My beloved son was my companion, my heartbeat and mummy's trooper for almost 11 years. He barked at any and everything, he alerted mommy to all crawling objects in our home. He watched through the windows and barked at even a bird that flew by. Carshion had the ability to know a visitor was arriving even before the door bell rings.
My beloved Carshion was showing signs of aging but there was no evidence he would go to heaven so unexpectedly.

Carshion my dearest best friend,
Sorry for leaving you at DM daycare. You gave up after waiting 6 hours for mommy to return. I will always love you and I'm so sorry. I miss you so much my beloved son. You gave me unconditional love. I will miss my little shadow, my little joy and my best friend that gave me a reason to wake up everyday. I'm a wreck without you my son.

Love you💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤️💙💙💙💙💙💙
Mommy

🌺June 09: Dear my beautiful Carshi, mommy is still crying so much because I miss you, I miss our walks, our bond at home and I can't wait to see you again. I know you are here with me in spirit but I miss looking at you, hugging you, kissing you on your forehead and talking to you. Love you my beloved Carshion.

🌼June 10: Mommy cries and mourns you not being here with me but I feel your presence watching me like you use to. Mommy is not the same since you left, you took a piece of my heart with you Carshi. I won't be the same until I see you again beyond the clouds. I hope you find a friend in rainbow meadows and you are having fun playing and watching from above.

🌷June11: Carshi mommy still crying for you. I miss you so much. Our home now feels empty and is deafen with silence. It's just not the same here without you. I love you Carshion.

🌾June 14th: my beloved son I brought you home in your urn today. Your vet also gave mommy your paw prints. I'm happy you are home but I'm so sad. I keep visioning you greeting me and being so happy when I'm home. I cry everyday for you Carshion. Mommy takes comfort in knowing you are in a better place and is at peace but it's so hard to continue without you. Miss you Carshi and God will bring us together again in heaven.

💐June 17th: Dear my beloved son, today is 2 weeks since you left mommy and went to heaven. I miss you more and more everyday and mommy feels like she can't go much longer without you. Help mommy to be strong. I know you are ok in heaven but it's so hard for mommy to accept. Love you Carshi and mommy can't wait to see you again.

🌸June 24th: My beloved Carshion today is 3 weeks since you went to heaven. I know you are in good company because I see you every day playing and being happy with other fur Angels. Mommy cries for you daily and misses you more & more everyday. I know you are waiting to see mommy again and mommy's faith will let us be together again. Miss you my beloved son and you will forever be in my heart. I love you Carshion. See you again I promise. Be good to the other fur angels and smile at mommy from above.

🍁Jul 01: Hello my sweet angel Carshion. Today is 4 weeks since you went to heaven. Mommy misses you very much and talks about you everyday to anyone that will listen. I am crying while I'm writing you this message, somehow please let mommy know that you went to heaven due to no ones fault. I think about you soooo much and wish I could take back leaving you at that place. Please forgive mommy and I love you. See you again my Carshion. God will let it happen. Love you

🍂Jul 08: Hello mommy's sweet angel. It's now 5 weeks since you went to heaven and mommy's heart still aches. I know you are a special angel now and you are here with me but I miss you like crazy. I can't stop thinking about what you would be doing at each moment of the day. I love you Carshion and we will see each other again beyond the clouds. Mommy refresh your bouquet ok.

🌴Jul11: Hello My sweet Carshion. Today was yet another sad day for Mommy. Memories of you were overwhelming. I told our neighbour Pat how I still cry for you everyday and that I was planning on getting another best friend just like you. You can't and will never ever be replaced but mommy miss having a best friend around the house. I cried for you tonight and I'm posting a beautiful poem for us. I took it from rainbow bridge site.
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📚📚Never forgotten ... Always loved..... My Special gift From God with love......
Thanks for the years....The comfort you brought.....
God has made clear....All you had taught
A spirit of joy....Of such devotion....You created in me.....Loving emotion
The bond we share.....Of priceless worth.....Can never be broken...On Heaven or Earth🌅 Written by Lauren Gray
Miss you Carshion, thank you for teaching & giving me unconditional love.

🌼July15; Hi my Carshion, mommy remembers you with love on your 6th week since you went to heaven. Mommy misses you very very much and thinks about you everyday. I hope you are being strong and watching mommy from above. Love you my beloved son

💐Jul22: Hello my sweet angel. 7 weeks since you went to heaven and mommy misses you more and more everyday. Mommy knows you are here in spirit and wishes she could see you. That would bring such great joy to our home again. Mommy sending you another sweet poem. It's just about how mommy feels everyday. from rainbow bridge.
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📚📚I came home today - You were not there - I could not find you anywhere.........You did not greet me at the door - You were not lying on the floor......You did not come when I called your name - You were not there - Who was to blame?....I did not want to say goodbye - Where were you? - I began to cry!.........It didn't take long - Until I knew you were there - You were flowing Throughout the air......You were free To run and play - You did not hurt Like yesterday.......Although Your face I cannot see - I know you Are here with me.......At the rainbow bridge I will see you, my friend - This is your beginning - Not your end🌄 Written by Tami Strosahi

🌷Jul29: My beautiful son, I keep seeing little doggies like you which makes mommy cries. I miss you so much and can't wait to see you again. It's 9 weeks since you went to heaven but I know you are here with me in spirit. My sweet angel, mommy sending you lots and lots of kisses & hugs. Just wish I could see you. Thinking of you always my Carshi and Mommy loves you❤️

🌾Aug05: Dear my beloved Carshion, It's already 10 weeks since you left for heaven and mommy is still mourning your loss in great pain. The sorrow is not going away my son. Mommy is trying to be happy but missing you is overwhelming at times and I still think about you every minute of the day. Help mommy to be strong until we are together again. Mommy loves you❤️

🍀Aug12: Hello my dear son, mommy is visiting you to say hi and to tell you that you will always be in my heart. I think of you daily and I miss you like crazy . Have fun in heaven my angel until we see each other again. Love you Carshi. Your mommy Carol.

🌴Aug19. Mommy leaving you a poem popoo! Miss you!
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📚📚Carshion You were a loyal, loving pet, my sidekick and a friend....A buddy and companion who was faithful to the end....Then an angel called your name and said, "go fetch the ball"....You chased it up into the clouds...and answered heaven's call.
...I miss our walks together and the fun times we would play........You'll be in my heart forever and in my thoughts each day ..You're waiting now in heaven....for my call to come, and then...When I do, I'll come fetch you and we'll be together again🏔 written by Ron Tranmer.

🌸Aug26: Dear my Carshi, mommy Is here with you and writing you a note to remind you that mommy loves you and thinks of you everyday. It's not getting any easier popoo. Only keeping busy helps me to get by without you. Love you❤️

🌼Sept02: Carshi another week as past since you went to heaven. Mommy sees you at home everyday in the butterflies and little animals that come around now. I don't remember seeing them around when you where here with me. Miss you and Mommy is so sad without you. Love you my poopo. Our bond can not be broken nor forgotten and I'm leaving you a poem.
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📚📚They say memories are golden well maybe that is true. ......I never wanted memories, I only wanted you....A million times I needed you, a million times I cried..........If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died......In life I loved you dearly, in death I love you still........In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill.......If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane.........I'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again.......Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same.......But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again. 🌠Author, Unknown

🌴Sept09: Hi my beloved Carshi. Mommy checking in on you. I cried for you more this week because I swear you are the special butterfly that comes around when mommy is watering plants. The butterfly even waited at the door like you use to. I know we will be reunited again and I miss you so much. Mommy leaving you another poem. I just love leaving poems for you. It's how mommy express missing you💙❤️
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📚📚Your soul was gentle....Your nature so sweet...You captured the hearts Of all you would meet.......God brought us together As that was his plan...He knew I would love you Like no one else can..........In a very short time You captured my heart...I'm so blessed to have you Until we were forced apart.............Though you are no longer with me....Your tender spirit lives on....I love you completely....You will never be gone.............I will honor your life...And the lessons you taught...Like being patient and kind..And all that you brought............So sleep well my sweet Carshion...You've left your indelible mark...We will be together one day..Never to part.🌠 Written by Marie Bacon...

💐Sept16: My dearest Carshion, mommy's journey without you it not easy. I miss you wholeheartedly and know we will reunite again. We did in my dreams. Love you poopo!!! Of course I'm leaving you another poem.
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📚📚Carshion you were a loving pet and I miss you my dear friend.....Life for me is not the same, since yours came to an end. You're on my mind, in my heart, and now it even seems, that I've been missing you so much, you're even in my dreams.....

For, In my dream, not long ago, an angel came to me....and said, "I'll take you to a place I think you'd like to see......
A lovely spot, far and beyond this earths outer ridge, on the other side of heaven, It's a place called Rainbow Bridge.......
She took me by my hand and we flew high into the sky....All the elements were blurred, so we quickly passed them by.....
We arrived at Rainbow Bridge, and as we crossed I was in awe, of the glorious surroundings, and the beauty that I saw.....
The colors of a rainbow brightly filled the sky above, reflecting rays of splendor, that brought to mind God's love....
We came upon a meadow, and the angel stopped to say, "Here is where you'll come to claim your loyal pet one day"....
The beauty of the meadow was a sight beyond compare.....Flowers, streams and grassy hills were all abundant there....
Many pets, of every kind, were playing in the sun, and there you were among them, having so much fun.....

I awakened at that moment...the dream had been so real, that tears were on my pillow, for I love and miss you still.....
Perhaps amid my sorrow, that pure sweet angel knew, that I would heal if I could see, Rainbow Bridge and you......The end.🌅Author, Ron Tranmer .... Dedicated to Carshion my beloved son and loyal companion to the end🏅

🌳Sept23: hello my Carshi, I hope you are having fun in heaven and not overwhelmed about us being apart like I am. I love & miss you so so so much. Sending you lots of kisses & hugs.

🌻Sept30: Carshion, mommy checking in on you. Miss you a lot. Love you always ❤️

🐶Oct07: my sweet Carshion I miss you and mommy won't let you die, You will live on in my heart, and nothing can take you away from me now. I will carry you wherever I go, and I will love you forever. Death is not powerful enough to break the bond we share. I will keep you alive in my heart, in my mind, and at the very core of my soul. I love you so much, and thank you for everything - my protector, my team mate, my son. I love you dearly.❤️

🐯Oct15: Hello My Carshi, mommy made a decision to start writing to you monthly instead of weekly; But it's so hard for mommy to visit and not write to you. I know you are waiting for me poopo and I miss you so so much. Love You❤️

🎂November 10, 2016
Today is my beloved son's Birthday. 🎊🎈🛍🎉🎂
You are here with me Carshion but I can't see you like before. Mommy wishing you a Happy🎈Happy🎈Birthday. Love you. 🎁🎁Here is a poem dedicated to you from mommy on your 11th Birthday🎁🎁
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📚 Do not stand on my grave and weep; I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond flints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in the circled light. I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
-Unknown

🏵June 03, 2017
🌹Carshion its been one year today since you went to heaven. You will always be in mommy's heart and I miss you very very much every single day. I have learn to manage myself without you here but I still break down and cry when the memories are overwhelming. I promise, God will honour our dreams and we will be together again. Mommy leaving a beautiful poem for you popoo.🐾

📚Beyond The Rainbow (From Carshion to mommy)
As much as I loved the life we had and all the times we played...........I was so very tired and knew my time on earth would fade.....I saw a wondrous image then, of a place that's trouble-free.....Where all of us can meet again to spend eternity....
I saw the most beautiful Rainbow, and on the other side where meadows rich and beautiful -- lush and green and wide....
And running through the meadows as far as the eyes could see.....Were animals of every sort as healthy as could be!
My own tired, failing body was fresh and healed and new.....And I wanted to go run with them, but I had something left to do........Mommy I needed to reach out to you, to tell you I'm alright..........Thanks Candles shining bright and strong and bold....And I knew then that it held your love in its brilliant shades of gold......For although we may not be together in the way we used to be, We are still connected by a cord no eye can see......So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart....If you look beyond the Rainbow and listen with your heart.