Hi Julie, I visited your Gemma's memorial and was so very touched. I just lost my BFF Buster, my little boy in a dog suit, 2 days ago and have just now stopped crying, but not grieving him: I never will. Like Gemma, he was my soul mate the moment I laid eyes on him. I've loved all the animals in my life but this boy was the pup of my heart. He was a little mutt, only 17 lbs, with a big boy face. He was over 16 when he went over the bridge and so very frail. I miss him at bedtime most of all, that empty spot beside me. I get him treats and bring his bowl out, without even thinking, and then I'm broken again. If I could have one wish, it would be to have him back as the 8 week old puppy all over again, for another 16 years. My baby, my love, my Buster-Boy.