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Memories of Andy
He loved his car rides.. loved his treats and LOVED me...My Best friend and the love of my life, my heart was shattered when he left me I WILL FOREVER LOVE HIM and ALWAYS HOLD HIM CLOSE IN MY HEART.
07-20-2018, I have archived many letters to you. this way I have more room to write to you. I have it all saved on my computer, so nothing will ever be lost. 12/18/2018. day 97. Happy Anniversary MY LOVE. Today would have been 10 together. I LOVE YOU and ALWAYS will. You are my BABY BOY. I MISS YOU so much. I want to give you a present to celebrate our anniversary but I can't, so will have to settle for just remembering all the days we had together. Have a wonderful day MY LOVE, YOU are ALWAYS in my HEART. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. Thank you for being my special BABY BOY. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 98, to many long and lonely days without you. I felt you with me yesterday, it was just a fleeting moment while I was writing my note to you. It was like you were in my office again sleeping on your bed it made me smile to know you came to me on our anniversary to say You Haven't left ME. You are my LIFETIME LOVE, no one and nothing can replace you in my life or heart. I am looking forward to being with you again for eternity. Until then, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. I LOVE YOU... YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 103 and the day before Christmas. This would have been our 10th Christmas together. I will put some ham in your food bowl tomorrow so you can share, at least in memory, the day with me. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU, I want to be with you again, forever and ever. I hurt BABY BOY, you were my BEST FRIEND and my TRUE LOVE, you still are and will be and in my heart forever. Please come visit me tomorrow, I LOVE YOU and NEED YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVE. Day 104, and this time 10 years ago we were celebrating our first Christmas together, we had only been together one week. I hope your are here with me in spirit today, I will be thinking of you. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU. I just want to be with you again, forever. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. MY LOVE, MY BABY BOY, MY ANGEL. Have a wonderful day, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning BABY BOY, day 105. I hope you had a wonderful Christmas, mine sucked because you were not with me but you were in my thoughts and hopefully near me all day. I hope you know how very much I LOVE you, you were my BEST FRIEND, my CO-PILOT, my EVERYTHING. I so very much want you back with me, I think of you ALWAYS and yes, I cry. Will you come wish me a Happy Birthday tomorrow, let me know you are still in some way with me and still love me. YOU so loved me in life and I don't think that goes away in death. I don't want any more birthdays, I just want to come HOME and be with you again, forever!!! I LOVE YOU.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 106 and my birthday. This will be the first one in 10 years that we haven't shared together. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. We still go for our walks every morning, just your picture and me, I pretend that I can see you, I stop at all your favorite trees and bushes. It was US and I still need to believe in US. Have a good day LOVE BUG, send me a birthday kiss or feather if you can, or just an I LOVE YOU thought. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOU OLDER but ALWAYS LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 111 and New Years Day 2019. I had hoped and prayed that we would see this day together but that wasn't to be. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY BOY, you were and still are MY EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU.. I don't know how to live without you, and I don't want to. I NEED YOU SO MUCH, I HURT SO MUCH. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 121 and the 4 month mark. So many days and nights without you, days I have not been able to look into your beautiful eyes. YOUR eyes always said I LOVE YOU.. I hope and pray that you saw the same thing in my eyes. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING and I wanted you with me ALWAYS. I LOVE YOU ANDY, and MISS YOU SO MUCH. Thank you for the feather this morning, it was your color. Have a good day MY LOVE, you are ALWAYS IN MY HEART. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. I LOVE YOU... YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning BABY BOY, day 125, 18 weeks we have been apart. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, you you made it so easy for me to fall HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH YOU, I will ALWAYS be in LOVE WITH YOU. You took my heart when you died, I wish you could have taken all of me so we would still be together. I MISS YOU MY LOVE, YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. I WANT YOU WITH ME, I still try to do a lot of the things we did before you died, I cannot break with those things, doing so would mean you ARE GONE but my memories LIVE ON with those traditions. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 129. I saw a beautiful star this morning, there were only two in the entire sky, the other one didn't shine as bright, so the bright one was you watching over me and letting me know that you are still here loving me as much as I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I want to HUG you again, KISS you and look into your beautiful eyes, the eyes that always said I LOVE YOU MOM!!! I hope you know how very much I LOVE YOU and MISS you. Have a good day LOVE BUG. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 130. I saw your star again this morning. Can I fool myself and think that is really you watching over me? I MISS YOU SO MUCH and I HURT, Do you know how much I LOVE YOU, and MISS YOU. There isn't anything I wouldn't have done for you. You are my Angel now, help me Andy, I hurt, I am so sad and today I am angry. I know you LOVED ME, I could see it in your eyes, I wish I could look into those eyes one more time, but if I could I would NEVER let you go again, not having you with me hurts so bad. Send me your LOVE BABY BOY, I NEED YOU! HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, MY BABY BOY, MY EVERYTHING!! Day 153 and five long months that you have been gone from my arms. YOU are ALWAYS IN MY HEART but I cannot KISS, HUG or TOUCH YOU and I SO MISS ALL the things we used to be able to do. I saw your star this morning, you were shinning so bright, watching over me and letting me know you are OK, that YOU STILL LOVE ME and ARE WITH ME. I LOVE YOU ANDY, I will NEVER stop LOVING YOU. Have a good day MY LOVE, I MISS YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 159 and again I woke up missing you and started crying. I don't know how to stop missing you and I will NEVER stop LOVING YOU. I hope you are not as sad and lonely as I am but I know you miss me too. We were inseparable, I wanted you with me always and you always wanted to be with me and I feel the same way now which is why I CANNOT stop doing our routines, a walk, filling your water bowl, taking you on daily car rides. I will NEVER FORGET YOU and WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 167. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU with my whole being. I never knew I could love anyone or anything as much as I LOVE YOU, and YES it is present tense still because I STILL DO LOVE YOU. That didn't stop just because you died but the problem is I have no place to show that love, YOU are not here to HUG and KISS, to physically take on car rides, to feed and brush, you are not here to sleep beside me so I can hear you dreaming, or snoring. You were and still ARE MY EVERYTHING. I saw your star this morning, we almost completed the whole walk together, I love it when you are with me on our morning walks.. and yes I know that you are always here in spirit, thank you for that even if I don't always feel you near. Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, Day 174.It stopped raining for today, you left me a feather where I usually sit and talk to you in the mornings.. THANK YOU. I MISS YOU MY LOVE.. so very much, I want to touch you, kiss you, brush you, laugh at your silliness and look into your beautiful trusting and loving eyes. I hope you felt me with you at the end, when I picked you up to put you on the rug in the family room, I thought it was just a seizure but when I put you on the floor I knew it was something much worse and then you were gone.. I want you back...I NEED YOU, YOU were MY BUDDY, MY BEST FRIEND, MY EVERYTHING, I NEED to know that you are still near and that you KNOW how MUCH I LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!! Have a good day MY LOVE, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 180. Tomorrow will mark 6 months since GOD took you HOME and left me with a broken heart that LOVES and MISSES you as much now as when you first left. I know that you knew how VERY MUCH I LOVED YOU and I KNOW YOU LOVED ME TOO. I wish I could HUG and KISS you again but that will have to wait until GOD calls me home. Until then BABY BOY, KNOW that I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU, you are now and ALWAYS will be my BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, today is 6 long months that we have been apart, 181 days, I still cry for you every day, multiple times a day. I wish I could have you back, but I would eventually only lose you again and the pain and heartache would be even greater. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and MISS YOU so VERY VERY MUCH. I saw your star early this morning and said HELLO, but by the time it was light enough outside you had faded away. I know you are still there in the sky watching me and in my heart being so VERY LOVED. This is not a happy anniversary, how can the date you died be such but know that I am always thinking of you and LOVING YOU. Have a good day MY LOVE, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 184, 6 months and 3 days since GOD took YOU HOME with HIM and left me with a BROKEN HEART. I am so lost without you,YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. You were always so patient, calm, LOVING. I could see the LOVE in YOUR EYES for me, could feel it in the way you would snuggle with me and follow me everywhere. ANDY, I AM SO VERY SAD.. I WANT YOU BACK, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH and I hope you know that, I hope you know I DIDN'T LEAVE YOU, GOD CALLED YOU HOME to HIM. Please send me a sign that you are still with me... I know YOU STILL LOVE ME. I MISS YOU BABY BOY and LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 186. Another day that I woke up knowing you are not here with me anymore, not in body, but perhaps in spirit. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so very much. As I have said before YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. We were 24 x 7 companions for the last 6 years, it is hard to have that special friend (YOU) ripped away. I LOVE YOU so VERY MUCH BABY BOY, please send me a sign that you are still here with me, I can't lose your spirit too. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 188 and I MISS YOU as much if not MORE than the day you had to leave me. Everyday I still go for an early morning walk with your pillow and picture, I look for the feathers you leave me from in the night and we just have our quiet time... just YOU and ME. The emptiness in my heart just doesn't go away, I WANT YOU BACK!!! Thank you for the feather this morning, they make me smile as does your star. Please send me a sign that you are still here with me... I am and ALWAYS WILL FOREVER BE HERE FOR YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 192, another day where I will for the most part just go through the motions of living. Yes I smile a bit now, sometimes even laugh but in the background MY HEART is STILL in PIECES. Maybe that's because I gave YOU MY HEART to take with you, so you will ALWAYS KNOW that I LOVE YOU. I am here for you BABY BOY, I kiss you goodnight and good morning every day, I hope you see \ feel that, I wish YOU could kiss me back but the feathers I sometimes find are YOUR KISSES to ME. Have a good day MY LOVE, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and MISS YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 211 and the seven month mark. My heart is still broken, and I have become angry at the world and am pushing everyone away. I only want you with me and that cannot be so I have isolated myself and don't want anyone around me anymore. Sandy is the one exception, YOU LOVED HER and SHE LOVED YOU but she is the only one. ANDY, you were MY LIFE, MY EVERYTHING and when you left it all slipped away. Please KNOW that I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU with all MY HEART and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 218. I was able to walk with your star for almost the whole walk today, you were so bright and handsome in the sky just like you always were in life. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I just don't know how to cope with you not being here and never being here again. Please, if you can let me know YOU ARE STILL HERE WITH ME,,, I NEED YOU!!! Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 222. We went to the grooming salon today and you got to see Sandy. You no longer seem confused that you don't stay for your bath, I guess you have accepted that you died, but I can't. Yes I know you did but I STILL WANT YOU BACK, I want to be with you, hug you, kiss you and look into your beautiful trusting eyes. I hurt so bad still... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I hope you know that. There was a beautiful fluffy feather on the parking spot that you left for me, I need to find it in my car or maybe just let it stay there, one more part of you that I can take on car rides. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 230. I am learning to smile sometimes when I think of you, but unfortunately as my memories of our life together continue I start to cry again. We had so many good days, months, years, but not enough, you died 12 days after your 10th birthday, no warning that GOD was going to take you with him and leave me with a broken heart. I will ALWAYS and FOREVER LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 238, week 34 and the seven month mark. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. Today is Tuesday, your grooming day. I told you Sandy wasn't coming in today but you wanted to go by the shop anyway, so since I can't deny you anything that's what we did. I poured water at the spots you used to pee at so it looks like you were there. I HURT BABY BOY, I am so lonely without you. Please wait for me and let me know you are still here in some small way with me. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY. Have a good day, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 240. I hurt BABY BOY, without you my life is so empty. You were MY EVERYTHING and I feel so lost, lonely and angry without you. I so wish I could look into your eyes again, they would calm me, they always showed YOUR LOVE FOR ME. Please let me know you are here with me, that your spirit still lives on in this house I NEED YOU. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and ALWAYS WILL. Have a good day MY LOVE..HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 241 I saw a cloud that looked like your face this morning and it appeared to wink at me. I'll take any sign imagined or real to tell myself that you are still here with me. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much, YOU were MY EVERYTHING. I wish I could gaze into your loving and trusting eyes .. I wish for a lot of things that cannot be, but someday we will be together again and NEVER EVER be parted. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 242 and the 8 month mark.. I saw your star this morning... shining so brightly and looking down on our house. It was only 2:30 in the morning, to early for a walk. Unfortunately by 5:45 your star gone, but we still took our walk and you left a feather on the sidewalk, I didn't want to keep it but you said it was OK. Thank you for LOVING ME, thank you for spending your life with me. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY and MISS YOU so much. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 246. We just got in from our walk, you left me 5 little feathers to add to our memory box. I need \ should write down memories too and put them in another box in case I get so old that I can no longer remember. I hope GOD spares me that and someday SOON lets me come HOME to HIM and to YOU.. to NEVER BE PARTED AGAIN. Please wait for me BABY BOY, they say the passage of time is but a blink of an eye in HEAVEN, not the same here... just long, lonely sad hours, days, months for me. I LOVE YOU ANDY and MISS YOU, YOU are ALWAYS IN MY HEART and WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED BY ME. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 248, so many days and nights apart, I have cried for you each day and maybe always will, YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING, YOU WERE MY LIFE and I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I would so love to have you next to me so I could look into your beautiful eyes and tell you HOW VERY MUCH YOU ARE LOVED. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ANDY. You gave me so much LOVE, so much HAPPINESS. I know you watch over me, and I KNOW YOU LOVED me. THANK YOU for everything you gave me throughout our almost 10 short years. Have a good day MY LOVE, I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 251. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH. I NEED to touch you, hug you, kiss you but I can't, I only have your pillow, toys. pictures. YOU were MY EVERYTHING, MY SPECIAL BOY the LOVE OF MY LIFE. I LOVED YOU more than I have EVER LOVED ANYTHING or ANYONE, YOU are MY ANGEL NOW, watching over me and loving me from Heaven. Please send me a sign that you are still here with me, YOU are MY LIFE and MY LOVE and that will never change. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 252. MY Andy, I LOVE and MISS YOU, my heart is in pieces and I am angry at everything and everyone these days. You kept me calm but with you gone I am angry. Angry at incompetence and angry that YOU ARE GONE. I want YOU BACK but I can't have that either so I am angry. I know you will ALWAYS LOVE ME as I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH and LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 253. It's a chilly morning today, You liked your red jacket and you were always so toasty when you wore it, You would have worn it this morning. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so VERY MUCH, I WANT TO HUG and KISS you, curl up on the couch with you again... but I can't and my HEART BREAKS again knowing I can't. Someday MY LOVE.. when GOD calls me home we WILL be TOGETHER FOREVER. Until then please KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. Have a good DAY MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 254, another cloudy morning but you still left one beautiful tiny feather for me. I MISS you so MUCH... I want\need to look into your beautiful eyes,they always said it's OK, I am here and I LOVE YOU but you aren't here anymore and I am so lost without you. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING, I LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART. Please let me know you are here with me. I NEED YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 257. My heart is still in pieces.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and MISS YOU, YOU WERE MY BABY BOY and MY EVERYTHING. HELP ME MY LOVE... Let me know YOU ARE STILL HERE WITH ME. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 257. Thank you for the pretty feather. I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU and NEED YOU BABY BOY. YOU were MY LIFE, MY UNIVERSE, everything I did centered around you. Without you my life is empty. I'm sorry, I don't want to make you sad, but I MISS YOU so very much. Have a good day BABY BOY HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 258. I keep waking up to another day without you. Do you KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. Do YOU KNOW HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE and HOW VERY BLESSED WE WERE to have each other. I didn't see your star this morning but I know you still walked with me.. I LOVE YOU. BABY BOY, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING and ALWAYS WILL BE. Have a good day MY LOVE.. I LOVE YOU.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 259. Today is Tuesday so we went by the shop. That's what you wanted to do. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU, I hope you KNOW how much you were and still are LOVED. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 260. THANK YOU for the beautiful cloud this morning, it was your left front paw print, toes, feathers and all. I know your paws so well this was the one you always High 5'd with and the one you always pawed at me in the car asking me to scratch you. It was so beautiful and so very special. THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME and for letting me know that you are in some way still here. I MISS YOU BABY BOY and LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, YOUR ARE and ALWAYS WILL BE MY EVERYTHING. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 261. I had a bad day yesterday afternoon, something tried to tell me that the paw print in the sky yesterday was you saying goodbye.. I don't know why that thought popped up but I cried my eyes out until I felt you saying NO... YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME.. I know that now but some mean spirit tried to tell me otherwise. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU and BE HERE FOR YOU and I KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME and will WAIT FOR ME!!! Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU BABY BOY... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 262 and I HURT, My heart feels like it is being torn from my chest, if you want it then I am happy to let go of it especially if it means we can be together again... FOREVER. I MISS YOU MY LOVE. I HOPE YOU STILL KNOW and can FEEL MY LOVE FOR YOU Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 265. Yesterday was a VERY BAD DAY for me, probably the worst day other than the day you died. I cried and screamed most of the morning and I am crying again now. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much.. I WANT YOU BACK or I WANT TO BE WITH YOU. I didn't see your star but I KNOW you are always watching over me... YOUR SPIRIT WILL NEVER LEAVE ME and YOU WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME just as I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!! Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 266. We went by the grooming salon this morning to see Sandy and take our walk around the block.. it isn't the same without you but we did this every Tuesday and I cannot stop doing it. I MISS YOU BABY BOY and LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. I ALWAYS WILL. Have a good day MY LOVE..HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 268. The days are getting harder, I MISS YOU SO MUCH and nothing fills my heart with true happiness like I felt with you. Thank you for the beautiful feather in our driveway this morning, you left it for me to find to say you are HERE WITH ME STILL. Please KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and ALWAYS WILL. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 269 and I don't want to go on living without you, my heart is so empty and I am always so sad and so very alone. No one seems to understand why I can't let you go but they didn't know you and LOVE YOU like I DO. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING, MY BABY BOY, and I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Thank you for the three beautiful feathers this morning, the biggest was right in our yard where you knew I would find it at the start of our walk. Have a good day MY LOVE, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning my LOVE, day 270 only two days until we hit the 9 month mark of you having to leave me. I am a wreck, I am crying more and more each day and getting angry at everything and everyone for little or no reason and I am becoming more of a recluse. No one understands why I am still so sad, no one understand the emptiness I have in my heart now, no one understand that my life stopped when you died, unfortunately my body didn't follow suit. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and MISS YOU, and miss the calm grounding effect you always had on me.. I am sure others miss that in me too. It's overcast again today but I know you walked with me, thank you for the three little feathers. Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU with ALL MY HEART. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 272. Nine months ago this was the last full day we had together, I had no clue you were going to die the next morning, my life hasn't been the same since. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH... All I want IS YOU, ALL I think about IS YOU. YOU were MY WORLD and MY EVERYTHING and I don't know how to live without you. Tomorrow is going to be HELL times ten. I promise we (just you and me) will go by the shop early.. it will be OUR TIME, it can only be OUR TIME because no one else cares. I WILL ALWAYS CARE and REMEMBER OUR LIFE TOGETHER and I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING and MISSING YOU. Have a good day MY LOVE, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 273 and today is 9 months since you had to leave me. My HEART is IN PIECES and I don't know what to do with myself. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH, I NEED TO LOOK INTO YOUR TRUSTING EYES that ALWAYS told me the EVERYTHING WOULD BE OK. BUT it isn't OK anymore, you are gone from my arms and I AM LEFT WITH THIS HOLE IN MY HEART and UTTER EMPTINESS IN MY LIFE. I don't know when but someday WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. Have a good day MY LOVE, MY BABY BOY, MY LOVE BUG. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 272, I saw your star early again this morning, and stood at the window to talk to you. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so very much. PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOU are HERE WITH ME STILL... I NEED YOU and I can't wait for us to be together again! Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 273, I need to apologize for how I acted yesterday, I was selfish and scared Gracie that will never happen again I PROMISE. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH and sometimes all my emptiness bubbles up into anger. I need to feel your love. I LOVE YOU... and MISS YOU with ALL MY HEART. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 274, and yes I am crying again. I MISS YOU and there is no force strong enough to make me stop LOVING YOU. YOU ARE IN MY HEART AND SOUL FOREVER. Please keep asking GOD to LET ME COME HOME SO we can be TOGETHER AGAIN FOREVER. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 275. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART... and I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I am becoming such a recluse... I just want to be left alone with YOU and OUR MEMORIES. Thank you for the feathers you know how I like to find them and put them into our little memory box. I will ask Sandy to scatter them along with our ashes when die so we can all float on the wind one last time. I don't know when that will be MY LOVE, but someday we will be together again for eternity. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 277. The mornings are OUR TIME.. just you and me walking and me talking to you, telling YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU and perhaps in your silent way you telling me you LOVE ME TOO and are still with me. Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU and MISS you with all my heart. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 278. Today would have been your grooming I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so MUCH, YOU are STILL MY EVERYTHING and ALWAYS WILL BE. I so wish I could hold you again and look into your trusting eyes but all I have is pictures and my memories. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 279 and as usual I am sitting here with tears streaming down my cheeks. I want to know that you are OK, and that YOU LOVE and MISS ME. Today I found 7 feathers, I know you leave them for me to say YOU ARE still here with me. We will go for a car ride a bit later, you loved your car rides and I KNOW YOU LOVED ME. Have a good day BABY BOY. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 280. It's cool and cloudy so I didn't see your star this morning but I did find beautiful feathers you left me. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I KNOW YOU MISS and LOVE ME too. We are FOREVER PARTNERS and while we are separated for now, in spirit we can NEVER BE SEPARATED and in HEAVEN we will BE TOGETHER for ETERNITY, I just have to get there first. Think of me today as I think of you ALWAYS. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 281. ANDY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH and LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. I NEED to be with you again. You ARE MY LIFE, YOU HAVE MY HEART, YOU ARE and WERE MY BABY BOY. You kept me grounded, and now I am totally unhinged. I just seem to walk in circles.. I don't want to do anything, see anyone, I just want you but all I have are OUR MEMORIES and YOUR PICTURES. Have a good MY LOVE, I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 283. I saw your star in the early morning hours.. so bright, so beautiful, watching over me in the night. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY BOY, YOU will ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Have a good day MY LOVE, you are and always will be the LOVE OF MY LIFE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 284. Thank you for the beautiful feather especially the big fluffy one in our yard. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH, finding feathers lets me dream that we are still connected, that you remember me and LOVE ME. Hopefully I will come HOME TO YOU SOON, but I have to wait for GOD's hand, so please KNOW THAT I WANT to be WITH YOU, WE WILL SOMEDAY BE TOGETHER AGAIN!!! Have a GOOD DAY BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES, and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 285. It's your grooming day so we to see Sandy and do our walk around the block. It can never be the same as when you were alive but I still want and need to go by. I LOVE YOU, and MISS YOU so much and I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO. I wish you could be enjoying your spa morning today, but just close your eyes and remember... Have a good day BABY BOY... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 286. You are never out of my thoughts. YOU WERE, ARE and ALWAYS WILL BE MY EVERYTHING!! Thank you for the two pretty feathers you left for me in the night. It's cloudy again, but I know you are watching me and LOVING ME from HEAVEN. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH ANDY, YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING and I am paralyzed without you. I find little joy or happiness, nothing seems to penetrate my sadness and the emptiness I have without you in my life. I just want to be with you and NEVER have to leave your side again. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 287, I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH I so want to be able to hug you again and do ALL the things we would do or not do. We were pretty good at being couch potatoes :). YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING and ALWAYS WILL BE, I don't think I can let anything, anyone or anything get that close to me again because of the sheer emptiness that is left after they leave. I would have given you anything... and I tried to keep us together but GOD tried harder to take you home with him. You ARE and ALWAYS WILL BE IN MY HEART and MEMORIES. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 288. Another cloudy morning I didn't see your star but I know you walked with me. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU so VERY MUCH and all I want is to BE WITH YOU AGAIN. You know that patience isn't a virtue of mine so the waiting part isn't easy for me but I believe that GOD WILL BRING US TOGETHER again, but until then, we live on in each of our memories. I look at and kiss your pictures multiple times a day and yes I cry too, how can I not ... YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 289, another week and a half and we we will be at 10 months and the emptiness in my heart just doesn't go away. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so very much. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING and I don't know how to want to live without you let along try to live without you, so I just go through the motions everyday and somehow get through the days but not well. Thank you for the feathers this morning, you know how I love finding them. Please know I am looking forward to someday hopefully sooner than later to being with you again, FOREVER. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 290, in one more month it would have been your 11th birthday but this one I won't be able to celebrate with you unless GOD lets me come home to YOU and to HIM. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO MUCH... I just want to be with YOU. It's sunny and bright out this morning, to bright for my teary eyes but I was to late to see your star, you walked with me though. I wish you could kiss my hand, or eat a treat from me... YOU LOVED YOUR TREATS. I remember that last morning, how you so gently licked the treats out of my hand, only to die 10 min later. I MISS YOU SO MUCH ANDY. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 291, we are fast approaching the 10 month mark. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU more than ever. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART and our MEMORIES live on in my mind. They are all I have left of you. Thank your for the feather this morning. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING, and YOU ARE ALL I WANT and NEED. Wait for me MY LOVE, someday GOD will call me home and we will be together for ETERNITY. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 292, it's Tuesday, we drove by the grooming salon and took a short walk, Unfortunately you can't get your bath and scratches but in spirit I am giving them to you. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much, Please tell GOD that you LOVE, NEED and MISS ME... I NEED YOU and MISS YOU and LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning BABY BOY, day 293 I wish you could lick the tears off my face but I don't want you to see me so sad. You were so sensitive to my moods and would always try to make me feel better. I just don't know what to do anymore without you. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH and I just want to BE WITH YOU AGAIN. Thank you for the pretty feather this morning, I love finding them. I NEED YOU ANDY.. I want YOU here WITH ME and since that is not being possible I WANT ALL OF ME TO BE WITH ALL OF YOU in HEAVEN. Please tell GOD we need to be together... I don't want to continue on without you... Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 294. How are you MY LOVE, I miss seeing your star but I MISS seeing YOU so much more. Yes I have pictures but they are not the same, touching them is not the same. It's YOU I WANT AND NEED but your sweet body is gone and I can't touch, kiss or hug YOU like I want and NEED to do. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOY so much BABY BOY. I am sorry you always see me so sad but YOU WERE MY LIFE, and with you gone I am nothing but a shell with a broken heart. Thank you for the feathers this morning, they make me smile if only for a minute. Please know that I LOVE YOU, and MISS YOU with all my being. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 295 and as usual I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face. I wish you were here to lick them off and say it's OK, but you aren't so they just keep falling. Thank you for the two feathers on our walk this morning, they are safe with the others in your memory box. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MEMORY and MY HEART and I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much... YOU are STILL MY EVERYTHING and ALWAYS WILL BE. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 296. We had a pretty intense earthquake last night, not sure you ever felt a bad one, this one had waves of water splashing out of the pool.. but it had it's perks. I stayed up later than usual and saw your beautiful star in the heavens watching over your house and me. It was to dark to go for a walk, so we just visited each other from our bedroom sliding door. Thank you for the two feathers this morning... you are my ANGEL BOY now but you will always and forever be MY BABY BOY and MY LOVE. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much, you are and always will be FOREVER IN MY HEART. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 297, in two more days it will be 10 long and lonely months. Thank you for the beautiful white feather I love it, so fluffy like you. I saw your star watching over our house we went to bed last night, I wish you could come down and sleep with me again so I could hear your dreaming or you snoring... I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH and LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, you are MY EVERYTHING and I am so lonely without you, please ask GOD to let us be together again forever. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 298, tomorrow will be 43 weeks and Thursday will be 10 long, empty months that we have been apart. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU more each day. You were MY SOUL MATE, my BEST FRIEND, MY EVERYTHING and you still are, I just can't see or touch you but you are here, YOU would NEVER LEAVE ME, but you were called HOME to HEAVEN and you had no option to not go. Wait for me MY LOVE, someday WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN, FOREVER!!! Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 299. Thank you for the feather this morning.. it is safe with the others and they will all be tossed into the air the day our ashes are scattered, then we can be happy again because we are together, and no one will ever separate us again. It's your grooming day so we will be going to the salon shortly to see Sandy and take our walk there like we always did. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much ANDY... and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY, maybe you and I can take another walk a bit later today. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 300. I don't like that number, to many days and nights apart and the number keeps growing with no end in sight. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much... when you died you took most of my heart with you, all I nave left is what I need to keep living and I wish that piece had gone with you too because I don't want to live anymore without you. I know you are here in spirit and in my memories but that isn't the same... I NEED YOU!!! YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING, I have never loved anyone or anything like I LOVE YOU. Thank you for the pretty feather this morning... it make me smile. Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, today is day 301 and will be the 10 month mark. Thank you for the feather this morning.. I didn't need to find one today but I am glad I did, as usual it made me smile. ANDY, I HURT SO MUCH STILL and ALWAYS WILL.. MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER END, MY PAIN at LOSING YOU WILL be continue as long as I walk this earth. I wish I could come HOME to YOU NOW ... WAIT FOR ME BABY BOY.. I am looking forward to us running into each others paws \ arms and NEVER LETTING GO AGAIN. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and ALWAYS WILL. Have a good day BABY BOY.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 302. I think I am losing my mind, I woke up this morning and thought I had forgotten your birthday, I was crying because I didn't know how I could have done that, but your birthday isn't for another month and a half. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much, that days and dates are all jumbled in my head and they all blur together. I WANT and NEED you with me, please let me know you are here, YOU ARE ALL I WANT and NEED. Thank you for the pretty feather... it made me smile and cry as always. Have a good day BABY BOY. I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 303. Thank you for the two pretty feathers in our yard this morning... I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much BABY BOY, I don't know what to do with this sadness and emptiness. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. and YOU STILL ARE!! If you can, please let me know you are near to me, here with me in some way still, the emptiness without you is so silent and lonely. I know you will ALWAYS LIVE IN MY HEART but that it enough.. I am surrounded by your pictures, but I WANT YOU. I hope you understand... I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH!! Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 304. I will get right to the point I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU and I don't know how to continue to live without you, but I don't have any choice in that .. so I exist, but not truly live. Thank your for the feathers this morning, it's been awhile since I have found big ones and I found two this morning. I hope you know that YOU are my FOREVER LOVE and were MY EVERYTHING still are actually but I can't see or touch you, hence the sadness and tears. Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 305. Thank you for the feathers, they made me smile and cry as usual. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU BABY BOY, my HANDSOME PERFECT FUR ANGEL you WERE and ALWAYS WILL BE SO VERY LOVED. I MISS YOU and OUR life together and I don't know what to do with my life now that you are not a physical part art of it anymore. Our MEMORIES LIVE on even if we can no long live them. YOU ARE MY FOREVER LOVE. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 306. Your grooming day today. I MISS YOU SO MUCH and I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE. I don't know what to do without you in my life. I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU especially your eyes.. your trusting, calming loving eyes. If you can, please let me know you are still here with me in spirit and that YOU STILL LOVE ME!!! Have a good day BABY BOY!!! I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 307. I wake up with this emptiness in my soul and heart knowing that I have to get through another day without you... I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much. You are ALWAYS in my HEART and MEMORIES but I want to TOUCH and KISS you and I CAN"T and know it may be years before I can do those things once again. I wish we had mad a few more pony tails of your fur but I didn't want to at the time.. now I wish I had so I could have more to smell and touch. YOU WERE and ARE MY EVERYTHING and I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 308, I am sitting here crying again while I am writing to you. I LOVE YOU and MISS so much YOU BABY BOY. You sent me a very special present this morning, a tiny feather but very special because I saw it fall from the skies.. so maybe from you. I wish I could send you a present but that will have to wait until I COME HOME TO YOU! Have a good day BABY BOY, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 309 and another day without you. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY and MISS YOU... YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING, MY PERFECT BOY, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE and I am struggling to live without you. Thank you for the feathers this morning, someday, they will once again fly in the wind along with our ashes and we will be together, once more, never to be parted again. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 310, So many days and nights since I was last able to hug, kiss, brush you and look into your beautiful, trusting eyes. You always calmed me, YOU WERE MY LIFE and I don't know how to live without you. ANDY I HURT SO MUCH, I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO MUCH, please let me know you are watching, maybe even visiting me.. I NEED YOU BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, YOU STILL ARE MY EVERYTHING. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 311. I saw you in the sky this morning. I looked up and a your perfect face was there looking down on me, well maybe you were sleeping but I saw you... I took a picture but the image isn't as clear but I still captured it ... YOU WERE THERE WITH ME.. YOU STILL LOVE ME and YOU MISS ME AS MUCH AS I MISS YOU!!! I'm sorry we are apart, ONLY GOD can bring us together again. You can ask him to let me COME HOME to YOU and TO HIM... Please know that I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and MISS YOU with every breath I take... YOU ARE MY FOREVER LOVE. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 312. In less than two months it will be a year since we were physically parted. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU so much and I want to be with you, I don't know why GOD took you and left me with a broken heart. and I don't know how long I have to wait to be with you again, to be able to touch, kiss and hold you again, and never have to let you go... that is what I am most looking forward to. Please know that you are ALWAYS IN MY HEART and my THOUGHTS. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 313 and another Tuesday, it's been 44 weeks since you were last able to have your SPA DAY. You know that we still go my to say hello to Sandy, take our walk around the block and to now pretend that you still pee in all your "familiar places". It's just another game I play and a tradition I can't and won't stop. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much ANDY... I want you back, I want to be with you... wait for me MY LOVE... someday you will see me walking, running to you and when that day finally arrives GOD has promised that we WILL NEVER BE APART AGAIN. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 314. I want to thank you for the beautiful feather this morning, it was you colors, buff and white.. so big and fluffy just like you. I found the other two smaller ones too... they are safe in our memory box. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much, I want to kiss, hold, touch, smell you, rub my face in your fur and look into your beautiful eyes. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 315, all to soon it will be one year. The days and years will just keep mounting up until GOD lets me come HOME to YOU and HIM. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU and I can't wait to be with you again, for eternity... YOU ARE and ALWAYS will be MY BABY BOY and the LOVE OF MY LIFE. Have a good day MY LOVE.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 316. I'm sorry but as usual I am sitting here writing to you with tears streaming down my face I MISS YOU SO MUCH the emptiness in our house and in MY HEART is unending. I NEED YOU..and LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Did you get all the kisses I blew to you this morning... I have many more to share .. there will ALWAYS be KISSES and LOVE for YOU. Have a good day MY LOVE.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 317. I just came in from our walk and found the 3 feathers you left for me.. THANK YOU!! My Heart is still so broken, I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much. I would like to say just one more hug, scratch, touch.. but if I could have you back I would NEVER let YOU GO AGAIN. I can't wait to be with you again.. PLEASE WAIT FOR ME, I NEED YOU. Have a good day MY BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 318. Do you feel, get the KISSES I sent you this morning, that I send to you everyday? I wish I could deliver them face to face, but for now it isn't possible, but someday MY LOVE.. SOMEDAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH...YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING and I hope you know that... YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 319. Thank your for all the feathers this morning and for watching over me and our house in the night..good thing, I accidentally left the front door unlocked. I LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART BABY BOY and MISS YOU so very much... YOU WERE and STILL ARE MY EVERYTHING! Please keep asking GOD to bring me HOME, that we need to be together again.. for ETERNITY. I NEED YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN!! Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 320. We went by to see Sandy at the shop and took our walk around the block...not quite like it used to be but it is our ritual... so we do it. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU... and ALWAYS WILL. I NEED TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN. YOU ARE NOW and ALWAYS WILL BE MY FOREVER LOVE. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 321 and yep, I am sitting here crying again \ still. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY and MISS YOU .. YOU were MY EVERYTHING. This house seems so empty without you, MY HEART is so BROKEN without you. Thank you for the feathers this morning... I love them. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE day 322. Thank you for the two BIG gold and white feathers this morning... your colors so I know you left them for me. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU and I hope to be able to be with you again someday, I promise when we are re-united we will never be parted again. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 324. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH. MY HEART HURTS, the TEARS ARE ALWAYS falling, and my arms ACHE to HOLD YOU AGAIN, Touch YOU, Brush YOU! I LOVE YOU... and I hope you can still feel THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU. Thank you for all the tiny feathers they are beautiful, just like you!!! Have a good day BABY BOY, I MISS YOU.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 325. Did you hear me talking to you last night, feel the kisses I was sending you.. Your star was so bright and right over our house. Thank you for watching over our house and me... I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU and wish I could watch over you, take care of you, brush you, kiss you... ANYTHING BUT THIS UTTER EMPTINESS that I am left with. YOU are my special ANGEL NOW... Wait for me, I will come to you as soon as GOD allows. Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU and ALWAYS WILL. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 326 and the start of another week without you. It is almost 11 months since I was last able to KISS YOU, HUG YOU and LOOK into YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH.. YOU ARE STILL MY EVERYTHING and I want to come HOME TO YOU!!! Please ask GOD to let us be together again... I NEED YOU. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 327. I saw your star last night, your were watching over our house, I wish you were in it with me still... I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU so much. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING.. MY LIFE, YOU WERE ALL I WANTED and cared about and no you are gone.. I want to be WITH YOU!!! Wait for me MY LOVE... someday we will be together and will never be separated again. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 328 and it's Tuesday so pretend you are getting the full salon treatment that you loved so much. I saw your paw print in the clouds again this morning giving me one of your famous HIGH 5 waves like only you can do. Now if only I could shake that paw and kiss your face, ears, nose.. whatever. I LOVE YOU ANDY and MISS YOU so very much, I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 329. I am running out of room to write to you... so less is more. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU.. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Thank you for LOVING ME! Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 330. Thank you for going with me on our walk this morning and for the two feathers you left for me to find. They still make me smile... then cry. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so very much and I want to be with you again,,, for eternity. Hopefully soon BABY BOY. In the meantime, please know YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART and THOUGHTS. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 331. Another day without you physically here with me. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. YOU were MY LIFE and I am so lost without you. Thank you for the feathers and for watching over our house in the night. Have a good day BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 332, tomorrow will be 11 long months since I was last able to touch, kiss, hug, touch you. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY EVERYTHING, MY LOVE BUG, MY BABY BOY. Thank you for the feather this morning. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 333 and the 11 month mark. It's as painful today as it was when you died, I MISS YOU SO MUCH and LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. Nothing is the same without you. Thank you for the feather, it is safely tucked away with all the others. I wish we could have still been together today, or together again.. hint hint, but we have to wait for GOD's call on that. You are my precious Angel, please wait for me. YOU ARE MY FOREVER LOVE!!! Have a good day BABY BOY... I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 334, I sound like a broken record but I want \ need YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU with all my heart.... You are and ALWAYS will be my BABY BOY and the LOVE OF MY LIFE. Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 335 and it's Tuesday so your spa day. Close your eyes and pretend \ imagine that you are still enjoying your day.. in my mind you still are. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much... YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING and I am lost without you. I know you are here with me but I can't see you, touch you, kiss you... Know that I LOVE YOU and ALWAYS will. Have a good day BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE..day 336, it's a beautiful morning, you left me lots of feathers in the night, thank you. I MISS YOU so MUCH and LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, I hope you feel that and know that. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING and MY BEST FRIEND. Wait for me my LOVE... someday I you will see me running to you, you will feel my hugs and kisses again... I PROMISE. Have a good day MY LOVE.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 337. On our walk this morning I was thinking that I should be given you a jacket for cold mornings and nights to keep you warm... you loved being warm and loved being snuggled in blankets. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU LOVE BUG, YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING... and STILL are. Thank you for all the feathers this morning... Have a good day BABY BOY... I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 338. Its starting to get a little colder in the morning so I put your red jacket that you loved so much out for you. You can wear it when we go for our morning walks. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY and MISS YOU with every breath I take. YOU ARE and ALWAYS WILL BE MY EVERYTHING. Have a good day MY LOVE... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 339, the sadness and emptiness just doesn't go away. My arms long to hold you again, see you. kiss you... I LOVE YOU BABY BOY and MISS YOU SO MUCH. Wait for me MY LOVE... someday we will be together again, that is GOD's promise. Have a good day BABY BOY... I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 340. I MISS YOU ANDY, I LOVE YOU and want to be with YOU! Thank you for the little feather that floated down to me this morning... you knew I was sad as usual and wanted to let me know you are here with me still. I NEED YOU.. I wish I could look into your eyes again and see your love and trust in me... but hopefully soon. Please wait for me. Until then have a good day MY LOVE... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 341. I am listening to the song I picked out for you..I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..it's true.. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING and I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. Thank you for the feathers this morning... they make me smile. Have a good day MY LOVE... dream of us together again. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 342 and Tuesday, your grooming day. Close your eyes and pretend that you are getting pampered again. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU so very much and ALWAYS WILL. YOU are MY BABY BOY, MY LOVE, MY EVERYTHING and now MY ANGEL. Have a good day MY LOVE... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 343. How are you today BABY BOY... I wish I was there to take care of you and make sure you are OK, but JINX I hope is doing that until I come HOME. Thank you for all the feathers I found this morning... They are beautiful. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much... YOU are STILL and ALWAYS WILL BE MY EVERYTHING. Have a good day MY LOVE... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 344. I found the feathers you left for me in the night, so soft and beautiful, just like you. YOU ARE SO LOVED and so VERY MISSED... YOU WERE MY LIFE, I have nothing else and no one else.. I ONLY WANTED and NEEDED YOU. ANDY I ache to be with you, see you again. Wait for me MY LOVE. Have a good day MY LOVE... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 345, twenty more days until we are at one year. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I NEED YOU!!! Thank you for watching over our house in the night and for all the feathers you left for me to find. I know YOU LOVE ME and MISS ME TOO.. someday will will be together again, until then know that I LOVE YOU. Have a good day MY LOVE... HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, YOUR LOVING MOMMY.
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