Cam's Pet Memorial Guest Book at Rainbow Bridge

From: Mama
On: 4/28/18

Hello Camman! Today, 5 years ago you left us! I was so heartbroken! I sobbed & sobbed so hard! I miss those morning walks with you, just you & me. You always waited for me early in the morning, even before the sun came up! It was so nice. You're so smart, that's why you got the nickname 'thinker'. You always thought about how you would do something before you did it. It's been a very, very hard year & especially the last 6 months. Daddy found out he had stage 4 cancer last Thanksgiving. They found it even in his brain! He made it only 6 weeks after that & left me a widow January 8, 2018. I hope you are with him. You & Lenny! But I miss him so very much! I visit his resting place all the time. I even read to him. But it's so lonely without him! I am so terribly devastated! Please stay with him & keep him happy. I miss daddy so much! I love him so much! It's hard after over 31 years living together. It's like he was murdered! Not given a chance! Just like you! I love you & miss you too!

From: ROBERT PAUL
On: 4/27/18

ANN JUST A NOTE TO LET YOU KNOW I HAVE NOT FORGOTTON TOMORROW 04-28 CAM 9TH ANNIVERSARY.I KNOW YOU STILL MISS CAM AS MUCH AS WE MISS OUR TWO BOXERS

From: Mama
On: 8/20/17

Hello my Cam man! I love you and miss you so much! I have a lovely painting of you in the living room and one also of Lenny and you and Lenny together....I miss you two so much! I'm sorry you had such pain! I want to see you and be with you again...Mama loves you very, very much! You and Lenny are the best dogs in the whole world! I'm waiting and waiting for you my sweet boy! My gentleman! So smart! So understanding! So loving! Please be with my Lenny and stay with him forever and both of you be there when I die....I can't wait to see you! God bless you my sweet Cam Man!!!! Mama LOVES you so much!!!! Love, Mama! You are the best!!!!

From: Mama
On: 7/6/17

Hello my Cam Man! I just wanted to say hi and that I miss you (and Lenny) so much! You are the perfect boy! You never had to be told twice, you already knew what to do! You never did anything wrong! Time will never heal my heart since you left. I think of you and wish you were still here! You would be 12 years young, that's not that old. You should still be here! You left too early and I am so sorry you had to suffer so much! You and Lenny are the two best dogs in the whole world and I pray that you are together and playing until I can be there with you! I can't wait to see you! God bless you my little white boxer boy! You are so special with that blue eye of yours that always looked right through me. You knew everything! You are the best! God bless you my sweet little man! Mama loves you so much! Love, kisses, hugs and prayers going out to you my love! - Loving you always, Mom P.S. left some beautiful daisies for you! God bless!

From: Mama
On: 7/4/17

Hello my Cam Man! You are loved so much! I just wanted to wish you a Happy 4th of July! Oh, my little man, mama misses you and Lenny so much! I'm so sorry for all the suffering you had to endure! You were truly a brave, brave soul! You never let us on that you were suffering so much until the very end. Then it was too late! Take care of your brother my dearest Cam, just like you did when you were here! He loves you and missed you so much after you left. He sobbed so hard! He loved you! Now I pray he is with you in heaven. I know he is because you two were inseparable here on earth! I miss you so much! Everyone does! I can't wait to see you again! You, Lenny and Lily. Hopefully Mischief and Candi and Please. You didn't know them, but they had us before you. Lily passed at 13 yrs., Candi wasn't that old. She passed of cancer. Please was the sweetest girl. I hope she's there with you too! I love you bunches and bunches! God bless you Cam! Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 7/1/17

Hello my dearest Cam Man! It's been 4 years since you suddenly left us! I still remember the day! It was horrible, so horrible! I want to see you again! I want to hold you in my arms! You always loved to sit on my lap! You are a big lap dog! Remember coming home from Kentucky that time. You sat on my lap all the way home! I hope and pray you are ok. I want you to take good care of Lenny. I miss him so much! It's such a horrible feeling I have inside! My heart breaks over & over again just thinking about him! He is so special, I know you know that. Please give him a hug for me! Tell him mommy loves him so, so MUCH! Please stay with him all the time & tell him he is a very good boy! Tell him mama says so and mama knows! Cam, you are an awesome boy, remember that! You are our 1st deaf, white boxer, and I treasure you so much! I'm sending you lots of hugs and kisses & lots of love! Please show me that you're ok & happy with Lenny! I love you so much! My dearest Cam Man! God bless you! -Mom

From: Mama
On: 5/28/17

Hello my Cam man! Mama is missing you! I love you so much!Are you happy? I wish I knew where you were.Today it is 4 years & 1 month since you left me! I still remember the terrible day I brought you to the vet! I just can't imagine what you went thru, my little man! I didn't know you were suffering with a brain tumor! It must have been so painful for you! I know when you seized or weren't feeling well you used to go upstairs where no one ever went so we never knew. I saw the evidence though that you wanted to go somewhere & just be by yourself.There are scratch marks on the closet door where you scratched to get in, to be alone and suffer without us knowing. You are so, so brave!! And also a comforter you would lay on when you seized. I wouldn't let anyone else on it once I found out you'd been there! I've kept it and I always will! I kept the clothes I had on the last time I was with you & never washed them! Oh Cam, if you were only here again! I love you my little man! God Bless you!

From: Mama
On: 4/28/17

Hello my precious, precious little 'man'! Mama loves you so much! Today is four years since you left me! I remember it like it was yesterday! I'm so sorry that you were all alone! I should've brought you home! I should have been there! You shouldn't have had to leave this world alone! I am so sorry my sweet Cam! I got a painting of you & Lenny to remember you! Not that I won't remember you, because I always will! But just to memorialize you two. You are both the most special & best boys I've ever had! Never will there be another like you! I can't wait to see you again Cam! I think about it all the time. This world is horrible & with you there is comfort & peace. You helped me so much! You are my 'therapy' dog. When I was so depressed, you were always there! Thank you! Thank you for being my dog! I remember you'd always look for the signal from me to go for walks or car rides or anything. I can still see your sweet face looking right through me with your blue and brown eyes! I love you!

From: Monica M.
On: 4/28/17

Cam, I'm thinking of you and your mom today in a special way. I hope you and Lenny are happy and you are showing him the ropes there. You are missed and loved! Ann, thank you for the card. I appreciate it. God Bless.

From: ROBERT PAUL
On: 4/27/17

ANN TOMORROW 04-28 THE 4TH ANNIVERSARY OF YOUR LOVEING CAM PASSING I AGAIN SEND MY CONDOLENCES.CAMMAY BE GONE 'but never forgotton'

From: Mama
On: 4/11/17

Hello, my dearest Cam Man! Happy birthday in heaven!You would have been 12 years young in earth years.Your birthday was yesterday, sorry I'm late! I love you so much! I know in heaven you're perfect! There's really no time in heaven.I miss you so much! You & Lenny! I wish you were here with me. I'm sorry you had to suffer so much! You were/are the best dog! Just remembering back, you are so very smart, composed at all times,you never let anything bother you & you are so happy too! I'm so glad you are our dog!Remember all the walks we go on? I remember you didn't like a lot of treats, but you did like the gravy coated Milkbones this soft kind & another kind I can't remember at this time. You loved your pink tennis ball & rawhide chews.You are perfect now & you were pretty perfect here on earth too! You just did everything right all the time.You loved sitting on my lap & I loved having you there. Even when I'd sit at the computer, you loved to sit on my lap! Happy Birthday Cam! Love Mama

From: mama
On: 3/19/17

Hello my little 'man'! Oh how I miss you! Both you & Lenny! How are you doing? Are you with him? Are you waiting for me? It is so hard here. Without my two boys it is miserable! I had a dream about you once & it seemed so real! In the end you jumped into my arms & we were together again! Oh how I wish that would really happen with both you & Lenny! I miss you my sweet boy, my little 'gentleman'! That's what you are! So gentle, but so strong! All the others respected you so much, you guarded over everyone.I'm sorry you had to suffer so much, especially in the end.I don't know about the beginning of your life, but it probably was hard too. I know you got separated from your person because of Hurricane Katrina in New Orleans. I'm sorry. I hope we gave you a good home. I know you loved me so much! We went on walks all the time! You helped me in my depression.I am so grateful to you! I'm so proud of you!You're so very handsome,everyone loved you and wanted you! I love you so MUCH! Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 2/8/17

I'm thinking about you my sweet Cam Man! You are so smart and you always knew what I was thinking before I even did! You are the perfect boy! You and Lenny are the best in the world! You stole my heart and so did he! I'm missing my little 'man' so much! I wish you would come back! I pray that I will see you again soon. I hope you are ok, my sweet best friend! God bless you and thank you for all you did for me when I was so depressed and didn't know what to do! You were always there when I needed a friend to cry on. You knew when I wasn't feeling well, physically and emotionally....You loved our early morning walks so much! I wish we would have them again, I'm sorry you aren't here, but I keep praying we will be together again. I love you so much, by sweet 'Master' Cam! You taught me a lot and you taught your fur brothers so much too! It was because of you that they knew so much too! Love, prayers and tons of kisses and hugs to you my sweet Cam Man! Mama loves you so,so much! Love,Mama

From: Mama
On: 1/10/17

Hello my Cam Man. I'm missing you and Lenny so much! It was so hard losing you and now it's so very hard losing Lenny. I sometimes don't know what to do. I cry all the time, I don't feel like doing anything. I am just so heartbroken, my two sweet boxer boys.... I can't wait to see both of you again some day, I hope soon... And Lily and Mischief too. Candi and Please as well. I know you remember Lily, you grew up with her here. She left a year before you had to leave. She was such a good girl too. I love all of you! Right now, it's so very hard. So very, very hard. People don't understand. I know you understand and Lenny. My sweet brown-eyed boy! I love you Cam and I miss you so much! Thanks for being my dog! Thanks for helping me when I was depressed so bad. You got me thru but broke my heart when you left. God bless you my dearest Cam Man. Mama loves you so much! Hugs, kisses, love and prayers to you, my sweet best friend! Loving you forever, your Mama

From: Jesse M.
On: 12/25/16

Cam, I wish you were back for Christmas. You're such a good boy, and you are really missed around here.

From: Mama
On: 12/25/16

Merry Christmas Cam Man! I love you & miss you so much! How is my sweet boy? You are my little Knight in Shining Armor! You always watched everyone to make sure everything was ok. You taught Lenny everything. You were the best dog! You weren't like a regular dog, it's like you were one of us. You are so,so beautiful and I miss you so much! A gentle little 'Giant'.You might have been smaller in stature, but you were big in charity & taking care of all of us. This Christmas you got a little green plush dinosaur & some Wet Noses Crunchy Kale dog treats.Also a Christmas card with 900 Masses for you! Where are you my sweet Cam? My heart breaks for you & Lenny too! Are you with him? I pray that you are ok and happy. I want you to be happy! You are my Handsome little 'man' and you are so beautiful! I remember whenever I was sad or lonely or depressed you'd always cheer me up & be there for me when no one else would. You are my little guardian. I love you so very MUCH Cam, Love always, Mama

From: mom
On: 11/27/16

Oh, my sweet Cam Man! I forgot to wish you Happy Thanksgiving! Happy Thanksgiving my sweet confidant and best friend! I missed you so much and Lenny too! It will never be the same without you! You are so SPECIAL! Please always be with me, forever and ever, my 'little one' I'm missing you and Lenny so much! God bless you both! Love you Cam Man! Loving you always, Mom (Tons of hugs and kisses and prayers and love for both of you too.)

From: mom
On: 11/27/16

Hello Cam Man! How is my sweet little boy! I'm missing you & think of you all the time.My mind has been almost constantly on Lenny. I feel so bad for him. He is such a beautiful,loving boy,just like you.Is he with you?I moved your recliner back to where you liked it. I always felt bad that I moved it, so I moved it back again. Now you can be there again in your favorite place & look out the window. I miss you and Lenny & I need you both back with me.You are such precious, beautiful boys, & handsome! You two are such great buddies,you loved each other from the first day Lenny stepped into our lives.I look back at all the pictures I took and you two were always together,always touching.I know Lenny was meant to be with us just like you. I'm missing you both so MUCH!I love you both so MUCH! I'm so glad we were so blessed to have you both! My heart will never be the same!You,dearest Cam took most of it with you, and Lenny took the rest! Now I am alone...loving you both so much! Love, Mom

From: mama
On: 10/8/16

Hello my Cam man! How are you doing? I am missing you so very much! Lenny too! Are you with him? Are you two together! I just can't wait to see both of you again. And of course Lily girl too! I really miss your brother Lenny. He is so special, you know, just like you! I remember when you left, it felt like the world ended and some of it did. Completely! I still feel so empty that you're not here, and now Lenny. He was such a part of you, I guess that's why I feel so lost! First losing you, then losing him. I pray to know that both of you are safe and happy! I keep praying. Please pray too, Cam, so I know that you two are ok. Lenny left so suddenly just like you, my little man. I have so many memories of you and of Lenny. I hurt inside so much! I was so lucky to have you both in my life.But I never wanted it to end the way it did for either of you.It's been so terribly hard! Send me anything, just so I know you and Lenny are ok. I love you both so much. I thank you sweet Cam...Love, Mom

From: Mom
On: 9/6/16

Hello my Cam Man! My special boy! Are you with Lenny now? Please help him & please, ask him & Jesus to give me a sign or something to show me if he is ok. And of course you too! Of course. Don't ever think I've forgotten about you. You helped me so much! You are the smartest dog in the world. You & Lenny! You taught him so well! I was just reading over his adoption papers & it said in them that he would need another dog in the house to help him learn the ropes, being deaf like you, you showed him everything! He learned so well from you. Thank you Cam, my little Man! I miss you every day also. I can't wait to see you and Lenny again. And of course Lily. She was such a sweet girl, she was our Lily girl.You & she got along great! Then Lenny came & you all 3 got along great.Before that there was Mischief, Candi & Please. I can't wait to see them also! I feel so bad for Lenny, Cam. Please help him & send me greetings so I know you're both ok! I love you both so much! God Bless you! Love Mom