Hi, I sent my precious Wesley to visit his pappy in heaven, and I know the pain, of not having him here with me, there are times I could swear he was coming into the room, or jumping up on the couch or bed to curl up next to me. I have packed up some of his things but others I just don't have the heart to move just yet. I look at places he used to lay, on the window sill and on the cedar chest by the window in his room, yes his room, and I still expect to see him there. The vet believes he had a high nasal tumor and would have gotten worse, he had already begun to lose weight and was eating everything in sight, he was having trouble with breathing through his nose, and some nasal drainage, I tried everything the vet told me, however none of it could stop what had to be done, it was the hardest decision of my life. I know we will see them again, and I know he has lots of new friends and family and he is keeping his pappy company till we all meat again.