I am so sorry to hear about little Becky. What a sad story, but she is at peace now, no more pain. You stayed with her until the end. My condolances go out to you. I know how sad you are right now. She is running free and pehaps will meet up with Buster, our black retreiver, we just lost on 9/9.
I could not bring myself to list him here at the rainbow bridge, but finally got the courage. They are looking down at us with love in their heart and a twinkle in their eyes.
Hang in there, each day gets a little easier.