I am crying as I write this, because we just miss her so, so much.

9/17/17: It is five days since we lost you and I miss you. I miss you jumping up on the washer and dryer when I do my laundry. I miss you talking to me the minute I walked in the door from work. I miss you talking to me when I get up in the morning. I miss picking you up and cuddling you. I miss your excitement when I gave you a slice of turkey and how you loved it so much. I miss you in the house!! We are so blessed to have had you in our family as long as we did...18 years! My sweet Citrus, may you be playing with Chloe, my other love that went over the bridge. I miss you. Not the same in this house without you. Love you.
9/19/17: My dearest Citrus, each time, I walk in the door from work, it is silent. Missing you and loving you. You gave our family years of unconditional love. I have your photo in a frame where we see you each day. You will never be forgotten. Miss you terribly. Hope you are meeting a lot of friends at Rainbow Bridge.Love you.
9/21/17: It is over one week that you went to Rainbow Bridge. I hope you are comfortable and happy. The house is just not the same without you. Scarlet looks for you and so does Domino. Actually, Domino is sitting in your favorite spot. Since she is so chubby, I could not believe she jumped up so high. She was looking for you this morning...looking in all your spots. I had to tell her that you went to a beautiful place. Love you my sweet cat. I Miss you so much. Will never forget you.
9/23/17: Hi Citrus...I miss you and love you. Will never forget you. We have a beautiful photo that your Aunt made in our living room. Every time someone comes to the house, they will see your photo and how gorgeous you were. Love you so much. Hope you are playing with Chloe.
9/25/17: Thought of you when we had a roasted chicken. How you loved the chicken! May you be having fun and eating all the chicken you can handle. Tuna too! Love you so much and think of you daily. God bless.
9/27/17: Thinking of you my dear pet. Miss you every day. Will never forget you.Love you forever.oxoxox
10/2/17: My love Citrus. I think of you every single day. Love you.
10/7/17: My little furball, I thought of you today while putting my Fall decor in the picture window. I know how you loved to sit in that window and watch the world go by as you basked in the sunlight. My fur angel, may you be basking in the sun as I write this. Miss you.
10/15/17: Think of you every single day. Not one day has passed that I do not. You are missed very much.
10/21/17: over one month since you went to Rainbow Bridge. My precious Citrus, I think I hear you often. And..yesterday, it was a beautiful Fall day and I saw a gorgeous butterfly that had your coloring (brown/gold) and was just flying around the front of our house in the sunshine. I was thinking is this you telling me you are at peace and say hi? You will never be forgotten. Love you.
10/29/17: I thought I heard you this morning. Was it you? I heard a meow. I know I am not losing my mind....it is a rainy Sunday here and I am thinking about you. You were such a beauty and I still remember you as a kitten following me into every room I went to. I feel bad Citrus, that I did not hold you when you were leaving us. I was rushing out the door, and I feel so guilty about the fact that I did not take the time to spend with you the last night. I always held you and said hi when I walked in the door, but that night I was in a hurry and running late. I am so sorry my angel and hope you can forgive me. I could not stand the thought of ever saying goodbye to you. But..I think, had I known, and as hard as it would be, would never have even left the house. I miss you so much. Love you
11/4/17: Have not forgotten you my pet and never, ever will. I was talking about you yesterday to someone I met. She was telling me she missed her cat that she lost after only 3 years. So lucky to have had you for 18 years. Miss you so much. God bless you, my fur baby.
11/11/17: I am thinking about you. You were loved very much. Had roasted chicken for dinner this week and you were not there for me to share it with. I know you are healthy and happy now. Love you my fur-baby. God bless you.
11/18/17: Visiting you today. Want you to know I am not forgetting you my pet.Love you forever.
11/25/17: Happy Thanksgiving Citrus. I missed feeding you turkey. I know how much you love it! I hope you are having fun at Rainbow Bridge. I love and miss you always.
12/2/17: Thinking of you as I unpack Christmas stockings and one was there for you.Love you.
12/9/17: My weekly visit to you. Hope you found a lot of friends to play with. I found your "Meowy Christmas card" that I made up about 4 years back. You were beautiful. Love and miss you.
12/16/17: Sending my love and hugs to my precious cat. Never forgetting you.
12/24/17: Our first Christmas without you. I found your Christmas stocking and will miss filling it for you my sweet fur-baby. God bless you forever. We miss and love you always. Never to be forgotten.
1/1/18: Happy New Year Citrus. May you be having fun with your friends at Rainbows Bridge. Love and miss you always. God bless. 1/6/17: Weather has been very cold here Citrus.Even colder without our fur-baby. Love you. 1/12/17:checking in on you and looking at your photos here. You were a gorgeous cat and so affectionate. We know you loved us and we loved you too. Love you my pet. 1/20/18 - We celebrated my birthday the other day but without you there. Missed you. I have a photo of you on my phone & some stranger admired how beautiful you were the other day. Love and miss you my precious. 1/29/18: it has been 4 months and I think of you often. I spoke about you today to a friend that lost their cat Chloe...did you meet Chloe over the bridge the other day? Hope you played and had fun. Love and miss you my Citrus.oxox 2/3/18-we miss you every day. you were not merely a cat. you were a family member that was loved so, so much. God Bless you. 2/11/18: I stopped by today to bring you yellow roses. You will never be forgotten. Love you 2/23/18: Thinking of you and always missing you. Glad I can come here to visit you here. Love you always. 3/18/18: My little fur baby, I have not forgotten you nor will I ever as long as I am on this earth. You were the most precious pet. I think of you often and miss you very much. I wanted to stop by today and tell you I am thinking of you and hope you are living your life over the bridge with so many friends. Love you forever.3/31/18 - Happy Easter! God bless you my little furball. We think of you every day. Love you and will never forget you. Ever!! 4/9/18:Hi Citrus, I stopped here to bring you some bright flowers. Although it is still cold here, I wanted to brighten "our day". Miss, you jumping up and greeting me when I walk in the door every day. Used to love how verbal you were.Love you precious. 4/22/18: I have NOT forgotten you my pet. Never will. Hope you are running free in the field right now and have so many beautiful friends.Love you always.Think of you all the time...5/5/18: I am always close to you when I visit your page. Know how loved you were. So blessed to have had you in our life for so long. Love you my precious pet.oxox Never, ever forgotten. 5/19/18: Came to visit you today. Want you to know I am thinking about you. Love you and miss you my pet. oxox 6/3/18: Love you Citrus! Never forgotten...EVER. 6/23/18 Thinking of you my precious fur-baby. Love you and miss you always.oxox 7/1/18:Dearest Citrus, Love and miss you so much & will always miss you until we see each other again.
7/22/18-Never forgotten my sweet fur-baby. Hope you are getting love from your fur pals over Rainbow's Bridge. Love you. 8/5/18 - Every time I come and visit you here and look at your photo, I say what a gorgeous cat you were.I still miss you talking and jumping up every time I walked in the door.Your photo is my screen saver on my phone so I look at you every day my sweet pet. You will never be forgotten by me. Love you. 8/20/18: Sorry I have not visited in a few weeks.I often think of you. Miss you always. Love you. 9/1/18: It has been almost one year since you went over Rainbow's Bridge. But not a day has gone by, Citrus, that you are not thought of.Love you...ox 9/9/18: Thinking of you today.It is almost a year now since you left us.You were a wonderful pet and loved so much.ox my fur-baby...9/23/18: It is over one year now that you have left us and we miss you every day. God Bless you my little pet. Mommy loves you every single day. 9/29/18: Hi my precious...wanted to say hi and I love you. Your cousin Gia should be there now and hope you are both playing together. Love you always my baby.oxox - 10/27/18 Thinking of you my sweet pet. Always loved and always and forever missed. Never forgotten.oxoxoox 11/10/18: Hope you are in peace in Heaven and over Rainbows Bridge. I think of you always. Love you so much; 12/8/18: I am sorry I have not visited in a while.I hope you are with your friends and Gia too. I love you my pet and miss you every single day. God bless you, my love. ox 12/21/18: My precious Citrus...thinking of you today and missing you always.You gave us so much happiness and love. Love you and Merry Christmas my pet. Mommy loves you. 12/31/18-last day of 2018.Cannot believe an entire year or more has gone by since we lost you. My friend Ann just lost her dog Sydney who will be there playing with you.Thinking of you.Love you 1/19/19-Happy New Year my pet. Over a year has passed since we lost you. It has never been the same. Always missing and loving you my fur baby.2/3/19 - Happy Super Bowl Sunday my fur-baby...will miss you snuggling on my lap.Thinking of you. Love you. 2/24/19: My pet Citrus...thinking of you today. I look at your plaque under our holly tree all the time. My precious pet, you will always be loved and missed. Love you. 3/17/19-Happy St Patrick's Day my little furball.May you be playing with Gia, Chloe, and Mimi. Love you and miss you. 3/31/19 - Missing you every day my fur baby.Love you forever. 4/21/19: I am sorry I have not visited for a few weeks Citrus. Happy Easter to you my fur baby and our home will never ever be the same without you. Missed and loved forever. 5/12/19 - Citrus, my little furball. I miss you and love you always my pet.5/27/19-Happy Memorial Day in Heaven my precious pet. Always loved and never forgotten.6/2/19 - Thinking of you and love you my pet.Happy June in Heaven my fur-baby...love you forever 6/8/19: Miss you every day. God bless you my little one. You brought me so much love, joy, and comfort. Love you always. 6/14/19; Stopping to visit you. Brought you a can of tuna that you always loved so much.You would go crazy over tuna and chicken and would meow like crazy all the time. I miss you and love you sweet fur-baby. oxox 6/25/19 - Love you Citrus!Miss you every day.oxox 7/5/19:Thinking of you my fur-baby. love you; 7/21/19 - Stopped today to visit you Citrus. You provided happiness and love to our family and you are missed always. oxox 8/10/19: Citrus, you brought joy to my heart and I know you loved me as I did you. Your meows and purrs always showed me you were happy....You are missed every day.8/25/19-My beautiful Citrus. Thinking of & always loving you my pet.oxox 9/9/19: Missing you my fur baby! Never will forget what a wonderful pet you were to us. Love you. 9/21/19: Stopping in to see you my precious pet. God bless and miss you my little fur baby. Never ever forgotten. 10/19:Hi Citrus..I have your brother Domino sitting next to me while we come and visit you. We miss your beautiful pet. Love you. 11/17/19-Hope you are doing well my pet. You are missed and thought about always, You brought so much love and joy to me. You were such a gorgeous pet and are missed terribly.Love you.ox 12/1/19: Cold here today Citrus. Loving and missing and never forget you. God bless you. 12/26/19:Dearest Citrus, we miss you with all our heart. Merry Christmas and happy coming 2020. I still have the beautiful Christmas card we had made of you.You were a beautiful cat. Love you oxox; 1/1/20: Happy New Year Citrus. Love and miss you forever.ox 1/26/20: Thinking of you my furbaby. Always looking at the memorial I have for you under our holly tree. Remember how you always spoke to me when I walked in the door.You will NEVER be forgotten. 2/29/20 Hi Citrus...sorry I haven't stopped by in a while. I have had a cancer scare and thought I would be seeing you soon..but God was with me and I am ok after many tests.You are never forgotten my precious pet. Love you. 3/24/20..my dear Citrus..you are safe and free from this plague we have here called the coronavirus. It is just horrible here right now and I am glad you are in a safe place.Love and miss you terribly. oxoxox 5/10/20: Stopping in because it is Mother's Day and you were my fur baby. Love and miss you Citrus. ps.We still have this horrible pandemic and life is not the same here. 6/12/20: thinking of you.Spoke about losing you to a friend yesterday and how hard it was for me.You were an incredible pet and missed terribly and forever. In my heart and mind always. Love you; 7/6/20: It has been 3 years since you went over Rainbows Bridge and I miss you just as much today as I did then.You are loved always. Your picture is on my phone and displayed in our home. Love you always oxox 8/6/20 You are better off at Rainbow's Bridge Citrus. This world is awful with Covid right now.We spoke about you the other day to Dad's cousin and said how beautiful you were and how we took you home in the back seat of the car where you sat by Grandma all snuggled up. You were so happy to have a good home. You were a wonderful fur baby and we were happy to love and care for you. 9/11/20: My furbaby, hope you are doing well. Dropping in to say I think of you often and miss you always. Love you. 9/25/20: Happy Fall my precious. Stopping to visit you and let you know I love you. Hard to believe it has been over 3 years since you are gone now. You are missed as much today as the day you left us. God bless you, my little angel. oxox 10/18/20: Looked at your plaque during the week under our holly tree in the yard and am so glad you are still home with us. Missing you. Love you 11/10/20: Thinking about you today.God bless you my fur-baby. Love you forever and ever 12/5/20: Stopping by to say hello Citrus. Sending you my love, thoughts, and hugs. Think of you very often.God bless you and miss you. Love, Mommy 1/4/21 - Happy New Year in Heaven my furbaby. Missed every single day I have gorgeous photos of you near our Christmas tree. You were a beautiful cat.I hope you were happy with the life we gave you for 18 years. Love and miss you every single day. God bless you, my angel. 1/15/21: Stopping by to visit and tell you that I love you. Miss your loving me when I walked in the door. Still, miss you greeting me. Love you always. 3/10/21: Mommy thinks of you often and loves you. I hope you are doing well at Rainbow's Bridge my little love. I talk about you often and look at your picture in my living room. You are never forgotten. Hope you have lots of friends and soaking up the sun. God bless you, my little Angel. oxoxox 4/3/21: Happy Easter my precious. Mommy misses you & thinks of you often. Love you 4/27/21: Stopped in to visit you. I hope you are hanging out with Chloe and Mimi.Will never forget the love and affection you showed me, especially.You knew I loved you and I know you loved me.I will never, ever forget you.God bless you my precious.Mommy will always love you. 6/16/21:How are you Citrus? Mommy still thinks about you all the time and how beautiful you were.Hope you are with Chloe and having fun. God bless you, my baby.Love you 7/9/21 - Hi my precious little furball. Mommy is stopping by to say hello and to tell you how often I think of you and how very much you were loved. Life is not the same without you. Never has been. Will never forget how you spoke with me each time I walked in the door. That meow, I knew you loved me and you knew I loved you. God bless you, my little baby. Mommy misses you forever. 8/7/21 - Hi my precious love. Mommy misses you very much and still talks about how beautiful you were. Your picture is in our living room so we can always remember you.I hope you are hanging out with Mimi and Chloe. Love you always and forever. 9/21/21: Hi Citrus, Mommy is stopping by to visit you. I just showed people a picture of you and Domino over the weekend and they said how gorgeous you are. I hope you are ok and I will see you again someday. You brought so much joy to me and our family and Mommy will love you forever and ever "P"!!! oxox 11/20/21: Mommy is thinking about you Citrus. You were such a wonderful cat, affectionate, talkative, beautiful, and terribly missed every single day. God bless you my little furball. I hope you made so many, friends. Love you. 12/23/21-Merry Christmas my angel in Heaven. Mommy misses you and thinks of you often. I hope you are ok and Mommy will cuddle with you again someday. God Bless you my gorgeous Citrus. Love you forever. 2/12/22: Stopping by my furbaby to show my love. You are always remembered. Hope you are hanging out with Chloe, Mimi, and Coco. God bless my furball. Mommy loves you. 3/15/22: Thinking of you as I always do. Did your ears ring today? Nick and I were talking about cats and we were saying how beautiful you were, I will never let you go my Citrus and Mom loves you always. oxox I will visit you again. 5/6/22: Citrus..while I am sitting here typing and visiting your page, Scarlet our dog is sitting next to me the way you always did. I will never ever forget how you used to meow each time I walked in the door from work and how you always put a smile on my face. You loved me and I loved you.You always knew you had a good home and I would always be there to take care of you. Love you always
6/1/22 - My Citrus, Mom wanted to stop by and say loves you so much. I was talking about you the other day and telling someone how very hard it was to lose you. You may not be here physically which has been so hard; however, you are here in my memory for the rest of my days. Love you 7/20/22: Stopping by to say hi.I look at your little grave under my holly tree all the time, Citrus. Glad that you are still close to us. Missing and loving you always. 10/7/22 - Citrus, I wanted to stop by so you know I never forget you!You are loved today and every single day. God bless you my little one. Until we meet again. 11/6/22 - I cannot believe it is over 5 years since you entered Rainbow Bridge, Citrus. We have your memory stone under our holly tree and I make sure it is never covered or no one ever moves it!You will always be remembered. God bless you and I love you. 12/10/22-Citrus, everyday we miss you. Mommy loves you and thinks of you very often. You were a great kitten and a wonderful, affectionate cat. Merry Christmas in Heaven my beloved furbaby. oxoxox 12/25/22: Merry Christmas my beauty. God bless you and we think of you every single day. oxoxox 1/14/23: I hope you are having fun with the others at Rainbow Bridge. Mommy misses you and looks at your picture in the living room every single day. The weather is cold here now but I am hoping where you are, you can play outside and not be cold. Mommy misses you. Love you. 4/14/23 - I miss you every single day. I talk about you often. I hope you are having so much fun with your friends at Rainbow Bridge. Mommy loves you. 5/20/23 I cannot believe it has already been 5 1/2 years since you crossed Rainbow Bridge. Your friend, Domino, is now 14 and getting thin and not eating as much. We are hoping that she has more time to spend with us. We are trying everything for her right now. I look at your plaque under our holly tree all the time. Yours and Chloe's. Are you both playing together? Missing you both so much my angel pet. Love, Mommy; 7/10/23-My little furbaby. I hope you are doing ok. Love you and miss you my beauty. oxoxox 8/17/23,Hi Citrus,I am sure you met up with Domino who passed on Sunday the 13th. I hope you are both playing together and hanging out with Chloe and Mimi too. I miss you all very much. We will be making a memorial page for Domino soon too. Love you 9/25/23 - Fall at the Rainbow, right Citrus?I hope you love this weather and are watching over Domino and hanging with Chloe and Mimi too. Your pictures are all in frames in my living room. Missing all my furbabies every single day.God bless you precious. oxox 11/28/23 Hi beautiful Citrus! Mom misses you and wanted to visit to let you know I am thinking of you and love you. God bless you 12/16/23 Citrus, I hope it is warm and beautiful where you are and that I will see you again and you will be waiting for me and sitting on my lap again and meowing and jumping up on me like you always did.Miss you and love you always my precious pet. I still have the Christmas card with your beautiful picture on it. You will never be forgotten. Love you 12/26 - missed you sitting under the Christmas tree. You always loved sitting there. I got some great photos of you there. I am you playing with Chloe and Domino, your family. Merry Christmas my furbaby and Happy New Year. Mommy thinks about you every single year that passes by. God bless you. 3/1/24:I am sorry I let 3 months go by without stopping to say hello and tell you that you are missed. You are loved forever and missed even longer.