You came to me and made me smile. I will always be so grateful for you my soft little baby mommy. I adored you. You were so independent but so loving at the same time. I remember so many times together when you would follow me around the house or climb up on the bed to get my attention. How I wish you were here now. I miss you so much Ali. |
I think about the day you first came to the doll store why you were like one of the stuffed animals in the shop. Your little attitude. I loved you from the moment I set eyes on you. You were so beautiful... Your big blue eyes like water balls. I miss you so much. You sure loved your catnip why just one word NIP and you came running.
The last day with you was so sad I was so anxious that I had to make that decision to let you go. Yet I saw you suffering. How I wish I could hold you forever in my arms. You were so soft so loving so perfect. Somedays I think I have a broken heart. My darling beautiful baby kitty is gone. You were so beautiful as I held you it was not horrible, it was not as bad as I thought it would be holding you in my arms as you passed because I could just sit there with you quietly. I did not want to put you in the box to bury you but I had to let you go. ..... Even now I wish I had you back in my arms. I will always be your mommy. Always.
We had so many years together. Sometimes you drove me crazy running out the back door or down the basement. You would come back up with spider webs in your whiskers and make me laugh. You waited at the door for me all the time, ,,,,,sometimes walking back in that door now knowing your not waiting for me anymore is heartbreaking.
You were so cute you patiently waited by your food dish in the bathroom. Here I was calling you Ali Ali Baby Mom come get the chicken , and then I would glance in the room and there you were waiting for your food. Waiting for me. You were always there waiting for me.
Stewie misses you terribly, him and I have cried together for many days. He is so sad. Stewie loved you also and I know you loved him too. I do not think him or I will ever be the same again ever since you are gone. You guys had the best life together. We all did. I was thinking yesterday how our last day in bed was, the three of us...... he loved to come and sit with you and me when you let him. He is so depressed. I worry about him now. I miss watching you both sleeping on the front couch together. I treasure my last photo of you and him on the chair in Deanna's room you put up with him next to you even though you did not feel good. Thank you for loving him.
But most of all my darling Ali thank you for loving me.... For making me smile after Grandma died for being my little Grandma Angel.
Oh my darling Ali it is almost a year that you have left us and I think of you always. Today we planted flowers in your garden space where you reside. We planted lavender and pink flowers that will bloom every spring. I also planted Forget Me Nots. I could never forget you my darling baby. I miss you.... I miss seeing you waiting by the front door when I come in. I miss your beautiful big blue eyes, I miss petting you I miss everything about you.
Tommorrow May 24 is now a year since you have left us. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about you. I still see you in my mind pstanding at the back door. I miss you so much I wish I could hold you again. I have a new kitten for Stewie to play with her name is Maisie. He missed you so much that we had to add a new member to our family. She will never replace the love I have for you Ali you are and will always be my darling love my sweet little white kitty with your beautiful big water ball blue eyes. I miss you I love you and I wish I could go back just one day to hold you in my arms again. Just one day but that is impossible. A year where did the time go it is like yesterday I still remember the day I had to leave you in our back yard in the beautiful place I made for you. There are angels all around you and I planted beautiful flowers there just a few days ago.
Stewie is better now he was so sad for so many months, he missed you so much so we got him a little sister her name is Maisie. She is a dear kitty but not you. She can never take your place but it took away some of my sadness. A kitty to hug but not you. I miss you I can hardly believe that you're gone a year.
Dearest Ali Well Stewie who adored you died on Nov 21 2014 only 18 months after you he was only 11 years old and I have been so so so SAD. It was really a shock but I know he is with you now so please take good care of him. I loved you both so much and I miss our life together you me and Stewie.
My Darling Alexis
So now there is Maisie my little girl and I got Edison my little Steiwie Angel boy about 8 weeks ago on March 4. I could not keep crying and being depressed I needed a baby to make me smile again. He is such a clown .......😜but darling Ali no cat could ever bring me the same joy that you and Stewie brought me.😻😻😻😻😻😻😻
May 25 2016,
My dear little Sweetest Ali Cat,
My Darling Alexis
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