05/19/2022: It took this long for me to come here and post you. I am having the worst time without you. Please forgive me as I couldn't see you having a hard time to breathe and even though you were at your weakest moments, you kissed me, and I, you. October 31st, will always be the worst day of my life.|
10/31/2013: Avi, my love, this date will always haunt me as I lost you this day. You had the kindest of hearts, had the strongest of loves between us, and it is so painful to know you are no longer with me and me with you. I know you are no longer hurting but how unfair did this have to be? Why, oh why, to such a true heart, that this had to happen and you robbed of more time to run, jump, catch frisbee, ride in the car with me, and just enjoy life. This is just so painful and I will have to write up later, because the tears are just flowing all too generously, and my heart is so broken over losing you, my love.