sept 25 2020 - Went downtown to Mi Casa and remembered how much you loved their corned beef. I just sat there and
thought about how everyone loved you here. I miss you my sweet girl.

Sept 26 2020 - Today Ajax and Rita came to visit and Ajax was licking my leg, I thought it was you. The he sat right
by me and was trying to comfort me just like you used to do. He really misses you just like me
my sweet Babie J.

Sept 27 2020 - Last day of the Flea Market, closing forever. I went to the pet shop and found your picture July
15, 2015 on your first visit there. Also bought a statue that looks just like you. What a
bittersweet day. I am so thankful we got to spend many happy times there together. I love you my
little girl.

Oct 03 2020 - My sweet girl. Another month has passed since you had to go to the Rainbow Bridge. I miss so
much. No more Saturday Flea Market. It is just as well, it wasn't the same without you. I will
love forever.

Oct 07 2020 - Oh Babie J, I am missing you so much. I have no purpose in life without you.

Oct 11 2020 - Today is five months since I lost you. I just don't know to live without you. I will love you
forever My Sweet Girl.

Oct 15 2020 - My sweet Babie J. you date for the leaving the Rainbow Bridge has been corrected. I was such a
mess creating your Memorial. I know you are in no pain and enjoying the Rainbow Bridge. Hope to
see you soon. I miss you so much.

Oct 17 2020 - Oh my Babie J, a beautiful fall day and you are not here. I miss you so much my heart hurts.

Oct 19 2020 - Everybody tells me I need another dog but they just don't understand what we meant to each other
my sweet Babie J. I didn't replace Julian and I won't replace you. I miss you so much.

Oct 22 2020 - All the pine needles are falling from the trees and I remember how you loved to explore while I
was collecting them for winter mulch. I miss you my sweet girl Babie J.

Oct 24 2020 - Went to the corn maze today and remembered how much you liked all the farm animals. It was so
sad you not being there. I love you My Sweet Babie J.

Oct 28 2020 - I miss you Babie J so much. I got a blanket with you photo on it. So when I go to bed it will
feel like you are here with me. Life is so empty without you.

Oct 31 2020 - Today I ran the Cottonmouth Race. Every step I took was made in memory of you. I miss you my
Sweet Babie J.

Nov 05 2020 - Today the flea market has been torn down. Another beautiful memory of our time together. All
of our vendor friends just loved you. I will never forget those times. I miss you so My Sweet
Girl.

Nov 07 2020 - Thank You for sending me a rainbow this morning before my race. I know you were with me every
step of the way to the finish life. I ran it in memory of You and Julian.

Nov 10 2020 - Oh my Babie J, the house is so empty without you. i would sell my soul to the devil to get you
back young and healthy.

Nov 11 2020 - It has been 6 months since you had to leave me. It just seems like yesterday. I miss you and
love you more than words can said. What am I going to without you.

Nov 17 2020 - Today is a beautiful fall day. You loved this nice cool weather. I miss walking with you my
sweet girl.

Nov 19 2020 - Sweet little Bentley crossed to the Rainbow Bridge. Please greet him and show him around the
Rainbow Bridge. I hope to see you soon my Sweet Babie J. I miss you so much my girl.

Nov 26 2020 - This Thanksgiving was not the same without you. It will never be the same until I join you at
the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you so much my sweet girl.

Nov 28 2020 - Today I leave for the Space Coast Run. I do this in memory of you My Sweet Babie J and every
step I take you will be with me. I miss you so bad.

Dec 01 2020 - My Sweet Babie J. I crossed the finish line at the Space Coast Run in your memory. Every step I
took was for you. I was able to meet up with Ginny and I was able to share all my thoughts of
you.

Dec 03 2020 - Tonight was The Tree of Life Ceremony. I remember you and I attended the service 8 years
together to honor my Julian. Tonight your ribbon joins his on the tree. I miss you so much as I
miss my Julian. Your unconditional love saved me. Now I must save myself as you have crossed
over to The Rainbow Bridge. I miss and love you so much my sweet girl.

Dec 11 2020 My Sweet Babie J. Today is 7 months since you left for the Rainbow Bridge. I think of you
everyday. I still cry looking a your pictures. I don't know if I will ever be happy again.
The Christmas Season means nothing to me. Oh Babie, I will miss you until I take my last
heartbeat.

Dec 13 2020 Crying for you again. The house is so empty without you. I made fudge and you were not here to
lick the spoon. What am I going to do without, I am so lost.

Dec 19 2020 Oh My Sweet Babie J. I am crying while typing this. I miss you so much. Looking so sweet after
your Christmas grooming. What am I going to do without you, my doggie. I hate life right now.
Many hugs and kisses to you at The Rainbow Bridge.

Dec 23 2020 My Sweet Babie J I am missing you more than ever this Christmas. I wish I was there with you at
The Rainbow Bridge. I can tell you and no anybody else that I wish my life would end on I
Christmas morning so I could be with you and your Daddy Julian. I know he would love you. I will
just live each day until God decides to take me home. I will love you forever and no dog will
ever replace you.

Dec 24 2020 Today is Christmas Eve My Sweet Babie J. It is going to be lonely being without you, especially
Christmas Day. I find no joy in it, it is just another day without you. But once we are together
again we will have Christmases forever. Enjoy the Bridge with all your precious friends. I love
you and miss you so much. Hugs from Mama.

Dec 28 2020 Oh my Babie J, I miss you so much, I just don't feel like doing anything anymore without you
My life is so empty without you. I pray that God will take me so I can join you at the Rainbow
Bridge forever.

Dec 31 2020 My Sweet Girl, this year has been one of the worst losing you. My life will never ever be the
same without you. My Heart aches for you. Sometimes I feel like I just don't want to on. Please
wait for me at The Rainbow Bridge. I love you forever my Babie J.

Jan 01 2021 Happy New Year at The Rainbow Bridge, My Sweet Girl. I hope to honor you this year by being a
Foster Mom for senior dogs, I am not sure if you will like other dogs in our house but send
me a sign if you do. No other dog will ever take you place. I will lover you until I take my
last breath.

Jan 06 2021 Good Morning My Sweet Babie J. It has been so cold in the morning. I miss your little warm body
next to me. This house is so empty without you. What am I going to do without you.

Jan 08 2021 Oh My Sweet Girl I wish you were here with me. It is cold and dreary day but when you were
will me the sun was always shining with you sweet little face. God, how I am going to survive
living without you.

Jan 11 2021 It has been eight months since I lost you my sweet girl. The house is so empty without you. I
have to pillows with your picture on them. You are the first thing I see in the morning. Can't
wait under we can be together again forever. Love, Mama

Jan 16 2021 This past Tuesday I stopped at the dog park and there was an older Shih Tsz would came up to me
and her tail looked just like yours. Her tail was wagging just like you did and it didn't have
much hair left just like yours. I know it was you My Sweet Babie J and that you are here with me
in spirit. I will never ever replace you. You are my one and only heart dog.

Jan 22 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. It is gloomy this morning and I miss you so much. I saw you in the
clouds laying on your back. No more pain for you and I am glad. I just keep waiting for the day
until we meet again. I love you to pieces my little doggie.

Jan 24 2021 Today I leave for a week of R&R. It is is so lonely to drive in the car without you. You never
really like to go on a ride, you always wanted to sit right on my lap. I will miss you my girl.

Feb 01 2021 My sweet Babie J, I am back from my vacation and I know I will never ever replace you with
another rescue dog because you are my one and only just like Julian. I will though rescue a
kitten for a companion. I will tell her all about you and I will name her Babie in your memory.
You will always be in my heart and I will never ever forget you. I love so much my girl, Momma

Feb 06 2021 Good Morning my little girl. I have made the final decision that I will never ever replace you
for animal dog or cat. You are my one true heart dog. I will continue to run marathons in hope
of running a 26K in your memory. This will be my final purpose in living. I miss you. My Girl.

Feb 08 2021 My first Superbowl without you. You won't be here, to share all the excitement. I remember you
looking at me like I was crazy when I celebrated the game. I miss you and think of everyday.

Feb 11 2021 Today will be 9 months since you crossed over to the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you so much my girl.
Each room in the house is so lonely without you. I went on the Victory Cruise yesterday and it
made me think how you used to go with me to Gulfstream Park and how everyone just loved you.
Things will never ever be the same without you. I love you forever.

Feb 14 2021 Oh my Babie J, you were such a pretty girl. I miss your sweet little face when I wake up in the
morning. I remember how you loved sunny side up eggs, you face face would be yellow when you
were done, Oh Babie it is so hard to go on without you by my side.

Feb 18 2021 Today is the first time I went to the beach without my girl. I remember how much you hated the
water and I had to carry you. It is so hard doing things without you. You were the light of my
life and now that candle has burned out for me, along with My beloved Julian. All I can do is
wait until we all meet again in Heaven. I miss you so much my heart hurts.

Feb 24 2021 My Sweet Girl, I received another memorial today for you. It is above the front door with your
picture in a swing at the park at Aunt CeCe's. "If love could have saved you, you would live
forever". Oh my girl I miss you and will love you forever.

Mar 01 2021 I was trimming the tree by the house and I remember how you would lay on cut branches just to be
close to me. I am so grateful for all the love you gave me. I miss you My Sweet Babie J.

Mar 06 2021 My sweet Babie J. I put pink flowers on your memorial outside. They were starting to fade from
the sun. You will never ever fade from my mind my girl. I miss you everyday.

Mar 08 2021 Today my girl I have decided to volunteer in your memory by giving prayers to other people who
have a sick babie just like you. I would have loved someone to share what we were going through
when you were failing. I hope you know I did everything I could to give you you a healthy life.
Forgive if I did anything that made you feel worse. I love my girl. I miss you so much.

Mar 11 2021 Today it has been ten long months since you left me for the Rainbow Bridge. I miss your sweet
face and sharing my day with you. How are I ever going to live again without you.

Mar 17 2021 My Sweet Babie J. when I went to Winn Dixie I bought their fried chicken that you always loved.
I found myself having a hard time to eat it without you. You used to bark if I didn't cut it
fast enough for you. What sweetness you brought into my life.

Mar 22 2021 I miss you so much. I felt and smelled your hair that I cut from you before you had to leave me.
You were the best thing that happened to me. I don't know if I can live without you. Oh My Girl.

Mar 23 2021 Oh my precious girl. Today Lap of Love had a grief loss seminar. It was wonderful to tell my
story to people who really cared. They lost their babies just like I lost you. To have to make
the decision to help you cross the Rainbow Bridge is the worse one I ever had to make. If my
love could have saved you, you would have lived forever. I miss you so much my girl.

Mar 28 2021 My sweet little girl. It is a beautiful Palm Sunday. You and I would be going to take your
picture with the Easter Bunny. God, I miss you Babie J and I love you so much my heart just
hurts.

Mar 30 2021 I attended a Lap of Love Loss Group and because you passed way last year you were not important
to them. I never should have joined. You death is important no matter when I lost you. I now
chose to grieve alone. Nobody cares, who am I kidding. You think I would have learned this at my
age. I wish could join you right now, people are heartless. I love you and miss you.

Apr 03 2021 Today we would have been going to Petsmart to get your picture with the Easter Bunny. This will
be my first Easter without you. The house is so empty without you. I love you my girl.

Apr 04 2021 Happy Easter My girl. This is the first Easter without you. Holidays will never be the same
again I just go through the motions like a zombie. I just want to feel your fur next to me. I
miss you every single day until we meet at Rainbow Bridge and never be parted from each other.

Apr 09 2021 My girl, I just can't stop missing you. No matter what I do it brings back memories of you
because we did everything together. You were always my little helper. I just want you back but
healthy. Oh My Babie J, I love you so much.

Apr 11 2021 Today it has been 11 months since you left for the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you everyday my girl.
My life is so empty without you. So many sweet memories of you. I pray for the day we can be
together again and never ever to be parted again. I love you so much my girl.

Apr 13 2021 Good Morning My Sweet Babie J. Another nice day here, the only thing missing is you. I wish God
would take me so we can be together again. You are the best thing that happened to me, next my
Julian. You were so precious to me. Please send me a sign today to tell me you are waiting for
me.

Apr 17 2021 My Babie J, I ran a K9 marathon to honor our military dogs. Even though you were my emotional
service you are my hero. Thanks for being there and saving me. Love You Forever.

Apr 24 2021 Today will be the first time I am going to the Daytona Flea market without you. I remember how
much you loved their hot dogs. You were sure a good girl just sitting in your carriage while I
looked around. Oh Babie, I miss so much my broken heart will never heal.

May 09 2021 My Babie J I have added a flower next to your memorial in the backyard. It is Mother's Day today
and I know we would be enjoying a steak dinner. You just loved licking the juices when then they
dripped from the grill. You make me laugh so many times I have lost count. I love you my girl
and miss you so much.

May 11 2021 My Sweet Precious Babie J. Today is one year since you left for the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you
more than words can say. Everyday I pray to God and that he will take me to the Rainbow Bridge s
so we can be together for eternity, I am going to the Lighthouse today so I can remember you
loving their hot dogs and walking through the wooded area together. Oh Babie J, my heart hurts.

May 12 2021 My Sweet Babie J, today on my bike ride your friend Baby, also a shih tsz, is having trouble
like you did with her back legs. She is only 6, but is strong just like you my girl. Through all
the medical problems you dealt with, you never let that stop you for doing anything. Oh My Girl,
I wish I could hold you in my arms again.

May 17 2021 Yesterday I went to see Doreen & Tommy and wore for the first time "At the beach Spray" that you
and I wore to the flea market. Doreen smelled it and said I smell Babie J. She really loved you
and we talked about you and all the good memories we had. They are both beautiful people. I miss
you my girl.

May 20 2021 My sweet girl, there is another new dog in the community and she is a shih tsz named Bella and
she looks at lot like you. She growls just the way you do. Another shih tsz named Baby who
reminds me so much of you, she has back problems like you did near the end and her tail looks
just like yours and she is only 8. I was so blessed to have you for 6 years. You made my life
worth and now I nothing. God I miss you Babie J.

May 24 2021 Oh my Babie J, I just don't what to do with my life without you. I miss you so very much.

May 31 2021 Today is Memorial Day and is the 2nd without you. I remember how you used to wait while the
meat was cooking on the grill and you would lick at the juices falling from the grill. You
always made me laugh and smile. Oh my girl, I miss you so much. Mama will love you forever.

June 01 2021 Today I got the new key chain I ordered that was made with a picture of you. A lot of people
think I am crazy because I miss you after a year and have so many memorials of you. They can
talk all they want. I will never ever let you be forgotten as long as I breathe and there
will never be another dog in my life. You were a very special girl sent to me by God.

Jun 07 2021 Good Morning my girl. Yesterday in the evening all the neighbors were taking their dogs on a
cart ride. Now when I ride in my cart, I ride alone but I know you are still next to me. They
all tell me I need another dog, but little do the know the relationship we had to together was
so strong, that another dog will not help me with my grief over losing you. I didn't replace
Julian with another Husband and you will never be replaced either. It is just the way it is
going to be and I accept that. I miss you so.

Jun 10 2021 Oh my Babie J, I miss so much. I pray to God every night to take me so we can be together again
forever. Life just doesn't seem worth living without you. Even though I keep myself busy my
thoughts of you are always with me. We did everything together and your love for me was so
unconditional. You can't find that kind of love in any human being. Please send me a sign today
while I'm at the beach. Love, Mama

Jun 12 2021 Oh my girl, I miss you so much. Your sweet little face and soft fur. I know you are free of
pain and enjoying running with your friends. You will never be forgotten as long as I breathe.

Jun 17 2021 Good Morning my girl. Yesterday I went on the casino boat with our friends Doreen and Tommy.
I showed them all the Memorials I made for you. They are true friends because they do not
judge me on how much I memorialize and miss you. They loved you too. Oh baby, I wish I could
hear you barking at me if I didn't fix dinner fast enough. (LOL)

Jun 23 2021 Good Morning my girl. The sun has finally come out after 4 days. You would not have liked all
thunder during those days. I remember how you used to pace when we were in bed and you wouldn't
let me comfort you. You were so headstrong when it came cuddling. Oh my baby, what an I going
to do. One year and I am still a mess. Please keep sending me signs. I love you little girl.

Jul 01 2021 Oh my sweet girl I miss you so much. I am sitting her crying just thinking about you. I know
you are in a better place. You are young again and there is no more pain. My heart is still so
broken but please don't worry about me I will okay in time and soon we will be together again
at the Rainbow Bridge never to be separated again. Love Mama

Jul 04 2021 My sweet girl, Happy 4th of July at the bridge. You are safe there from all the noise of the
fireworks that used to terrorize you. I wish you were her with me today to enjoy the ribs but
I know you will have lots of good things to eat at the bridge with all your friends. I miss
you my girl. Soon we will be together again and share each day together like we used to.

Jul 11 2021 Today there was a rainbow that circled around the sun. I know you and Julian sent that to
me. I have never seen a rainbow like that. I miss you both so much but you live on in my
heart and will never ever be forgotten for as long as I walk this earth.

Jul 12 2021 Good Morning my girl. I just can't stop wishing you were here with me but I know you are
better off at the bridge. No more pain and your dementia is now gone. I will continue to
remember you everyday until we are joined together again forever.

Jul 19 2021 On my girl, I just can't stop crying this morning. A video post was on Facebook this morning,
showing how excited a dog gets when their owner comes home. I remember how much you missed me
if I went out the house just for a few minutes. You were so excited and actually crying. Now
that I lost you, I know just how you felt. Oh my girl my heart is just breaking. I pray that
we will soon be together again.

Jul 23 2021 My sweet little girl. Yesterday I found a new group on facebook where I can share your story
of your time with me. It's a private group so there are no people there who belittle a person
mourning the loss of their baby. I know I will mourn you until we meet again at the Rainbow
Bridge. You were one a kind and I will never ever replace you. I love you, Mama.

Jul 24 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. I just want you to know how much I love and miss you. People
say I should move on but I never will because you were my life and without you I just exist.
I take each day as it comes and you taught me how to just live in the moment. One day we
will meet again and live forever in eternity.

Jul 30 2021 Oh my Babie J, I miss you so much. Sometimes I just break down in tears and they don't stop.
I know you had to go the bridge but missing you just breaks my heart. I keep praying that we
will be together again soon. Until then you are always in my heart and will never be forgotten.

Aug 05 2021 My sweet girl, I just can't stop missing you, everywhere I go in the house makes me think of
you. You were by my side all the time. How do I go on without you?? I love you always.

Aug 09 2021 Starting another Monday without you. This week I am going to the beach and will write you
name and Julian's in the sand. The waves come and wash them away. Just like you were taken
for me. I know you had to go and living with no more pain and running free. I love you my
sweet girl.

Aug 12 2021 Good Morning my little girl. I miss you more and more as time moves on without you. You
were with me each and everyday for the last 5 years of your life and I just can't and don't
want to live without you but I have no other choice but wait until we are together again
at the Rainbow Bridge and will will together forever.

Aug 14 2021 Oh my sweet Babie J. The tears are falling today because life without you is becoming
unbearable. I pray that I will go to sleep tonight and wake up with you at the Rainbow
Bridge. My life is nothing without you. I love and miss so much my girl.

Aug 19 2021 Oh my girl, went to beach yesterday and remember how you wouldn't go near the water. I
remember when carried you and let you down, you starting running back to Kathy's condo.
You gave me such cute memories. I know that you now playing in the water with all your
new friends and have met our family dog "Duke" that was our childhood dog. I feel he was
part of you. I miss so. Kisses, Mama

Aug 23 2021 Good Morning my Babie J. Today I go to the dentist without you by my side. You would sleep
on the chair with me and were so loved by the dental techs. I pray to the Lord that he will
take me so that we can be together again forever. You were remembered by the dental ladies.

Aug 28 2021 My sweet girl, last night we had a big storm. I remember you used to pop up from sleep and
just stare at me with your wide eyes. Now that you are at the bridge there is no more thunder
just bright sun shiny days for you to run free. I love you.

Sep 01 2021 Starting another month without you my sweet girl. I just miss you so much and wish I could
be with you. You bought so much joy to my heart and now there is nothing but sadness. My
heart will never mend until we can be together again. Love, Mama

Sep 06 2021 My 2nd Labor Day without you. I remember how you waited for the juices to drip from the
grill while I was cooking the steaks. Each day I miss you more than ever. Hugs and kisses.
Love, Mama.

Sep 12 2021 Today starts the football season but it's not the same without you watching the games with
me. I remember you used to look at me like I was crazy when I yelled at our team. You really
loved Sundays because you knew you were getting real food that day and even a few people
snacks. I miss you my sweet girl. Life will never be the same without you.

Sep 14 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. Today going to the ocean. Please send me a sign. I miss you.

Sep 16 2021 Oh my Babie J how I miss you so. Everything I do reminds me of you. You were by my side
all of the time. How I wish I could she your precious face and hold you once again. As time
goes by I miss you more than ever, I live each day hoping to see you again. I love you, Mama.

Sep 23 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. I miss you so much. As time goes by I miss you more each day.
People still ask me when am I getting another dog. The answer is always the same. You were my
little daughter and you don't replace family members. Please send me a sign today while I
at the ocean today. I love you my sweet Babie J.

Sep 24 2021 Oh my little girl. It is beautiful morning. Everyone is out walking their dogs. How I wish
that we could take one more walk together. I miss your precious little face you are my
everything forever. How do I go on without you.

Sep 29 2021 My sweet Babie J I am missing you so much. Cooler weather is here and how you enjoyed your
walks with me. I go by the dog park everyday and remember how you liked the outside of the
park instead of inside it. I pray every night that God will take me so we can be together
forever and once again we will walk together.

Oct 01 2021 My beautiful little girl. Today starts another day without seeing your precious little
face. I have placed a memorial for you at Best Friends Angel's Rest in Utah. You will be
honored at their Blessing Ceremony this month. I will continue to honor your life as long
as I breathe. You will not be forgotten and never be replaced. Sleep well my girl. I love
you so much. Mama.

Oct 04 2021 Oh My Babie J, my hearts hurts so much lately. It is now dark in the morning when I get up
and I miss you staying under the covers until I made the coffee and came back to get you
to snuggle up on the couch with me until you let me know it was time for your morning
walk. Now all I do is wish I didn't wake up in the morning so I can meet you at the Rainbow
Bridge and hold in my arms forever.

Oct 11 2021 My precious little girl I am so lost without you. The longer you are gone the more I miss
you. All I live for is the day we will be together again forever. Until then run and play
with all your friends at the Rainbow Bridge.

Oct 14 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. I am watching a little Shih Tsz named Rowan. I hope you don't
mind if I let her lay in your bed. She reminds me so much of you but I know in my heart I
could never find another fur baby like you. There will never be another one in my life. You
are my one and only. I will live each day honoring you until we meet again. God, I miss
you my sweet Babie J.

Oct 19 2021 Good Morning my girl. Little Rowan stayed with me Sunday and Monday and she reminded me so
much of you. She slept in your spot on the bed and all I could do was cry knowing it wasn't
you. She also would bark at me just like you did when I didn't get your dinner fast enough.
I adore her she is sweet and shy little girl but now I really know there will never ever
be another dog in my life because you are my life. I love you so much and miss you.

Oct 25 2021 My sweet girl I am taking care of little Rowan for four days. She has so many of your traits.
She is very shy and quiet. So many times tears fill my eyes. You are in my heart forever and
never ever be replaced. You are the love of my life and will be until we meet again. I love
you so much. Mama

Oct 28 2021 I feel that you are reaching out to me from The Rainbow Bridge. Rowan sits with me on the couch
at night just like you did. Even though she is sleeping when I get up and go into the kitchen
she pops her head to see if I getting anything to eat. She has so many of your traits but I
will never have another you. You were my one and only and it will be that way until we are
together again at the bridge.

Nov 01 2021 Starting another month without you my precious girl. Each day the pain of missing you gets
worse. I just want you back but I know you are young again and playing with all your friends
at the Rainbow Bridge. I keep praying that God will take me so we can be together forever.

Nov 06 2021 Oh my sweet precious Babie J, I would give everything I own to have you back again but I
know until we are together again you are young and safe at the bridge. I pray that God takes
me soon. I made a donation to Best Friends in your memory to help other dogs find a home
and are loved by someone like I loved you. Thank You my girl for sharing part of your life
with me.

Nov 11 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. The holidays are coming up and I am not looking forward to any of
them. I know you will have a great time with all your friends at the Bridge this holiday. I
miss you so much and ache for you. As much as I want you back, I know you are better off at
the bridge because if you came back you wouldn't be young and free of pain and the horrible
dementia you had. I pray that I will join you soon and will will be together forever. Please
know that Mama thinks of you everyday. I love you my sweet Babie J.

Nov 20 2021 Oh how I wish you were here. The holidays are here again but they won't be the same. You would
sit by while I untangled all the Christmas lights and no matter where I decorated you were
right by my side. This year I will just have a small tree in your memory. Life just doesn't
matter without you anymore. I pray that God will take me soon so we can be together forever
I love you my girl and wish I could hold you in my arms again. Mama.

Nov 25 2021 Happy Thanksgiving My Sweet Babie J. My 2nd without you. Life isn't the same without you. I
miss you so much. I keep praying that God will take me to be with you. I know you will eating
turkey at the bridge with all of your rainbow friends. I love you so much my girl. Mama

Nov 29 2021 On my sweet Babie J. I just don't how to live without you. I am so lost and will never be found.
The day you died I died too. The holidays are here again and they mean nothing anymore. I would
give up everything to see you again. I keep praying to God to take me as I just don't want to
go on living without your precious face. I'll meet you at the gate as soon as I can. I love you
my girl with all my heart. Mama

Dec 7 2021 My Sweet Babie J. Tonight is the Tree of Life Candlelight Ceremony. This will be your second
ribbon on the tree. Oh my girl, Mama misses you so much. Nothing is the same without you. I have
been looking of the videos of you. You loved me so much and made me so happy. I know you will
are having fun decorating the trees at the Rainbow Bridge with lots of treats. You will never
be forgotten as long as I breathe.

Dec 15 2021 Oh my sweet little girl. I just can't move through your being taken from me. You were the best
thing that ever happened to me. I know you miss me too and I hope to see you soon. Life is so
empty without you. I love you so much my girl.

Dec 23 2021 Oh my girl I will miss you so much this Christmas. Tuesday I lost my Sister, Janice and I
am so broken. I know she stopped by the Rainbow Bridge to say hello to you and her Libby.
You both will be in my heart. I love you, little girl. Mama

Jan 05 2022 My sweet sweet Babie J. I am home again with you. There wasn't a day that went by that you
were not in my thoughts. It was a sad time for Mama and I wished you could have been by my
side. You always comforted me in the darkest hours of my life. Oh my girl another year living
without you. I have nothing to live for anymore. All the family meant well and kept telling me
I need another dog but you and I know there will never be another dog because we know that
will always be connected by the golden cord. My girl I love and miss you so much. I keep
praying that we will be together soon.

Jan 08 2022 My sweet Babie J, Today is the first day of the New Year I am going to go to our Flea Market
without you. I remember how much you loved their hot dogs. It is a place I can go and just
walk around visit the pet store that you loved because they always had a treat for you. Oh
my baby girl, my heart is so broken and can't wait to be together again for all eternity.

Jan 14 2022 My little girl, yesterday I took the car in for an oil change and I went to our favorite
place for lunch you used to love and found it closed for good. Seems that when I go to
the places we always went together have changed just as my life has without you. Oh my Baby
I pray that I will soon join you in eternity. Life is just not worth living without you
in it. Love you so much, Mama

Jan 24 2022 My sweet Babie J, yesterday morning a cardinal was tapping at the bedroom window and I knew
it was you letting me know you are always with me. As each day goes by, I just miss you more.
On my girl, I pray that we will be together soon, my life is so empty without you. Love, Mama.

Jan 30 2022 Today is the coldest ever in Florida. I remember putting on your winter coat and you just
stood there and stared at me. I gave the coat to Rowan so she could stay warm today. Before I
gave it to her I could still smell the doggie perfume you used to wear. Everyone always loved
the way you smelled. Oh my girl, my life is so empty, I pray soon we will be together again.

Feb 08 2022 My precious little girl, oh how I wish you could be with me but I know you can't. The days are
so long without you by my side. I wish I could have gone with you the day you left for the
bridge but I have no choice but wait until we can be together again. I love you my precious
sweet Babie J. Love you forever, Mama.

Feb 12 2022 Oh my girl, thank you for answering my prayers that Rowan would start eating again. She had
the same problem as you trying to eat with only a few teeth. Because of you, my girl, I was
able to get her to eat with the same food you ate. She is a sweet little girl but I know in
my heart, no dog could ever take your place. I will live each day until we are together again.
As long as I breath, you will never be forgotten. I love you and miss you so much My Sweet Girl,
Mama.

Feb 27 2022 My sweet little girl. I just finished sharing our life story together. We were blessed by God
bringing us together for the last 7 years of your life. They were the happiest days of my life.
I have nothing left to live for. Please know you will not forgotten as long as I breath. All I
live for is the day we will be together forever. Oh my girl I miss you so much but I know that
you are young again and running free. I love you My Sweet Little Babie J.

Mar 11 2022 My precious little girl, I was going to go to our favorite place for lunch at Mi Casa and they
are closed forever. I remember you just loved their corned beef. It seems like all the places
we enjoyed our time together are no longer. The flea market, the mall and now Mi Casa. It just
as well because I really didn't enjoy going without you. I pray that I will join you soon as my
life means nothing without you. Until we are together again you will never be forgotten.

Mar 18 2022 My sweet girl. I know that you were waiting at the gate for your cousin sweet Simon. I know you
will show him around and introduce him to all your friends. All of you young and running free.
I miss you everyday my precious little girl and hope to see you soon. Love Mama.

Apr 04 2022 I went to the church fair today and it just wasn't the same without you. Only stayed an hour
and had to come home. Going places where we used to go together are meaningless. I pray every
night God will take me, so we can be together forever. Oh my Babie J, I miss so so much.

Apr 17 2022 Happy Easter my tiny girl. I miss you more than ever as each holiday goes by. They mean nothing
without you. I remember how much you loved having ham and were always served first. Oh my Babie
J I miss you so much. You are in my broken heart forever. Love, Mama

Apr 27 2022 Oh my sweet Babie J, I miss you so much. I hate life without you. Nothing will ever be the same.
You brought such happiness and unconditional love into to my life. My heart will not stop aching
for you until we are together again. On my girl, my arms ache to hold you again forever. Love,
Mama.

May 11 2022 Oh my girl, I am so lost without you. When you died, I died with you. How long can I go on
without you. I miss you sweet little face. My arms long to hold you everyday. Every thing I do,
is in memory of you. I pray I will see you soon again at the Rainbow Bridge and we will never
ever be parted. I love you with all my heart my precious Babie J. Your Mama.

May 21 2022 Oh my Babie J, The longer you're gone each day I just miss you more. I know you had to go to
be free of pain and you no longer have dementia. It just ripped my heart out watching you just
wandering around the house so lost. I pray you still knew me when your crossed over. Oh my
sweet little girl, I know we will be together again forever. Mama loves you so much.

Mar 30 2022 My 3rd memorial day without you My Sweet Babie J. They don't me anything to me without you.
Instead of being scared with the fireworks, you are listening to the beautiful birds at the
bridge. You are young and running free with your friends. I'll meet you at the gate when my
time comes. You will never ever be forgotten as long as I breathe. Mama

Jun 04 2022 My sweet little girl. I miss you so much. I just pray that I will join you soon. Our country
is just a horrible mess. I know you are in a better place living in love and harmony with all
your friends. Oh my girl I can't wait to hold in my arms forever. Love, Mama

Jun 15 2022 Good Morning, my sweet girl. I hate waking up every morning without you. I miss making you
an egg and barking at me if I didn't cook it fast enough. Life is just not the same without
you in it. I pray that we will be together again soon. I love you so much, Mama.

Jun 24 2022 My sweet girl, I had Rowan staying with me this week. I know you don't mind letting her use
your bed. She likes yours instead of her own. She reminds me a lot of you my girl. No dog will
ever take your place. You are always in my heart every single day and I pray every night that
God would take me so we can be together for all eternity. Oh my sweet Babie J, I can't wait
to hold you in my arms again. I love you so much. Mama.

Jul 04 2022 Happy 4th of July my sweet girl. My 3rd one without you. Life will never ever be the same
without you. I remember how you hated the fireworks. Now that you are in your new home at
Rainbow Bridge, you will never have to be scared again. I miss so much my sweet Babie J. I
keep praying we will be together again soon. Love, Mama

Jul 13 2022 My sweet Babie J, tomorrow I leave for Michigan for the week and it won't be the same without
you. You were my travel companion and I have beautiful memories of all the places we went. The
only trip I will look forward to is the one to the Rainbow Bridge. Oh my girl, my heart aches
for you. I love you so much. Mama.

Jul 19 2022 Oh my precious Babie J, I can't stand being without you in Michigan. My heart is just breaking.
Nobody wants to hear about you anymore. If it was not for your Aunt Jenny Penny I think I would
go mad. I am praying super hard to join you at the bridge. I will not stop talking about you and
you will never ever be forgotten until I take my last breathe, Love you so much my girl, Mama.

Jul 24 2022 Oh my sweet little girl. I missed you so much on my trip to Michigan. I tried to be happy
without you and it was very very hard. I know life will never be the same until I see you
again. I ordered a brick for you in your memory at Angel's Rest in Utah. Even after we are
joined together in Heaven, you will never ever be forgotten. Love you forever Mama.

July 26 2022 Good Morning my sweet Babie J. Rowan is using your bed again for the 2 weeks she is spending
with me. I know you don't mine letting her use it. She is so much like you. I know your spirit
is in her. Oh my little girl, you are always in my heart and you will always be the only
daughter in my life. I live for the day when we are together again at The Rainbow Bridge. Run
free with all your friends at the Rainbow Bridge. Say Hi to Abbey & Chewy, Cammie, Fern,
Bentley, Simon, Tobey, Dudley, Smokey and my childhood dog Duke. Love, Mama.

Aug 07 2022 My sweet girl. Rowan went home today, she really loved your bed. I do love her very much but
my love for you will always remain my greatest love I have ever had. No one will ever replace
you as long as I live. Oh my girl how I wish could be with you. I keep praying for God to take
me so I can hold you in my arms and smell the sweet essence of you. You will never be forgotten
as long as I breathe. I love you so so much my baby girl. Love, Mama

Aug 21 2022 I went to the Lighthouse on Friday and took a walk through the wooded area just thinking of
how you loved exploring. Oh my sweet girl how I wish I could be with you again. You brought
such joy to my life. It just gets harder everyday without you. I miss you so so much. Love,
Mama.

Sep 03 2022 Another Labor Day Weekend without you my girl. God I miss you Babie J. Life is so empty without
you. Hopefully the skin cancer I have is the worse kind so I can die and be with you again
soon. What's the use my living on this earth anyway. I love and miss so much my baby girl.
Love you forever. Mama.

Sep 08 2022 Oh Babie J, I am missing you so much today. There is nothing that can mend my broken heart
except death. You are a true Angel of God, who sent you to save me. I am so lost without
you. I pray each night for God to take me, so we can be together again My Sweet Girl. Love,
Mama. Your will never ever be forgotten as long as I breathe.

Sep 11 2022 Today is National Pet Memorial Day, you will never be forgotten as long as I breathe, I love
you my sweet baby girl. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Sep 26 2022 My sweet little Babie J how my heart yearns for you. I am having a memorial brick made for
you that will lay at Angels Rest in your memory. Long after we are both united together at
Rainbow Bridge you will always be remembered until the end of the earth. You were the best
thing that happened to me. Thank You for spending the last years of your life with me. I miss
you so much my sweet precious girl. Love, Mama.

Oct 08 2022 Good Morning, My precious Babie J. Today we are having a memorial brick ceremony at our park for
the residents that passed away in our community. I had one made for you and for my Julian. Long
after I am gone you both will be remembered forever. I hope it will be soon, so we can be
together again for all eternity.

Oct 11 2022 My sweet precious Babie J. Rowan has been using your bed while she stays with me for another
week. It makes me miss you even more than ever. She is a sweet little girl but with her I
know that there will be another like you. You are my one and only baby girl. I pray that God
will take me soon, so we can be together for all eternity. I love and miss every single day.
Mama loves you forever & ever.

Nov 06 2022 My sweet Babie J, your memorial brick is now at Angels Rest and long after you and I are
together in Heaven, you will never be forgotten. I long to hold in my arms again and feel
your soft fur next to my skin. To hear you barking at me to hurry up with dinner. Oh my
girl it's just not fair that I couldn't go with you the day you crossed to the Rainbow
Bridge. I died the day you did. I keep praying for God to take me and hope it is soon.
I love and miss so much. Mama.

Dec 03 2022 My sweet Babie J, another Christmas without you. It will never ever be the same. I miss
you so much. Even though I do put up some lights, it is not with joy but sadness. This
Thursday is the Hospice Tree of Life ceremony. It will be the 3rd ribbon placed on the
Christmas tree. I pray that next Christmas we will be putting up the lights in heaven.
Love and Miss my girl.

Dec 08 2022 My sweet little girl, tonight was the Hospice Tree of Life Ceremony. It is my 3rd ribbon
on the Christmas tree in memory of you. I miss you so much, you are the love of my live
and each Christmas I miss you more and more. I keep praying each night to God that he
will take me so we can be together for all eternity. Love, Mama

Dec 11 2022 Today we took Rowan to have her picture taken with Santa. I know you wouldn't mind letting
her use your Christmas Dress. I know that your spirit is in her. She has so much of you
in her. Oh my girl I wish it could have been you, but I know part of you was in her picture to
comfort me each and every day. I pray that we will be together soon and have you for all
eternity. I love you and miss you everyday. Love, Your Mama.

Dec 24 2022 Happy 17th Birthday My sweet little girl. I pray I will join you soon, so I can spend your
birthday forever. I love and miss you so much. Love, Mama.

Dec 25 2022 Merry 3rd Christmas at the Rainbow Bridge my baby girl. In your memory, I have made a special
memorial just for Christmas. On Christmas Eve, I watched a special Christmas Eve candle
ceremony that really comforted me. Enjoy your Christmas with our fur family and friends, Cammie,
Simon, Benji, Fern, Toby, Bentley, Duke, Abbey, Chewy and Fern. I will love your forever. Give
them a hug from me.

Jan 01 2023 Happy New Year my sweet Babie J and to all of our Family and Friends who have gone to the
bridge before you. I am sure you and Abbey planned a New Years day party and inviting all
the residents at the Rainbow Bridge. I wish that I could be there with you. I pray every
night that God will take me. Until that time comes, you will never be forgotten. Love, Mama.

Jan 10 2023 The time has finally come that all rentals have to move out, all in the name of money. We had
happy times here. My new home has 3 bedrooms and one of them will be a Memorial Room for you
and my Julian. It doesn't matter where I live. You are both in my heart. The best home I will
ever have is in Heaven and live together until eternity. I love you my little girl. Mama

Jan 29 2023 My Babie J, I need you more than ever. I have to move from our house as they are not renewing our
lease, money grabbers. All my memories of you and Julian are in this house. Now I have nothing
to life for anymore. I pray every night that God will end my life so I could be with you and my
Julian. Praying I will be with both of soon and be together for all eternity. God I need you
my girl.

Feb 19 2023 My sweet Babie J. On February 28th it will be the last day of all the memories we had together
in our home. It doesn't matter where I live you are always with me. The home I want to be is God's
home where we will live together again for all eternity. Oh my little girl, I keep praying that
God will take me. Each day I just miss you more and more. What I wouldn't give to hold you in my
arms. I love you, my little girl.

Mar 21 2023 Please forgive me Babie J for not writing you. It was very emotional leaving our home to a new
one. It felt like I was leaving you and Julian behind. God, I wish he would take me so I can be
in Heaven with you and Julian. You brought so much joy to my life, after losing my soulmate. I
wouldn't have survived without you. Please send me a sign so I can continue on in this life.
Love you so much my precious little girl.