From: Tamara Kelley|
Staci, I sent a poem to you from Stuttgart. I hope you find it comforting. To all of you:you are in my thoughts and have been everyday while I was traveling in Europe. Staci, I am so sorry that you are having such a difficult time. I am familiar with your intense grief, because Judith goes through the same devastation with the loss of her pets. If the two of you could talk, or chat, maybe you could receive comfort. She is already dreading Ashley's passing, because he is getting older, and so is Shy Ann. As for my boy, I still think of him everyday. When I look at certain pics we when were both so happy together, I still cry. But it feels good to me to cry for him. It is a release and a reconnection. I still want him back. We were always together, even took him to work at the ballet. He was special, like Truman. I wish I could have seen Truman before his passing. I love all of the pics you posted.I see all of the people who care. Take refuge and open yourself to all of the love.