From: Joan Hayes|
Hi Wendy I just finished reading Bee`s memorial again, I so understand every single thing you say. your a little ahead of me its just over four months now for Jasper and I still cry and my heart still aches but I can feel a change like I'm losing him and I guess thats what your meaning.
I hope it gets easier for you soon, and for me too, my grief councilor said its usually around the two year mark that most start to feel better so I'm not expecting anything to happen soon. You obviously loved Bee the same as I loved Jaz, days I feel like I just want to go with him especially when I'm stuck home sick from chemo everyday I dont get a break from grieving., like you said, its exhausting. I don't know if there is an after life but if there is I sure hope Jasper has found Baby Bee because he was very protective of me and I know he will be with Bee too, he will fall in love with her for sure and he will take good care of her while shes waiting for her mamma. Hugs xoxo