Words can not express how I feel right now. It has been 4 hours since I had taken you to the Vet to have your eternal rest. Even though I know you are in a much better place than I am, I still hurt. You have been by my side for 15 years and was the most timmid and shy puppy you could have ever met. Tears are flowing as I type yet I need to do this. I pray you are up there with your sister Ember and have been reunited and are chasing squirls. I imagine you running and hopping when you chase the up a tree. Forgive me my sweetheart, I had to let you go. You were in so much pain and was so skinny you could see your bones. I tried to nurse you back to health and yet I knew in my heart your time was near. In the past few days I coulkd tell you knew too. You would look at me as if to say " Mommy let me go" And I want you to know I sang our song to you as you passed. "You are my sunshine my only sunshine,you make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know dear how much I loved you please dont take my sunshine away" that always made you nudge me. And for a minute I thought you did but then realized you were gone. I love you my fur baby. Rest in etrnal happiness and wait for me with your sister at the bridge. I love you ...xoxoxoxox mommy