No noise, no movement, no feeling, just numb with emptiness
No laughter, no speaking, no music, just the sound of loneliness
No Holding, no stroking, no walking, just a giant black space

Only hurting, paining, crying, and aching with love I have for you
Only sitting, thinking, sighing, breathless with emotion inside
Only wakefulness looking, touching holding things that belong to you

So loved having you by my side for so many years
So loved every single moment I shared with you
So loved all the love and devotion you gave to me

Hated to see you distressed in any way
Hated to think we would part one day
Hated the day that time finally came

No one knows how I feel inside, because they are not me
No one knows how much you meant to me because they are not me
No one knows but you know, as you always did

The grief is strong oh so very strong
The guilt is strong oh so very strong
The day I let you go was the saddest day of my life