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From: Mommy
On: 3/17/24
 
My sweet sweet Tori, I love you so 3x! Mommy has pretty bad insomnia again/still. Last night finally fell asleep at midnight & up at 2:30 this morning. It's now 4:45. Can't fall back to sleep & I've been crying for an hour and a half. I look like a frickin zombie & pretty much feel like shit.Things are about to get way worse here. The other person is moving out the end of April( I so wish it was me, as well) so probably a significant rent increase & becoming one unit. We really have to get out of here. I just want to go somewhere & totally be by myself so, I can hide & rot. I miss you more than you'll ever know! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 3/5/24
 
Hi Tor, I love & miss you so! Well, it's already March & we change the clocks this weekend. I don't know where the time goes sometimes! We're all still at 95 Crapert Rd which pretty much sucks! Mommy is still looking though & hopefully we won't be here too much longer. As you know, I'm very unhappy here & I know you hate for me to feel this way. Thank you for always being with me & giving me your strength! You mean the world to me, Little Girl! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 2/14/24
 
Hi Sweet Tori, Happy Valentine's Day! I love you so 3x!!!!! I hope you get lots of chocolate infused with catnip! I miss you, Little Girl! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 2/11/24
 
Hi Sweet Little Girl, I love you so! Well, Tor, it's just another stupid day in my stupid life. I wish you were still here. I don't think I'll be getting the new place so, I guess I'll just keeping living in a place I hate! Life sucks!!!!! I miss you horribly!!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 1/17/24
 
Hi Sweet Tori, I love you so!!! Mommy went to see an apartment last Friday & I hope and pray that we will all be moving again really soon! It's been a bit nerve wracking waiting. I'm trying to remain optimistic but, you know how I get. Really have been so depressed & want to get out of here ASAP!!!! Now,I'm just angry at the bs here but, I guess that's progress. Please send your beautiful love & support my way! I miss you dearly. Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 1/1/24
 
Hi Tor, I love you so!!! Happy New Year 2024! I miss you so incredibly much! Things are terrible again where I'm living & I really hate it here! Incompetent landlords that change the rules whenever they want to. My goal is to get the help out of here asap!!! I think of you every day!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 12/25/23
 
Hi my beautiful Tori, Meowy Catmas! I love & miss you so!!! I hope you like this years flowers that I put near you. I'm very pleased with them myself. I was just crying because I miss LiLi......my first Christmas without her. It's been many Christmases without you & that makes me cry, too. I hope you get many presents & treats from Santa Paws. You always were on the nice list!!! I have your ornament at the very top of my Christmas tree like last year. It's beautiful just like you! Have fun today & hang out with LiLi! I love you always & forever! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 11/23/23
 
Hi Sweet Tori, I love & miss you so 3x google infinity squared!!! Happy Thanksgiving! I'm so thankful for you, little girl, & your sweet love that I still feel every day! Enjoy your yummy dinner but, try to be nice to the turkeys!!! :) Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 11/20/23
 
Frankie & Secret say Happy Birthday, too!!!
From: Mommy
On: 11/20/23
 
Hello Tor,I love you so! Happy 20th Birthday,my sweet little girl! I don't know whether or not you still would have been on this earth at 20 years old but, either way, it's a day to celebrate you! As you know, Liam is with you now so, I hope you party & have fun with her. Eat lots of catnip cake & bat at the bday balloons I left for you! I miss you so much! Have a great day, my beautiful Cookie Nookie of Love! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 11/14/23
 
Hi Beautiful Girl, I love you so, Tor!!! Today is Frankie's 13th birthday. You never met him & he's a bit naughty but, I'm sure you would have been friends. You might have had to put him in his place like LiLi did at times, though! He's a sweet boy & I love him! I miss you so much! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo A bday cake for Frankie.
From: Mummy
On: 10/31/23
 
Hi my sweet little ghoul Tori, Happy Halloween! I love and miss you so much that it's scary! At least I know you have DracuLiam to hang out with & you can scare up some fun together! Please come visit me on my broom tonight as I fly through the night! I hope you get lots of treats with out having to do too many tricks!!! Love always, Mummy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 10/15/23
 
Hi Sweet Tori, I love & miss you so 3x google infinity squared!!! Still wish you were here every day! Something's wrong with my lower back & I can hardly move. Don't know if I did someone to it yesterday when I was decorating Secret's stall for Halloween or if it's related to the arthritis in my neck. Either way, it sucks! I changed my mind & decided to decorate here for Halloween. Of course, you, Mom, Dad, & now LiLi are decorated, too. Secret had to have 2 teeth pulled almost 2 wks ago. My poor boy is getting old. I hate it. When he joins you at the Bridge, my life will pretty much be over. Anyway, I love you, Tor!!! Love always, Mommy xoxo P.S. I'm pretty f-ing sick of all of the house centipedes here!!!!! :(
From: Mommy
On: 9/16/23
 
Hi my sweet Girl, I love & miss you so! Things are pretty weird now where I'm living. I don't feel comfortable at all here. I was accused of being some pretty terrible things. I'm definitely not perfect but, I have never been told I was any of those things in my whole entire life. I don't like conflict & I'm not too good at asserting myself so, I'll probably just roll over & feel bad about myself. You won't be happy to hear that I haven't eaten for 2 days. Frankie got some stronger medication for his allergies after his vet visit but, it was making him sick. I called vet & she said to stop & go back to the OTC meds. Poor little boy! I think of you every single day & wish I could hold you again!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 8/20/23
 
Hi Little Girl, I love you so 3x!!!! Happy 19 year Anniversary! On this date 19 years ago, you entered my life & I've never been the same. What joy & beauty you brought into my life. You & I were( and still are) kindred spirits. I miss you more than words can say. Life is kind of meaningless without you!!!!! And, you know since RM disappeared & now LiLi is gone,I just don't care too much anymore. I feel like I am a terrible Mom to Secret. And, I love Frankie but, he drives me crazy. I don't know why I'm here. I'd really rather be with you! Anyway, Happy Anniversary!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 7/20/23
 
Hi Sweet Tori, I love you so 3x!!! I feel so sad without LiLi here. I don't know why this had to happen. She didn't even get to be at her new home for a year. I feel like she was really becoming herself---more relaxed & playful,talking to me more, looking out the window, & laying on her back. Now she's gone. It's really unfair & I'm sad & angry!!! I miss you so much, too!!! My 2 little girls gone now. My heart is completely broken. I hope you both will wait for me. Can't wait to be reunited! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 7/11/23
 
Hi Little Girl, I love you so 3x!!! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you! The figurine I got you with the angel holding a gray cat finally came so, I have it next to your urn on your pillow next to me. I really like it & hope you do, too! The rainbow colored heart pendant with a paw print on it for ashes came as well. It's really nice. I put some of you & LiLi in there so, now I carry the both of you with me everywhere I go. I miss you more than you'll ever know, Tor!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 7/2/23
 
Hi Tor, I love you so 3x! Miss you so 3x, too! It's your Mommy's birthday today so, Happy Birthday to me!!! :) 59 years old.......Good Lord! Wish you were here to celebrate with me! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 6/29/23
 
Hi Sweet Girl, I love you so!!! LiLi's memorial stone just got delivered so, it's in the garden near yours. It came out really nice. I bawled my eyes out but, that's pretty much the norm for me! Take care of each other!!! Love always, Mommy xoxoxo
From: Mommy
On: 6/14/23
 
Hi Tor, I love you so! I'm really missing you & LiLi so much tonight. I just read some old emails from RJM & that really made me feel super sad. I don't know why he just disappeared without a trace but, it was awful & mean & really hurtful. My heart is still destroyed by it. I just don't get it. I thought I finally found my person but, apparently not. I won't be doing that ever again, that's for sure. If I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life, I want to do it on my terms. I love you, Sweet Girl, & I wish you were still here. Love always, Mommy xoxoxo

 
 
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