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He loved his car rides.. loved his treats and LOVED me...My Best friend and the love of my life, my heart was broken when he left me. Today is 6 days since you left me and my heart is in pieces, I miss you so much all I do is cry. I knew you had a bad heart but you were doing do well on the medications. I always thought I would see a gradual decline, but never expected you to just drop dead. Thank you LORD for waiting until I had him home from the groomer so he could die with me. It would have killed me to not be with him at the end. So what do I do with myself now Andy, we did everything together and I Loved you so much. My life is forever altered and my heart broken. Please let me know you are still with me I need you so much. I LOVE YOU! It's the morning of day 7 and the pain is as fresh as the moment you died. I picked up your ashes last Friday, your beautiful body was only away from me 3 days, I got lost and probably drove some 300 miles but in spirit I think you were with me and you did LOVE your car rides. I thought having you home would lessen the pain, but it never goes away. I keep looking and listening for signs that you are with me.. but I don't seem to find them, perhaps I am searching to hard or not listening closely enough. I MISS YOU so much my LOVE, nothing is the same without you. As the song says I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!!! Sleep well and dream of me. Day 8, we have never been apart this long and the LONG WAIT I have in front of me before we are re-united is agonizing to think about. Sandy came over today so we could grieve together at exactly 9:41 AM PST. I have set an alarm in my phone for it to play our song everyday at that time.. I don't need the reminder, I can never forget that horrible morning. I LOVE YOU so MUCH. I hope you have found some friends and are not as broken and lonely as I am. Keep trying to send me messages. I know you are new at it but I think it is a one way connection I talk to you all the time (which I am not sure you hear) but I never feel, hear or see anything back. I Love you Love Bug, I'll never leave you. Almost day 9, and the days keep getting worse. The vet said you probably had a blood clot that broke loose, that you passed very quickly but I can't forget those yelps of pain at the end. Why did GOD take you away so soon, I have nothing now and Miss you SO MUCH. Sweet dreams Baby Boy. I LOVE YOU. Good morning, I went on our walk again this morning, I remember every lawn and bush you loved, but you are not there with me anymore, this will be Day 10, I don't want anymore days without you, but that is God's choice not mine, I promise you that. I hurt, I miss you so much and nothing seems to help. Have a wonderful day and dream about your Mommy. Good morning LOVE. it's almost day 10 and I hurt as bad as day one, maybe worse. My days are empty, my nights are so lonely. I thought I felt / saw you yesterday, it made me smile for a few min, but then you were gone again. I hope you can see me and know how much I LOVE you. Please keep trying to tell me you are near. I LOVE you LOVE BUG. Good Morning LOVE, today will be day 11 and I still can't stop crying. I want to look into those beautiful eyes, stroke your head and kiss you all over. I constantly carry your picture and rub it as though I am scratching you, I hope you can feel it. I will NEVER leave you or stop LOVING YOU! I hope you have a good day and are not as sad as I am. I LOVE YOU!! Good morning my Angel..today will be day 12. Charlie and Verdon came over yesterday. Charlie was crying as he walked around the house looking for you.. he sensed you are gone and was sad. The hole in my heart just gets bigger and my life more empty. I need to see you, touch and kiss your sweet face. Say a prayer for me baby boy, I hurt so much. I LOVE YOU. Good morning my LOVE. Today will be day 13 and the pain and heart ache at losing you continues. I took a drive with you already this morning to the groomers, just a memory drive for us. I am so alone without you. Have a good day...and think of me. I LOVE YOU! Day 14, things are not getting any easier, my heart aches so much for you, I carry your picture with me everywhere, even sleep with it. I just want to hold you again, gaze into those beautiful eyes and kiss your face. Come to me My Love.. I need you. I LOVE YOU. Almost day 15, yesterday was very hard, it would have been your grooming day, I we drove over to the shop and met Sandy, did our walk but then left, I think I felt you wondering why your weren't getting your bath.. you seemed to be so hurt that I drove by a second time, but did not stop. I tried to explain, Last night again I think I felt you, it made me so happy to think you haven't left me. I MISS you so much. I LOVE YOU and will NEVER stop. Kisses, Hugs and belly rubs. Good morning my LOVE. Today will be day 16 since you left me.The days are not getting any easier but seem to be getting longer. I hope you and my brother have found each other and are playing Frisbee or taking walks. I don't want to think of you alone, I am still here listening, watching, LOVING and MISSING you. I LOVE YOU my FUR ANGEL. Good Morning Baby Boy.. today will be day 17, and each day seems longer than the others. I don't want to do anything or go anywhere, just stay home with your pictures, and my memories. Just to touch and Kiss you again would so lift my heart but that is impossible. Please come to me in my sleep, I MISS you so MUCH, you took my heart with you when your died, it is yours to keep forever. I LOVE YOU. Good morning my LOVE, it's the morning of day 18. The days and nights are not getting easier, I miss you so much. I just NEED to know that you are OK. Well I lied there there is a lot I want and need (hug you, kiss your handsome face, look into those eyes, tell you I LOVE YOU but none of that can happen right now. I LOVE YOU so much and I hurt so much since you left me. I wish I could feel you near me, but perhaps my grief is to deep.. I don't know..have a wonderful day. You are ALWAYS in my heart and mind...NEVER to Be Forgotten and always LOVED. Hello my LOVE.. Today will be day 19. We have never been apart this long. I hope you have found some friends human and animal I don't want to think of you alone and sad like I am. I only want you. As the song says I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Sending you ALL my LOVE and KISSES. Thank you GOD for my Fur Angel and the almost 10 years we had together.. please love him and keep him safe for me. Good morning my LOVE. Today will be day 20 and my pain and sadness just increases. I think of you all the time, remembering silly things you would do, your sweet kisses your loving eyes, our car rides, sitting on the couch together, the way you would run to my office in the morning because you knew you would get your treats. You didn't act sick I knew you had a heart condition but you were doing great so I don't know why you just dropped dead that day, I MISS YOU so much and will LOVE YOU ALWAYS. Think of me LOVE and come visit me.. I MISS YOU. Good morning Love Bug. Today is Day 21. This time three weeks ago you were still here with me, I still can't accept that you are gone and that I can never touch your handsome head and gaze into those big brown eyes. I met Sandy at the grooming salon again, this was your weekly bath day, you don't understand why you are not staying for your bath. I feel you more there than I do at home, you loved your grooming days. Come visit me MY LOVE... I MISS YOU so much and will LOVE YOU FOREVER. Good morning MY LOVE. Today will be day 22, and things are not getting any better for me. I miss you so much, the house is empty and I an all alone without you. I sincerely hope you have found friends and my family to keep you safe and happy. I want to be with you so much but can't. Please send me some sign that you are still with me.. I NEED YOU! LOVING YOU ALWAYS MY HANDSOME BABY BOY..Good Morning MY LOVE, today will be day 23, it is getting harder to want to do anything except hold your picture and cry, nothing matters to me anymore. I have few real friends and cannot keep leaning on them..so I am all alone. I MISS YOU so much. I Hope you have found my family and are making new friends I don't want to think of you as sad as I am. I pray that I can come join you soon but that is in God's hands not mine. I LOVE YOU my Handsome Baby Boy. ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS. Please find a way to let me know you are near.. I NEED YOU You ARE MY EVERYTHING. Good Morning LOVE...I hope you had a good day yesterday. Today will be day 24 and I hurt more than I could have imagined. I MISS you so much. I want to look into your beautiful brown eyes... KISS you, rub your ears, scratch your chin but I can't so I hold your picture close and pretend you are here with me. You didn't even act sick that day. You were happy and active, then it all changed in only a few min. I will never be able to forget those three painful yelps you cried out just before you died. Watch over me LOVE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH and NEED YOU. All my LOVE ALWAYS. Good Morning LOVE... Today will be day 25. My heart is broken and aches so much for you. Is your spirit here with me? Tell me how to find it, feel it. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! I left you an Ottoman today, I know how you liked to lie on the one here, I hope it is comfortable. I LOVE YOU.. ALWAYS WILL. Please let you know you are still here with me. HUGS and KISSES. Good Morning Baby Boy... I hope you had a good day yesterday, and that you have fun today. Today will be day 26 and I am sorry but I am still so sad and lonely without you. I don't want to think of you being sad, I want to think of you with Jinx, Mom, Dad etc.. I had been praying to Jinx to take care of you when you got to heaven after your diagnosis last year, I am sure he is happy to have a puppy, he never had one before. But now who can \ will take care of me? You were MY LOVE, MY LIFE you still are, I just can't touch you anymore. Your pictures are all around me and I kiss and touch them all day, I sleep with one too because you always slept with me. I'm sorry my tears are making your beautiful coat wet...BIG HUGS and KISSES MY LOVE. Have fun today... and let you know your are near if you can.... ALWAYS LOVING YOU! Good Morning my handsome boy.. today will be day 27, my heart is so broken without you, the house is so empty and I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I hope my family is giving you lots of LOVE and KISSES. I hope you know that many are from me. I carry your picture and pillow with me everywhere and kiss them often, probably sounds silly but who cares, I kissed you often. I saw a poem the other day.. the last sentence is My Heart will Always Wear the paw prints left by you. LOVE, HUGS and 1000 KISSES. Good morning Love Bug.. today will be day 28, 4 long weeks. I Miss you so MUCH, I don't know what to do with myself, and to be honest don't want to do anything, but I do still take you for our daily car ride.. I put a picture of you in your seat and your pillow and off we go to wherever feels right. You come with me everywhere now, I can put your picture in my purse and never have to leave you in the car anymore.. sounds silly I suppose but I had to let your body go, but cannot let your spirit go. Dreaming of giving Treats, Kisses, Hugs, Brushing and Long Walks today and always. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS xoxoxox. Good Morning LOVE BUG...Today will be day 29, I have 50 min left 29 days ago before you died. I made you a memorial present yesterday, I put it in the family room so I can always see it. I also got my locket that says Always in My Heart. I am going to put some of your hair in it, I don't want to separate any part of your ashes. My HEART IS so BROKEN with your passing, I just don't know what to do, we did EVERYTHING TOGETHER...your were my constant companion, my co-pilot, my FOREVER LOVE. Please ask all the puppies, kittens etc in HEAVEN to pray for the people in Florida today, they will need every-ones prayers. Come visit me... I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I will LOVE YOU ALWAYS. Sending your HUGS, KISSES and my ETERNAL LOVE. Good Morning LOVE BUG. Today will be day 30. One month ago at this time your were still alive, then that all changed at 9:41 AM. I look at the clock multiple times a day and calculate the days, hours, minutes you have been away from me. It seems like forever and I don't know how I can go on for months and years without you. I took you for an early ride this morning, you seemed to want to go, you loved your car rides. We'll go for another one later today, I promise. Have a good day and send your love and kisses my way. I MISS YOU so MUCH the pain and emptiness never go away. HUGS, SCRATCHES and KISSES from your Loving MOM. Good morning Love, today will be day 31. I hope you had a good day yesterday... as usual I melted down about 3 - 4 times, I can't forget you dying in front of me, and then your sweet handsome body that I lay next to for 4 1/2 hours. I want to be with you my life is empty without you. Please come visit me and let me know you are OK.. I know I am being selfish by being this sad but you are all I had in my life and I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Hope you have a good day and think of me. I LOVE YOU ANDY ... HUGS and KISSES Hello my Love. It's your sad Mommy again. It's almost day 32, you have been gone for over a month now. The days are not getting any easier and I don't know how to make them easier, to be selfish I don't want to. I feel like I would be betraying you if I stopped missing you so much. You were such a good boy.. so loving, so silly. I loved our routines, you had me wrapped around your paws, there wasn't anything I wouldn't do for you. If I could pull you back from Heaven I would, but I can't so until I get there, please keep loving me as I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Hugs, kisses and belly rubs from your loving MOMMY. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!!! Good Morning my Handsome Andy... almost day 33 I left you a pillow and blanket today, it is getting colder and I know how you LOVED your Blankets. You came to me this morning, I was not asleep but every time I closed my eyes I saw you Golden face and big brown eyes, Thank You! I miss you so much. It is still so hard to get through the day without you, I just want to hug, hold and kiss you again. I HURT LOVE BUG, I Miss you SO MUCH. Please keep coming to me.. I need you. Tears still (sorry), HUGS, KISSES and Belly Rubs. Your loving Mommy. Good Morning LOVE BUG.. almost day 34, so many days since I was last able to KISS and HUG you... My Heart still hurts so much, I just want to be with you again and I tell GOD everyday that I want to come HOME to you (and of course HIM). My life is nothing without you, everyday is empty and everyday I cry a bucket of tears. I left you a bowl of food this morning, it isn't your favorite, Chicken, but it can be anything if you want it to be, you are in Heaven... where dreams and wishes are possible. Wish for me to come join you, dream of me.. I LOVE YOU.. All my LOVE.. ALWAYS. HUGS and KISSES your heartbroken MOMMY. Good Morning ANDY.. Today will be day 35 since you left me. I hope you had a good day yesterday, wish I knew what you do all day, but guess that will have to wait until I can be with you again in Heaven. My days are still so sad without you, you are my LOVE, my partner in crime, my co-pilot on our car rides, yes we still do our rides but it isn't the same, I want you to tap my arm like you used to do when you wanted me to scratch you, you loved our car rides which I promised to take you one everyday after your heart diagnosis.. and I never missed a day in almost a year. I want to kiss you and hug you again... my heart is so broken ... please ask GOD for me to come home to you and HIM.. I NEED YOU. 1000 KISSES, HUGS and Belly Rubs... your LOVING and Broken Hearted MOMMY. Good morning my Angel Boy.. Today will be day 36 and I still cry all the time.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I carry your picture with me everywhere... in the house, car, store, wherever I go you still go with me. I LOVE YOU.. and want to be with you again.. for eternity. Please come visit me like you did a few days ago, when I saw your beautiful face... I need to feel you near me. The car rides are not the same, but we still take them even if we have nowhere to really go. Please ask GOD to bring your MOMMY home.. I NEED TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN. ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. Good morning Baby Boy, my Angel Boy now. day 37 since we were parted, yesterday was another bad day, I couldn't stop crying, I just NEED to be with you. I LOVE you so much.. and MISS you every minute of the day. I hope you are OK, that GOD and my family are taking care of you, that you found Molly so have a friend you know with you.. come visit me.. I thought you were trying this morning, I saw golden flashes of your beautiful face, those make me smile for a little bit so please keep visiting.. have a good day MY LOVE... I hope to get to you soon, so please keep asking GOD to bring your MOM HOME to you. You are with me always.. in thoughts, pictures and memories. I LOVE YOU, KISSES and HUGS... and ALWAYS Belly Rubs. Hello MY LOVE... today will be day 38.. Yesterday was a very bad day. Again I could not stop crying.. the word NEVER got stuck in my head, I can never pet you again, feed you, brush you, kiss you, take you for a walk etc.. I don't know why that word hit me so hard yesterday but it did. I feel like my heart has been ripped out, I LOVE YOU... and just want to see you again...be with you. Pray for me my Angel Boy.. and come visit me if you can. You were my best friend and constant companion for almost 10 years... and then you were gone. I LOVE YOU SO... ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. Good morning LOVE BUG... today will be day 39 that we are apart. I wish I could say the days are getting easier, but it doesn't feel that way.. Mornings are the hardest because i have to look at another day without you. I MISS YOU so much... and LOVE YOU with all my heart. Please visit me in spirit and let me know you are OK... I want so much to be with you.. to HUG and KISS you again... My heart is so broken without you.. Please ask GOD to let me come home to be with you and HIM... ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS.. KISSES, HUGS and Belly Rubs... your heartbroken MOMMY. Hello Baby Boy, today will be day 40, almost 6 weeks that we have been apart. This house is not the same without you, it is so empty. I miss you following me from room to room, never wanting to be apart, but now we are apart, and my heart is so broken. I want to take you on walks again, give you treats, kiss you and hug you but I can't. What am I going to do without you, the thought of years apart is heart wrenching.. Please as GOD to let me come home to HIM and you... and please in any small way let me know you are still with me. ALL my LOVE ALWAYS.. KISSES and HUGS from your MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, today will be day 41. I don't know what to do with my days anymore, you are not here and you were my constant companion. I carry your picture from room to room, take it for our daily car rides, take it on our walks, but it isn't you. I MISS YOU so much.. I want to look into those big trusting brown eyes again, KISS your sweet face, scratch your chin, hug you,... do all the things you and I loved... but I can't and I can't get over this grief. Please come visit and let me know you are still near me I NEED you SO MUCH and I want to be with you. Please ask GOD to help me... I am so sad. KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS..Your ALWAYS LOVING MOMMY. Good morning my LOVE.. today marks 6 weeks since you left me, 42 long days, I keep doing our routines, walks car rides, sitting on the couch, taking you to bed each night. Yes it is only your picture now, but I need you near, being away even from your picture hurts so bad. I tried so hard to keep us together, all those pills, and never expected you to die so suddenly, totally without warning. I hurt baby boy, I miss you so much and don't know what to do with this heartbreaking grief. Please give me a sign that you are by my side still, I NEED you. I LOVE YOU ANDY.. with all my heart. HUGS, KISSES and Belly Rubs. Your FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE... today is day 43, so many days and nights have now passed since I was last able to hug and kiss you... you are never out of my thoughts and you will always be in my heart. I LOVE YOU and miss you more each day, the pain and memory of losing you never goes away.. My heart hurts and I feel so empty without you. I don't want to go through life without you but that isn't my choice, but maybe if you keep asking GOD to bring your MOMMY home maybe I can get there sooner than later. You stole my heart, and it is yours to keep. ALL MY LOVE, KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS, your FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Hello my LOVE BUG.. today will be day 44, six weeks and two days and I miss you more each day, the memory of the morning you died is still so fresh in my mind, those three painful yelps, I wish I could have taken that pain away, but it was short lived, you died so quickly, I MISS YOU so much, I really don't know how to live without you, and not sure I want to but I can't do anything... except wait for GOD to call me home so I can be with you for eternity. Please keep trying to let me know you are near me.. I NEED YOU so much...and LOVE YOU with all my heart. Sending you all my LOVE, and hundreds of KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS.. I LOVE YOU ANDY and ALWAYS will. Good Morning MY LOVE.. today will be day 45.. so many days that I have not been able to touch you, kiss you, hug you. I hope you are not as lost and sad as I am.. Teach everyone how and where you liked to be scratched, and make sure they brush you, you loved looking so handsome. You are my Forever LOVE, my BEST FRIEND and Constant Companion. I miss you so much and I can't seem to heal my broken heart, perhaps in time but I am selfish and want to be with you, I know that would heal my broken heart. I will NEVER FORGET YOU. sending you HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY The days are mounting up, today will be day 46 that we are apart. I MISS you SO MUCH, I cry most of the day and I look at and carry your picture with me always. I want to be with you you much, my life is empty without you. I try to still do the things we did together, walks, car rides, I am even still putting fresh water out for you, I don't know how to stop, I know I am just pretending, but in some small way it makes me feel better, so it can't be all wrong. I want to be with you again, but I need to wait for GOD to make that decision.. so please wait for me, you will be my very first stop when I get to HEAVEN, and then we will never be parted again, I PROMISE.. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY. KISSES,HUGS, and LOTS of BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning my Handsome Boy. Today will be day 47, my heart is so broken and I MISS YOU so much. I think about you always and wonder what you are doing, as for me I just keep crying and watching re-runs on TV to try to occupy my mind and I look at and kiss your pictures constantly. I think I sometimes feel you near me, on our car rides and on our walks but it isn't the same. I want to laugh again at your silliness, to look into the trusting brown eyes, to KISS YOU and HUG YOU. YOU are my BABY BOY, I tried to keep us together, I thought we were doing so well, the day you died I had no warning or clue, you came home happy and seemingly healthy and then just dropped dead. I still remember those heart wrenching moments. I would be lying if I said I just want one more kiss or hug.. I want a lifetime more of them, but now have to wait until GOD calls me to Heaven then we can have an eternity of them... Until then MY LOVE... Know that my heart belongs to you. As always, KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS. I LOVE YOU.. your LOVING MOMMY. Good morning my LOVE, Today will be day 48.. so many days since I was last able to touch you, kiss and hug you. Life isn't the same without you, I am trying to get through this but my heart is still in pieces. Be patient with me Angel Boy, I know you don't like to see me sad. We are about to go on our car ride, you so loved them, you would go spinning around and run to the front door as soon as I picked up my keys and purse. It didn't matter where we went, just as long as we had our daily car ride. Thank you for the feather on the lawn this morning. I play a game in my head that the feathers I find are from your Angel Wings, and you are dropping them to make me smile and they do make me smile at least for a little while. Have a good day MY LOVE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH Sending you lots of HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Today will be day 49, and marks 7 weeks since you left me in God's loving arms. As usual we went to the groomers this morning, took our walk around the block with Sandy but then we left. Your spirit, picture and I got back in the car and came home. No more baths and scrubbies for you, your beautiful body isn't here anymore to wash and brush. I loved brushing you and you loved being brushed. I MISS YOU so MUCH.. I wanted more time with you but GOD had other plans. My heart is still in pieces I want you home with me or I want to be HOME with you in HEAVEN. Please tell GOD you miss me and you want your MOMMY with you in HEAVEN. I have nothing here to keep me but GOD has to call me home. I LOVE YOU my ANGEL BOY, my BABY BOY.. please let me know you are with me still... I NEED YOU. Sending you a million KISSES, HUGS, and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning my LOVE, today is day 50, and my heart still aches for you every minute of the day, I MISS YOU so much, and I want so much to again KISS and HUG you, Brush you and look into those loving, trusting brown eyes. I know you Loved Me and I feel like I failed you at the end.. you died so fast, one minute you were here, then you were gone. I want you back but since that cannot happen I want to be with you in Heaven... please ask GOD to let me come HOME to you... until then, please come visit me, let me know you are still with me and that I am not alone. My heart hurts so bad..you took it with you when you died.. now I just need the rest of me to follow so we can be together for eternity. As always.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS...your LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning BABY BOY, today is day 51 and I am still so lost without you. I carry your picture and pillow with me everywhere, I am constantly kissing your picture and the pictures I have of you on my phone. I don't know what to do without you, you were and still are my everything, the Love of My Life and I don't know how to have a life without you. Please come visit me, let me know you are still near I MISS YOU SO MUCH ANDY.. and LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART or what's left of it.. most of it you took with you when you died, and it is yours to keep. Think of me... I am always thinking of you. As Always, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS... Your LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, today is day 52 and I still MISS YOU SO MUCH...I walk around lost, with no purpose. I miss watching your cute butt trotting down the street, miss feeding you, miss the water bowl looks (and yes I still fill them with fresh water each day). I want to be with you again... You are still and ALWAYS WILL BE my BABY BOY. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS... Your LOVING MOMMY. Hello my ANGEL BOY.. Have I told you recently how much I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU? Today will be day 53 and my heart is still in pieces. I try to remember, imagine and see the little things you would do everyday, how you would come in and jump on the ottoman, how you would wait in the entry when I went out to water or get the mail, your favorite spots to pee and poop, the little flip of your head on our walks where you needed to make sure I was still there, those beautiful brown that would always look for me. I'm right here BABY BOY and I hope you can see me, not my tears, but how much I STILL LOVE YOU and ALWAYS WILL. Have a good day MY LOVE. HUGS, KISSES, BELLY RUBS and yes TEARS... YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning LOVE BUG.. Today will be day 54, almost 8 weeks since you left me. We just got back from one of our daily car rides, they aren't the same without you but I have your pillow and picture, I talk to you, but I want to scratch you, brush you and at stop lights smother you with kisses. I am so lonely without you, my life is so empty, I am trying but you were my best friend, constant companion and TRUE LOVE, and you still are, only now it is only in spirit and I am not sure I feel even that. I keep praying to feel you near, but maybe my grief is still to intense for me to feel that yet. I do remember and imagine funny things you did on our walks or in the house, and they make me smile but I still WANT and NEED YOU. Someday I will come to you in HEAVEN and we can be together FOREVER... ALL MY LOVE, KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY, Good Morning MY LOVE... another day, this one will be day 55. This time 55 days ago you were still alive, neither of us knew we had less than an hour left in your life, less than an hour to be together. That day is still etched in my mind and heart.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I really don't know what to do without you. You were my happiness, you made me smile with your silliness, and now all I do is cry. The walks and car rides aren't the same, the days are all messed up because you are not here with me, our routines and broken like my heart. Please let me know you are near, maybe the feather I found on the lawn this morning was a sign from you, I am playing mind games believing it was. Have a good day BABY BOY, dream of us together and maybe soon we will again be together. HUGS, KISSES, BELLY RUBS.. and CHIN SCRATCHES..Thinking of you ALWAYS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY Good morning my Handsome ANGEL BOY Today is day 56, 8 LONG weeks since GOD took you HOME. At this time, 8:40 AM 8 weeks ago you were still alive but you had only one more hour to live.. we didn't know, we had no warning, but at 9:41 AM on 9/11/18 you were gone and all I had left was your beautiful body and my memories. I think my heart hurts more now, I was in shock that day but the never ending loneliness and emptiness of my life and the house without never goes away and just keeps getting worse. I just want to hug and kiss you again, kissing your pictures isn't the same. I MISS YOU BABY BOY, so VERY VERY MUCH!! PLEASE come visit me... I NEED YOU. ALL MY LOVE.. and as always HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE. Today is day 57 since we were parted. Such a long time, with no end in sight when I can again look into your beautiful eyes, hug and kiss you again. Your picture on our car rides is not the same as having you with me. You always wanted the window down so you could put your head out, the wind whipping through your hair was beautiful. What do you do with your days, mine still have a lot of crying in them. I'm sorry I am so sad but I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Please come visit me I can't stand not having you with me in my life. I HURT BABY BOY and only YOU can make me feel better. Have a good day MY LOVE.. HUGS, KISSES, BELLY RUBS and CHIN SCRATCHES.. YOUR SAD LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning LOVE BUG, Today is day 58 and I'm afraid I am having another melt-down, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, my life and this house are so empty without you. I look for you everywhere, still talk to you, I carry your picture with me from room to room because you would always follow me.. Why did GOD have to take you so soon, I wanted more time, but time was not on our side with your bad heart, but you were doing so well.. I had no clue you would die that day, I still relive it in my mind, my utter shock at what happened and now the never ending sadness because you are no longer here with me. Come give me a gentle kiss so I know you are here with me still.... It won't be the same as all of you being here, but it will help (I think). Have a good day MY LOVE... HUGS, KISSES, BELLY RUBS and CHIN SCRATCHES,, YOUR ALWAYS and FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, today is day 59, 1414 hours, 84,960 minutes that we've been apart. We went for a car ride already and I reached up to straighten your heart locket on my rear view mirror, the tuft of your hair wrapped around the locket was warm and I just started crying. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I NEED YOU but I don't know how to find you. You were my everything, my only LOVE. We did everything together and were seldom apart and now I am all alone and so very sad. I constantly look at your pictures, they give me some comfort but they too make me cry because I want YOU, to HUG YOU, Kiss YOU, Scratch your chin and butt.. I wasn't ready for you to leave me, but truthfully I would never have been ready so I guess the timing doesn't matter. Please try to send me a sign that you are still with me in spirit. Have a good day MY LOVE.. YOUR ALWAYS LOVING MOMMY. Sending your KISSES, HUGS, BELLY RUBS and CHIN SCRATCHES. I LOVE YOU!!! Good Morning BABY BOY how are you doing today? We are at day 60 today. I never knew I had so many tears, I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU so MUCH I just can't seem to stop crying but I am trying to smile some to.. remembering the silly things you would do, how you would look at me so lovingly (that one makes me cry) how you would follow me everywhere. I can sort of see you in my memory on our walks, see you walking in front of me and your cute little butt... is that YOU.. are you letting me know YOU are here with me still? I will keep trying to see \ hear you, and you please keep trying to tell me you are here with me still. I LOVE YOU.. KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY Hello MY LOVE.. today is day 61, two months since your had to leave me and my tears continue, I MISS YOU so VERY MUCH. Nothing is the same without you, the house is so empty, our car rides with only your picture just aren't the same, our walks I think I see you in my memory but I want YOU. I want to HUG you, look into those beautiful brown eyes, KISS your sweet face, brush you. I WANT my BABY BOY back or I want to be with you. My life was forever altered when you left me. Please let me know you are still here with me in some fashion, I am so sad without you, I'm sorry but you were\are my life and I LOVE YOU so much. I hope you have made friends in Heaven and that Jinx is taking good care of you. Think of me BABY BOY, and send your LOVE to me. Sending you ALL MY LOVE as well as HUGS, KISSES, BELLY RUBS and CHIN SCRATCHES.. Your FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning my LOVE BUG, today is day 62, I can't believe it has been that long and I can't bear the additional day's, weeks, months and probably years still in front of me. They say that when we meet again it will only seem like a short time for you, but not so for me. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH. You were my life, my constant companion and BEST FRIEND, MY EVERYTHING and now I am all alone and my heart is in pieces. I just want to see you again, to KISS and LOVE you, to look into those beautiful brown eyes. You were MY BABY BOY. Please visit me, let me know you are still here with me, I NEED YOU. Sending you ALL MY LOVE.. along with HUGS, KISSES, BELLY RUBS and CHIN SCRATCHES.. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, today is day 63, to many days since I was last able to HUG and KISS you my HANDSOME BOY. I don't know what to do with myself, I just sit around and cry, watch re-runs on TV or take your picture for car rides that you loved so much. Your picture goes everywhere with me, I carry it from room to room just like you used to follow me. I hold it close when I am sitting on the couch and even sleep with it but I can't snuggle with it like I could with you. I MISS YOU MY LOVE,!!! Please visit me in some small way so I know your still with me in spirit. Until we meet again, which I hope will be soon, ALL MY LOVE, HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, today is day 64 and my heart is still in pieces, you took at least half of it with you when you went to HEAVEN, and it was yours to take, you could have taken it all and me with it, I want to be with you again BABY BOY, I don't know what to do with my days without you. You were my constant companion almost 24\7 for the last 6 years, and now all I have are your pictures and your beds, blankets, toys, food and my memories. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU, I hope you are OK and I hope I can be with you again very soon. Have a good day MY LOVE.. sending you HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, your FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning BABY BOY, today is day 65 and I miss you as much now as on the day you died. I know I am sounding like a broken record but YOU WERE MY LIFE and I don't know what to do without you. My HANDSOME BOY, I look at your pictures constantly, kiss them, scratch them in the hope that you feel me and know I am still with you. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH and wish I could be with you, hopefully GOD hears both of us and will bring us together again sooner than later. The thought of years apart is heart wrenching. I want to KISS, and HUG you again, take YOU for car rides, and walks, or just lounge on the couch together doing nothing. I MISS YOU. Sending you KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS. ALL MY LOVE... YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Hello MY LOVE, day 66 and it still feels like day 1. I MISS YOU so much, my heart is so broken and I have this hollow empty feeling in my stomach, I don't want to eat because I would always share what I was eating with you, just a little bite here and there, especially if I was eating chicken. Do you miss me too, can you see me, hear me? I don't want to do anything except what we used to do together, a car ride or a short walk with your pictures. I MISS YOU MY BABY BOY, please let me know you are near me.. I LOVE YOU.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 67, almost 10 weeks. Being apart from you is so hard, I think of you constantly, cry much of the day because I MISS YOU SO MUCH, carry your picture from room to room so I can pretend you are still here with me, but it isn't working, I can't touch you, hug you, kiss you. I pretend that I can see you or a shadow of you on our walks, pretend I can see your cute butt trotting down the sidewalk... but when we get home the house is empty. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY, sending you ALL MY LOVE and a million HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Hello MY LOVE, day 68. I am sounding like a broken record but I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I want you back but that isn't possible. I wanted more time with you, I wanted you with me forever. I don't care about anything anymore you were my LOVE, you were my everything and you still are, but I can't see you, hug \ kiss you anymore. Please let me know you are still with me and LOVE ME still. YOU are my EVERYTHING. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Hello MY LOVE BUG, day 69 which means tomorrow will be 7 weeks since GOD took you to HEAVEN. The pain and loneliness are not getting any better, I still cry all the time I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I still take you on our morning walks but am sure I am a sad looking person walking slowly with just your picture and pillow. I want YOU, want to touch you, hug you and take YOU on our walks and car rides, not just your picture and pillow. Have a good day MY LOVE, think of me and let me know you are still here with me. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and MISS YOU! HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, YOUR ALWAYS and FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, today is day 70, 10 long weeks we've been apart. I MISS YOU so MUCH, this house is so empty without you. You used to follow me everywhere, you never wanted to be out of your sight, which was fine because I never wanted you out of my sight. You were my SON and still are but now I can only write to you, cry over your pictures and remember the years we had together, that is all I have left BABY BOY, memories.. but I WANT YOU, I want to kiss and hug you, snuggle on the couch, hear you dreaming in the middle of the night..why did you have to leave me so soon, I wanted more time. I LOVE YOU and ALWAYS WILL. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS, your ALWAYS and FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning my HANDSOME BOY, day 71. they keep adding up and with each passing day the emptiness in my heart and this house continues to grow. I know I have said this before but you were and still are my EVERYTHING, without you I have nothing. Nothing to make me smile, to make me laugh, nothing to LOVE, HUG, KISS, my heart hurts so much. I LOVE YOU and ALWAYS will. Have a good day LOVE BUG and send your LOVE to ME. Sending you HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 72. It's Thanksgiving day but we are not dong anything or going anywhere, no turkey or ham this year, you are not here to share it with me, Christmas will probably be the same, I don't have anything to celebrate and no one to share it with anymore. Have I told you that I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH you were my life and now I don't feel like I have one anymore. I want you back!!! Please come sit on the couch me today, let me know you are here still in spirit I NEED YOU! Sending you ALL MY LOVE and all the HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS you want. I LOVE YOU.. YOUR FOREVER LOVING YOU MOMMY. Good Morning my Baby Boy, day 73 and my sadness and tears won't go away. I don't want to be here without you, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! I didn't do anything or see anyone yesterday for Thanksgiving, they would all be happy and enjoying the day, and I am just sad and lonely without you. They don't understand so it is just best that I stay away. I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL BOY. Please send me a sign that you are somehow still here with me. Sending you HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, today will be day 74 and I MISS YOU as much today as the first day. I so much want to HUG and KISS you but all I have left are your pictures, your pillow and your cremains house. My tears never seem to dry up, and my sadness doesn't go away, you are my BABY BOY and I was supposed to protect you so we could be together. I know that the thought of forever is not realistic but we didn't even make 10 years together. Think of me, and let me know you are still here with me. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS..YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning LOVE BUG, day 75 that is 75 days to long without you, You know how I hated to be away from you, we went everywhere together, and that is what makes you being forever gone so hard, that and the fact that I LOVE and MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I am not me without YOU, YOU completed me, YOU are my FOREVER LOVE. I hope you have a good day and that you send me a little message to let me know you are here with me still. I LOVE YOU.. HUGS< KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 76. Yesterday was not a good day, many melt-downs and lots of tears. Guess it is the upcoming Holidays without you that is fueling that in part. I won't be doing anything for Christmas, you,re not here to share it with me, so no decorations, no dinner, just your pictures and me. I MISS YOU SO MUCH and LOVE YOU EVEN MORE. I so much want to touch you again. Wishing you were here so I could give you all the HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS that I keep sending. Have a good day MY LOVE. Your FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Hello MY LOVE, today is day 77, 10 weeks that we have been apart and I miss you as much now as I did on the day you died. You are such a handsome boy, so happy, so wanting to please and so LOVING. I miss our cuddles on the couch, hearing you dream at night, watching your cute little butt walk down the street with me, I MISS EVERYTHING about you and ALL that we did together. If I could have any wish in the world it would be to turn back time so you would be a puppy again and then perhaps we could have 10 more years together. This house is not the same without you, my heart is not the same without YOU. I will LOVE and REMEMBER YOU FOREVER. Sending you HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS... YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, today is day 78. I just go through the motions every day now, not really doing anything, not interacting with anyone, I just want to be alone with my memories of us together. No one understands but I don't care, YOU WERE MY LIFE, YOU OWNED MY HEART and you took it with you when you died. I don't want it back, I just want to be with YOU again. I hope you are doing OK in HEAVEN, please ask GOD to let me come HOME to be with you and HIM. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY, and I ALWAYS WILL!! HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 79. Yesterday was not a good day, I had many many meltdowns and just couldn't stop crying. I MISS YOU SO MUCH and HURT SO MUCH STILL. I've been thinking about getting another dog, but I remember how much you didn't like other dogs near me and I feel like I would be disloyal to you, besides ALL MY LOVE is yours so not sure I would have any for another dog, and you were so perfect, no other dog could even begin to measure up. I did try to find one that was born on the day you died, looking for a sign but never found one. Please send me a sign that you are still here with me. I MISS YOU BABY BOY and I LOVE YOU and ALWAYS WILL. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 80, to many lonely and empty days where I have longed to hug and kiss YOU, take YOU for a car ride, brush you, feed you but I can't and that hurts me so much, I MISS YOU so much. I looked at another puppy yesterday but I feel like you aren't ready to share me, but to be honest I am not ready to let go of you. So I guess we just have each other, but in reality we don't, we only have our memories. I have so many good ones of you, us but they are only memories. You took my heart with you and for now I just don't have one that I can give to anyone or anything. Thinking of you ALWAYS,LOVING YOU ALWAYS. KISSES, HUGS and BELLY RUBS. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 81. Yesterday was not a good day, I cried, stressed, worried but with your help I made a decision to get a new puppy. I will need your help to teach her to be as wonderful as you were. She cannot take your place but she can bring a little happiness into my life. I MISS YOU so much, YOU were and ALWAYS WILL be the LOVE OF MY LIFE. Watch over me my ANGEL, let me know you are here, some small gesture, I NEED to know that I have not LOST YOU. I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and lots of BELLY RUBS. YOUR FOREVER LOVING YOU MOMMY. Good Morning MY LOVE, day 82, I feel like you are sad and disappointed in me because of the new puppy that I will be bringing home. Please don't leave me or stop loving me because of this decision, I couldn't bear that, YOU ARE MY LOVE, and maybe I will come to love her someday like I LOVE YOU but she is not going to replace you in my heart or mind. YOU ARE MY BABY BOY, my ONE TRUE LOVE please know that.. I will never leave YOU. I MISS YOU so much, hopefully this little girl can help me smile again and not cry as much. I WANT YOU BACK, my perfect HANDSOME BABY BOY or I want to come be with you but GOD hasn't made that happen. I would love to hug, kiss and scratch you, take you, not just your picture on our car rides or walks, sit on the couch with you, do all the things we used to do.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Please let me know you are OK and not mad at me I NEED to know that I have not LOST YOU. I LOVE YOU and ALWAYS WILL. HUGS, KISSES and lots of BELLY RUBS. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good Morning BABY BOY, day 83, to many days that we have been apart. A week from tomorrow will be three LONG months. How are you doing, is my brother taking good care of you, have you found Molly again. I MISS YOU and LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Please help me raise this new puppy I will need all the help you can give, because YOU helped me raise YOU. You will ALWAYS have my heart, will ALWAYS be in my heart and mind, I wish you were still here I WANT YOU BACK but I can only have you now in spirit. Please don't be mad at me about the puppy, I need something or someone to make me smile again, or at least try. I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL and ALWAYS WILL. HUGS, KISSES and BELL RUBS.. YOUR FOREVER and ALWAYS LOVING MOMMY. Good morning my BABY BOY, day 84, 11 weeks since GOD took you HOME. You are my LOVE, and I MISS YOU so much but today I am going to go pick up a new puppy, a little girl, had to be a girl because you are my one and only BABY BOY. I need your help with her, to teach her and take her under your paw and help her try to heal my broken heart. I hope I can learn to love her, but my heart still hurts so much from losing you... my LOVE BUG. Please let me know you are OK with this, I don't want to break your heart. I LOVE YOU.. and MISS YOU. Wishing you were here so I could give you in person all the HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS that I want to give you, but until I join you in HEAVEN I can only dream about touching and kissing you again. Have a good day MY LOVE. I NEED to know that I have not LOST YOU. I LOVE YOU. HUGS, KISSES and lots of BELLY RUBS. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 85 since you left me. I know you would have stayed forever if you could have, but neither of us had that power. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I picked up Gracie yesterday, I am sure you saw that, she cannot replace you or my everlasting LOVE for YOU, she can only try to make me smile and maybe fill some of the emptiness in my heart. You were so perfect, MY BABY BOY the LOVE OF MY LIFE I will LOVE YOU FOREVER and ALWAYS. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. Good morning BABY BOY, today is 86 days we have been apart, to many days and nights. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. You were the BEST little BOY ever I loved doing everything with you, spending all my time with you. I still cry everyday because I MISS YOU SO MUCH and LOVE YOU EVEN MORE. I will NEVER STOP LOVING YOU. Come visit me LOVE BUG so I know you are still with me in spirit. I NEED YOU and WANT YOU even if only in spirit, and please help me with this new little puppy, its been a long time, almost 10 years since I had a puppy and you were almost double this little one's age, so I need the help and guidance, we turned out OK. Sending you HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, today is day 87, coming up on three LONG months. I MISS YOU so much Still. I remember our drives, walks snuggling on the couch just watching TV, the way you would look at me each morning telling me you wanted fresh water (which I still change out every morning), the tap at your food bowl when you wanted dinner, the beautiful trusting looks at me telling me you would go anywhere and do anything with me. YOU ARE SO MUCH MY BABY BOY and you ALWAYS will be. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR FOREVER LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 88 and again I sit here crying while I am writing this note to you. Thank you for saying it was OK to get Gracie, she does make me laugh and smile, but in some ways she makes me miss you even more. I remember back when you were a puppy and your silliness, love and trust. I wish YOU could still be here with me, I just want to HUG and KISS you again. Please give me a sign you are still with me, I NEED to know I have NOT LOST YOU. I LOVE YOU.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 89. We have only two more days until we hit the three month mark. So very long to be apart, to not be able to see you, touch you, kiss and hug you. I hope you are OK, that my family is taking good care of you. I pray that in some small way a part of you is with me again in Gracie, she seems to have some of you silliness, especially with her paws. I hope part of you is back with me in her, I MISS YOU SO MUCH and LOVE YOU even more. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning LOVE BUG, day 90, tomorrow will be three months and I MISS YOU as much now as I did that first day, I so want to HUG an KISS you again, nothing will ever be able to take your place in my heart, YOU were my EVERYTHING. I hope in some small or big way you are still here with me, sometimes I try to tell myself that you are, but maybe that is just wishful thinking. I LOVE YOU.. Have a good day my BABY BOY, as the song says I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS.. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning my ANGEL BOY, day 91, three long months. I MISS YOU so much and LOVE YOU. I wish this was all just a bad dream and that I could wake up and you would be beside me again, but that's not possible. I NEED you, please let me know you are still with me in spirit, I cannot stand the idea that you are GONE which is why I carry your pillow and picture everywhere and still take you on car rides. I LOVE YOU.. and MISS YOU so much. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 92. Time has passed so quickly and yet on some days it seems like such a long time. I think of you ALWAYS and wish you were still here with me. You were such a GOOD BOY and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I so want to HUG and KISS you you again but for now I have to settle for kissing your pictures on my phone or the framed picture I carry with me everywhere. I hope you still LOVE ME, but I also hope that my family is giving you love so you do not feel lost. GOD has to call me home for us to be together so we both have to try to be patient. Until then I am sending you ALL MY LOVE and as usual HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Hello MY LOVE, day 93, I LOVE YOU. The words that I leave here all say the same thing, I LOVE and MISS YOU but that is the most important thing I want you to know! I am starting to run out of writing room so will need to archive off the earlier writings so I can keep saying hello on a daily basis but I was technically challenged when I last tried that, I will see if I can do a better job this time. Have a good day LOVE BUG, and think of me as I ALWAYS think of YOU. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 94 and my heart is still broken, YOU were the BEST BABY BOY EVER, you can never be replaced in my heart or my mind. I MISS YOU SO MUCH and want to HUG and KISS you, Brush you but I can't. Please let me know that you LOVE me still, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and ALWAYS WILL. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning MY LOVE, day 94 and I am still crying, I MISS YOU my perfect handsome BABY BOY. You will always be my BABY BOY, nothing will ever replace you in my heart and I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU! I hope you have a good day MY LOVE, think of me and let me know you are near me still.. HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY. Good morning my Handsome BOY. Today is day 95 and as usual I am sitting here crying as I write to you. Have I told you recently that I LOVE YOU, that you are my EVERYTHING and that I MISS YOU so very much. It's almost Christmas, this will be the first one in 10 years where we have not been together, you will not be here for my Birthday either this year. Why did you have to die so soon, I wanted \ needed more time. But then eternity is what I wanted and still want but I have to wait for that, GOD hasn't called me home yet. Wait for me MY LOVE, and please don't ever stop loving me, I will NEVER STOP LOVING YOU! HUGS, KISSES and BELLY RUBS. YOUR LOVING MOMMY.
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