Sicily's Pet Memorial Guest Book at Rainbow Bridge

From: mama
On: 8/25/25

Happy 12 years in heaven sweet Shish! I was just thinking this weekend on the 23rd, how this is the first anniversary in a long time that I wasn't totally breaking down thinking of you being gone. Can you believe you would have been 20 years old last May? How crazy is that! I'm sorry you have now been gone longer than you were here on earth, but I'm SO glad you have spent all that time in Heaven. I'm sure it has been glorious and even more so now that Koda and Chloe and Charlie and all the kitties are there too. My whole pack together with Jesus. Doesn't get better than that. Me and Sophie will see you all soon. I love you so much! Run like the wind sweet! Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 7/28/25

Hi my sweet shish.... It's been way too long since I came to say hi to you and your sister. I was just telling her how much I'm struggling lately and how many regrets have broken me and I'm just not the same. Losing you ripped me up but then losing Koda just destroyed me. I will never get over that decision and I've never been able to come back from it. I just hide behind the mask of "I'm fine" and I'm not. I love you both sweet girl. Take care of each other and I will see you soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 3/18/25

Hey Shish. Seems like forever since I came to say hi to you and Koda. I've been meaning to and life has just been hectic. Changed you both to spring today. Your favorite not too hot, not too cold time of year. Perfect for my pugs. Soon it will be 12 years that you've been gone. I don't know why it doesn't seem that long ago? I guess because of our bond. It will never break. I will always think of you and miss you. Run like the wind my sweet girl and you and Koda wait for me. I love you so much. Be good. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 12/6/24

Hi Shish.... Wanted to say hi. I came to wish Dakota a happy 6 year anniversary in Heaven. I miss you girls so so much. I'm so glad that you are together, but I'm really really looking forward to being there too. I just want to hold you two again. It's rough without you. I have Sophie and I love her so much too, but boy I miss you and Koda. You two pugs were my special girls. Take care of each other (and Chloe and Charlie and the kitties too). I will see you all very soon and we will be together forever. Love you. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/23/24

Hi Shish.... Today is 11 years in Heaven for you. I've been thinking about you all day. It's so weird and hard to comprehend that on some hand it feels like just yesterday and other times it seems like SO long ago since I've seen you and held you. I'm in a much better place than I was back then over what happened to you and how I handled it. (I DO struggle HUGELY over your sister but that may take 11 years as well if ever.) But, it sure doesn't make me miss you any less. I still can't wait to see you and hug you and I pray you are having the best time up there until we meet again. Run like the wind my sweet Shish. I love you to the moon and back. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 5/23/24

Sis... Hey baby girl. Sorry it's been so long since mama came on here. I even missed your birthday on the 8th. You would be a whopping 19 years old. I know that's crazy in pug years, but had you not gotten sick, I bet you would have made it. You were a loving sweet soul and I know you would have loved to be with your family as long as possible. I have changed your site to Spring and it makes me just long to see you running like the wind in Heaven. This is your favorite time of year. You love to run in the not too hot not too cold days. I can't wait to see you my sweet shish. Be a good girl. Mama will hug you so very soon! Love you! Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 2/14/24

Hey Sis.... I just wanted to come and say hi and change you and Koda's memorials from Christmas and Football season to just winter. Like I told her, I hate this time of year when holidays are over and it's just cold and dark until spring. Makes me miss you guys so much more. I know you've been gone such a long time now. Longer than I even had you in my life. But that doesn't change the bond we had or how much you meant to me and always will. I love you and miss you and hope you and Koda and Chloe and Charlie and the kitties are having the time of your lives. I can't wait to hug you all and for me and Sophie to be there with you all. What a reunion! Be good sis. See you soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 12/7/23

Hi sweet Sis... I came on to change you and Koda's sites to Christmas and to talk to her on her 5th anniversary in Heaven which was yesterday. I also wanted to say hi to you to my sweet and tell you I think about you always and I hope you are being the wonderful mama you always were to all the pack that is with you now. Koda boop, Chloe, Charlie, Savannah, Cairo and Paris. Some days I can't even hardly fathom that ALL of you are now there. No wonder I'm a broken person. I'm so thankful I have Sophie now. I am. But I miss my group. Especially the OG's. You and Koda and the kitties. You guys were with me through so much and life is just so odd now with you all gone. I love you my sweet shish. So much. Tell everyone mama is coming soon and I will hug you all and can't wait to be together again. Forever. Love you sister. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/22/23

Hey Sis... Well tomorrow it will be 10 years that you've been in Heaven. I can't believe it. It sometimes feels like a lifetime ago and other times it feels like yesterday. I can still remember every single moment of your last day. Every detail. I still miss you so much and always will. All of you are up there now. My whole OG gang. You, Koda, Paris, Cairo, Savannah, Chloe and Charlie. I can't believe in 10 years (11 since Paris went missing in 2012), I've lost so many of you guys. I'm so glad you are all together with Jesus. No better place to be. Please be good until Sophie and I join you someday. Love on each other and don't forget me. I love you. Run like the wind my sweet girl. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 4/25/23

Hi my Shish... Well you now know that Miss Savannah joined you on March 19th. Boy I bet she was SO glad to see you. You two had such a kitty/pug bond and she missed you terribly when you left. How awesome that reunion must have been. Please take care of her miss sis and let her know that I'm sorry she got sick so fast and passed away so fast. I wish I had never taken her to the vet and put her through tests but my goodness I just didn't know what happened so quickly. But please tell her she was in my arms and I held her for the longest time after she was gone and I will miss her so. I love you my sister girl and am so glad your whole pack is now back together. Be a good girl and some day soon me and Sophie will be there with you all. I can't wait for that day. Love you so much. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 2/28/23

Hi Shish... I came to change you and Koda back to Springtime. Your absolute favorite. You loved to sit and feel the wind on your face and run like the wind with your little ears just flapping away. I'm so glad you get to do that every single day in Heaven. I've really been thinking about you and Koda alot lately and I sure miss you girls. The time I had with just you two and me were some of the best I will ever remember. It was the absolute happiest time of my life when it was just the three of us. I can't wait for that day again. I can't wait to hold you and kiss you again Sis. Be a good girl and mama will see you very soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 10/25/22

Hi my shish....I came on to wish Koda a happy 16th birthday and realized I totally forgot to wish you a happy 17th birthday in May. I'm so sorry sweetheart. I'm sure you celebrated with your siblings and had a wonderful time. And someday soon I will be with you all and we will celebrate together. I can't wait for that day. I really can't. I miss you all so so much. Be a good girl my little mama protector girl. Take care of Koda and Chloe and Charlie and even Cairo and Paris. Just stay in your pack and wait for me. I love you all. Love, your Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/23/22

Hi Shish!! 9 years today that you've been in Heaven. I can't even believe it. That's 3 years longer that you've been gone then when I had you on earth with me. I only got to have you for 6 short years and you were only 8 years old. Way way too young. I grieve so much the time you didn't get here with me and Koda before you got sick and it breaks my heart. My only relief...for all of you, is that you are in an even happier place now and that I will see you again. All of you. I can't wait my sweet loving little girl. I hope you are running like the wind today and enjoying your anniversary and playing with Koda and Chloe and Charlie and the kitties and my little pack is having the best time. Be good my sweet girl until mama can come hug you all. I love you so much. Love, Mama

From: mama
On: 7/1/22

Hey my shish. Wanted to come on here and change you and Koda boop to summer. Also wanted to tell you both I have a new little girl who's name is Sophie and she is nuts! Just like your sister. I just told her how much she reminds me of her and all her craziness and while it does make me miss her, it also reminds me of them time I had you both and what a fun time that was for all of us. I miss you guys so much. I hope you two and Charlie and Chloe are all doing so good and I can't wait to see you. I love you Sicily bo Bicily. I will see you soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 3/15/22

Shish... Hi my baby girl. I just came to change you and Koda's sites to Spring and wanted to come say hi. It's been way too long since I've talked to you. I'm so happy to change your site to Spring. This was always your most favorite time of year. It is what I remember the most. Sissy in the perfect Spring day...not too hot....not too cold, outside running like the wind letting it blow over you with your eyes closed. It just seemed to be your happy place and it's exactly how I picture you in Heaven. So content and happy with all your siblings with you. All waiting for the missing piece to come hug you all. Me. I can't wait my love. Be a good girl my sweet shish...be a mama bear to Koda boo, and Chloe, and Charlie, and Cairo and Paris, and you all enjoy being in Heaven with the Lord and I will be there soon. I love you all so much. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 10/20/21

My Sicily Bo Bicily... I came on here to say that I know you have welcomed Charlie into your pack up there and since you were always the mama bear, you are keeping everyone in line my sweet girl. I'm so so happy for you all....you, Koda, Chloe, Charlie, Cairo and Paris....all together playing, breathing freely, running like the wind and being with the Lord forever. I just miss you all so much. It's just me and Savannah now and I can't wait until the day that we also join you guys. Be good and mama will see you soon Shish. Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/23/21

My sweet sweet girl. Today is your 8 year anniversary in Heaven. You have now been in Heaven as long as you were here on this earth. How is that even possible. And how is it possible I still miss you and think of you every day? I do have to say I'm so sorry I missed your bday in May. I did think of you on that day, I always do, I just didn't come on here and I'm sorry. Life has been such a cluster mess and I just more and more wish I was there with you and Koda and Chloe and the boys and this whole mess of the world was over. Some day soon my sweet. We will all be together and this pain will be no more. I love you shish. Be a good girl. Run like the wind, enjoy Heaven and wait for me. Love you to the moon. Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 4/30/21

Hi my sweet Sis. I came to visit Koda's page to wish Chloe a very Happy first anniversary in Heaven but couldn't not say hi to you too my very sweet girl. I miss you all so much. But, I'm so so glad every day that all 3 of my girls are together in Heaven with Jesus, and that my two sweet boys Cairo and Paris are there together as well. If you all can't be with me, you are with each other playing and enjoying eternity in the most wonderful home you could ever ever have. I can't wait until the day I see you all again and we all pile into one big hug. Be a good girl until that day my sweet. I love you. Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 3/5/21

Shish.... Hi my sweet girl. I came to visit Koda boop and wanted to come say hi to you too. I miss you girls so much. I can't believe you've been gone so long. Some days it feels like yesterday that I had to let you go. I just hate my life without you girls. I told my therapist the other day that the happiest time of my life was a short time in 2012. D had left and it was just you two and the kitties with me. You and Koda would snuggle up with me in bed, one on each side and oh my...the contentment I felt. It was like, as long as you two are here no matter what else happens, I'm fine. And now everything is just empty. I thank the Lord I have the kids and Julius who lights up my life in ways I didn't think it could, but once I'm alone again I miss you guys more than I could ever express. I love you so much Sicily Bo Bicily. I will hold you again soon. Love, Mama