Tori's Pet Memorial Guest Book at Rainbow Bridge

From: Mommy
On: 9/16/23

Hi my sweet Girl, I love & miss you so! Things are pretty weird now where I'm living. I don't feel comfortable at all here. I was accused of being some pretty terrible things. I'm definitely not perfect but, I have never been told I was any of those things in my whole entire life. I don't like conflict & I'm not too good at asserting myself so, I'll probably just roll over & feel bad about myself. You won't be happy to hear that I haven't eaten for 2 days. Frankie got some stronger medication for his allergies after his vet visit but, it was making him sick. I called vet & she said to stop & go back to the OTC meds. Poor little boy! I think of you every single day & wish I could hold you again!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 8/20/23

Hi Little Girl, I love you so 3x!!!! Happy 19 year Anniversary! On this date 19 years ago, you entered my life & I've never been the same. What joy & beauty you brought into my life. You & I were( and still are) kindred spirits. I miss you more than words can say. Life is kind of meaningless without you!!!!! And, you know since RM disappeared & now LiLi is gone,I just don't care too much anymore. I feel like I am a terrible Mom to Secret. And, I love Frankie but, he drives me crazy. I don't know why I'm here. I'd really rather be with you! Anyway, Happy Anniversary!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 7/20/23

Hi Sweet Tori, I love you so 3x!!! I feel so sad without LiLi here. I don't know why this had to happen. She didn't even get to be at her new home for a year. I feel like she was really becoming herself---more relaxed & playful,talking to me more, looking out the window, & laying on her back. Now she's gone. It's really unfair & I'm sad & angry!!! I miss you so much, too!!! My 2 little girls gone now. My heart is completely broken. I hope you both will wait for me. Can't wait to be reunited! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 7/11/23

Hi Little Girl, I love you so 3x!!! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you! The figurine I got you with the angel holding a gray cat finally came so, I have it next to your urn on your pillow next to me. I really like it & hope you do, too! The rainbow colored heart pendant with a paw print on it for ashes came as well. It's really nice. I put some of you & LiLi in there so, now I carry the both of you with me everywhere I go. I miss you more than you'll ever know, Tor!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 7/2/23

Hi Tor, I love you so 3x! Miss you so 3x, too! It's your Mommy's birthday today so, Happy Birthday to me!!! :) 59 years old.......Good Lord! Wish you were here to celebrate with me! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 6/29/23

Hi Sweet Girl, I love you so!!! LiLi's memorial stone just got delivered so, it's in the garden near yours. It came out really nice. I bawled my eyes out but, that's pretty much the norm for me! Take care of each other!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 6/14/23

Hi Tor, I love you so! I'm really missing you & LiLi so much tonight. I just read some old emails from RJM & that really made me feel super sad. I don't know why he just disappeared without a trace but, it was awful & mean & really hurtful. My heart is still destroyed by it. I just don't get it. I thought I finally found my person but, apparently not. I won't be doing that ever again, that's for sure. If I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life, I want to do it on my terms. I love you, Sweet Girl, & I wish you were still here. Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Kathy /Oreo,Ralph,Eva,Hermione
On: 6/13/23

Roberta..a beautiful tribute to a great friend. Tori is a beautiful girl. It is always hard to lose a furry young or old and I have lost both. But no matter what or for whatever reason they are always taken from us too soon leaving their forever pawprints within us. Be sure to know she is happy, healthy and playing with Oreo, Ralph and Eva while waiting for us to join them at the Bridge. I can send you my babies sites if you wish to visit..take care.. Kathy 🐶🐱❤️🌈

From: Mommy
On: 6/12/23

Hi my Sweet Baby,I love you so 3x! Well, Tor, 13 years ago today was pretty much the worst day of my life. It was the day I helped you cross the Bridge. I still miss you so incredibly much!!! However, you still continue to touch my life & I know you are with me everywhere I go. You are just the best friend, daughter, & confidante that I am blessed to have in my life. As you know, LiLi has joined you at the Bridge & I trust you are together waiting for me. I miss her so much, too, and I pray I made her life better. Take care of her, please. She's probably a bit nervous & scared since she used to be a stray kitty. Next May I'll be recognizing her one year anniversary there. So sad. Anyway, precious Tori, I think about you every single day & I love you beyond what words can convey! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 6/2/23

Hi my beautiful Tori,I love & miss you so!!! I hope & pray you & LiLi are together. She's been gone almost 2 weeks now but, it feels like an eternity! I want my LiLi back! I want my Tori back, too! It's been a sad & rough time for me. I know you are both with me always but, it just isn't the same. I actually had a couple of days where I wasn't crying & I thought something was wrong with me. Maybe I was numb. However, the last 2 days have been filled with tears & sobbing. I created a residency here for LiLi/Liam, too. Got a few messages in her guestbook that brought me to tears. Then, the flood gates opened & I couldn't stop! I linked your residencies together & you got a lovely message from someone who first visited LiLi.I had her cremated like you so,now I have you both with my Mom & Dad. You are still on the pillow next to me, though. This all hurts so bad but, that's how it is when you love someone & eventually have to let them go.You are forever in my heart! Love always, Mommy xo

From: Rosalind
On: 6/2/23

For sweet Tori, I know that although some time has passed, your Mom Roberta still misses you very much. You now have a wonderful playmate in LiLi and I hope you two will allow my little dog Pedro to join you in your games. As Roberta and I have found out, there is no shelf-life on love. It endures forever and always. With love from Pedro's Mom, Rosalind

From: Mommy
On: 5/23/23

Hi Tor, I love you and miss you so. LiLi is gone now. She went to Rainbow Bridge last evening. I'm so sad! Take care of her until we all meet again. Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 5/20/23

Hi Tor, I love you so 3x!!! I think the time is coming soon for LiLi. She's had 2 bad days in a row for the most part. I'm really sad. I just hope she's not suffering too much & I haven't waited too long. Calling the vet on Monday. Oh, Tor, I hate this! I know you'll be there to greet her when she comes and that does help. Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 5/17/23

Hi Little Girl, I love you so!!! LiLi's not doing so well, Tor. She's had a couple of bad days in the last week or so. She's awfully thin & a little wobbly on her back legs. She does have good days, though. Eating sporadically & looking for love from me sometimes. I've just been sad & crying. Please send her your love!!! Miss you! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 4/27/23

Hi Tor, I love you so 3x!! I gave you a lilac bush like I usually do at this time of year but, also because, as you know, I couldn't bring your real one when we moved. I'm still so sorry about that! There seems to be one here but, it's way taller & it's scraggly looking. Oh, well. Here's the latest on LiLi: she seems to be holding her own. Much better since her infected nail was taken care of & also eating a bit better. She won't let me put the thyroid med in her ear so, I'll be trying to get that issue under control with prescription food. Hope she eats it!!! She's been acting more like herself again so, it's hard to believe/accept that she has cancer. She's a tough little former stray cat so, just praying she can fight it for as long as possible. Thinking about euthanizing her is awful plus it brings back terrible memories of when I had to do that with you. I love you & miss you so much!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 4/14/23

Hi Tor, I love you so!!! Mommy is super sad right now. LiLi isn't doing so well. I had to take her to the vets today. Lots of things going on & too much to write at the moment. I'm exhausted from the stress & from crying all day. She has an issue with her thyroid which can be controlled with meds. However, vet saw a mass in her lungs so, having a radiologist look at her xrays. I'm so scared, Tor!!! She's anemic & a bit underweight. Please send your love to her. I love her alot & she's such a sweetheart. I miss you, Little Girl!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 4/9/23

Hi Tor, I love you so!!! Happy Easter, my sweet little girl!! I hope you got a big Easter basket with lots of chocolate bunnies in it!!! I trust you left the real bunnies alone, especially Peter Cottontail! Hahaha! I miss you every single day & wish you were here! Love always,Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 3/23/23

Hi Little Girl, I love you so 3x google infinity squared!!! Miss you that much, too!!! Been a little worried about Secret. I had the Vet out 2 weeks ago for his 6 month float & to bring a new tube of diclofenac for his eye. Thought he had lost some weight, too, which he had. Vet wants him to be getting meals 3x a day until he gains some weight. Just coming off of Winter so, that could be the reason for the loss plus, he's an old man now. I actually think he's gained a little bit back since the increase in food. Hope it continues!!! I hope you like your garden at the new place! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 2/22/23

Hi Tor, I love you so! It's me again. It's hard for me where I live now, too. I can't hide as well as I used to. I wish it was like where I used to live-I could not leave my apt for days & no one would notice. I just want to be by myself & have the privacy I used to have. I'm so sad. I cry all of the time & don't know what the points is to anything. Can't wait to see you again. Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

From: Mommy
On: 2/22/23

Hi Sweet Girl, I love you so! Oh God, Tor, I really think I've just given up on life. I'm not well at all. I'm broken. Nobody but you & Secret knows how messed up I really am. I get up every day feeling shitty & go to bed every night feeling shitty. My whole existence is worthless. I just go through the motions & every day is pointless and void of anything meaningful. I just try to get through the day with as little interaction with anyone as possible. I don't know why I exist. I find life so sad & painful. When Secret dies, it will be so horrible. What will I do? I'll have nothing. I'll just want to be with both of you again. I miss you & love you with all of my heart. Love always, Mommy xoxoxo