Welcome to Zak's Rainbow Residency

Memories of Zak

When he found his way to us he was one confused little guy.  At 8 months old didn't know what grass was or what to do when placed on stairs.  Never did master the steps to well but he managed.  The couch was his property which he shared with me.  When we took naps together he would come and lay behind my knees with his head up so he could survey his "kingdom".  He was always at the door to greet you when you came home but not until he left a present on the carpeting letting you know how upset he was that he couldn't go with you.  Loved to go for rides in the car and just hang out the window with the wind blowing in his face even if it was only 10 above zero.  Hated to have to go out in the snow but had his own doggie patio which had to be shoveled off in the winter or he would go potty right outside the door to let you know that you hadn't shoveled his patio so he could go where he wanted to.  He was so well behaved after he had his bladder stone surgery even though he couldn't get around very well with that big old collar that the vet put on him till he healed.  One of his daily rituals was when we got home from work my husband would go sit in the recliner and Zak would come over and wait for him to put up the foot rest so he could jump up and lay between his legs and get his belly scratched or just nap.  And 4 years ago when Rocky needed a new home Zak granted his permission to share his home with Rocky(shepard/lab mix) who now misses him greatly. They would play or Zak would try to jump on Rocky's head just to start playing and then they would chase each other around the living room.  Or when Rocky was laying down minding his own business, Zak would come over to him, jump on him and then run into the kitchen and hide under the table or into the computer and hide under the computer table so Rocky couldn't get him.  When Rocky went back into the living room Zak would run out from under the table and do it all over again. He hated taking pills and no matter what you hid it in he would find it, eat the food and spit out the pill.  You just couldn't pull one over on him.  And he loved pizza but would spit out the mushrooms.  Loved to play tug of war with the cardboard rolls from paper towels or sneak into the bathroom to pull the cardboard rolls out of the waste basket from the toilet paper and rip it up.  He even would stand and wait till you were done with a plastic bottle of water or soda so he would play catch with the bottle or just stomp on it so it would bounce up and hit him in the face and he would keep "attacking it".  Loved to drink water out of a plastic bottle and when the weather was hot he loved frozen pops especially the blueberry ones.  He even taught Rocky how to eat them.  Zak who at 25 lbs. to Rocky's 60 lbs was the boss of the house and Rocky let him be just that.  He was one brave little soul who touched our hearts more than what we knew and took our hearts with him when he left this earth.  Zak, may you run and play in good health, have many friends to keep you company,  and know that we miss you greatly, love you even more and that someday we will meet again and cross Rainbow Bridge together.  Special hugs and thanks to leljab for Zak's Rainbow Bridge residency.  You will always be in our prayers you are one special special person.9/08  How are you doing Baby boy?  Are you singing along to the music from the tv program MASH like you used to love to do?  Or maybe a boat ride holding your head high in air letting the wind blow in your face?  I know that you have many friends to keep you company there which make us feel better to know that you are not alone but we still miss you very very much and love you just as much.  Fly high with your new wings little angel and sleep well my little prince.  Love Mom 9/11 How are you doing today fuzz butt? Are you having a good time playing with all your friends? Mom had a "meltdown" yesterday started crying and couldn't stop so I stayed home sat on the couch and held your ashes in my lap. I thought that I was all cried out but I guess not. Rocky even came up and put his head on my shoulder so I would give him a hug. We all miss you so very much but we know that you are watching over us. In fact I even saw a lady walking a bichon today and it looked exactly like you! Have a great day playing with all your friends and don't forget to get a nap in! Love and kisses Mom 9/12 Well little guy it was 3 weeks ago today that we sent you onto Rainbow Bridge. The pain is still there, the hole you left in my heart and my life is still there too. We all miss you but I know that you are in a better place. Play well, run like crazy and have a great time with all your new friends. And don't forget your naps little guy! Love Mom 9/19/08 Dear little Zak, today makes it one month ago that we let you go to Rainbow Bridge and I'm missing you so much dear one. All afternoon at work I could feel you by me even yesterday. Life just isn't the same without you fuzz butt. My heart aches at the absence you made in my life but I know that you are in a much better place now. I remember holding you when they gave you the shot and when the vet said that you were gone my heart broke into a million pieces. I thought that the pain was going to do me in. And I remember saying my last goodbye to you when we took you to the crematorium and I placed the yellow rose between your paws and gave you one last kiss. Your little body was still warm and I just couldn't believe that you weren't there anymore. I didn't want to leave you but I knew you really weren't there anymore that you had started your journey to the Bridge. I will never forget you Zak the crazy loving way you would greet me when I came home I so miss that, the way you "bossed" Rocky around I know he misses that, and the way that you would jump up in the recliner by Dad to get your tummy rubbed and how you would fall asleep laying by his legs I know he misses that too. We all miss you terribly but we love you and hope that you have made many friends at the bridge and that you will keep coming to visit us once in a while. Find a nice fuzzy soft cloud for your naps too! Love you always Mom, Dad, and Rocky 9/27 Dear little one, it's been 5 weeks now and Mom needs your help. I have become so stressed out that there is a health problem that has developed. Just let me know that you are near to help get me thru this my little fuzz butt. I miss you so terribly and wish that you were still here but I'm being selfish because I now that you are better off where you are now. Play well my little buddy and send me a couple of your kisses to help me thru the next few months. I love you and miss you. My little angel. Love Mom 10/4 my little fuzz butt, it's been 6 weeks now we all miss you so very much. I still look for you in the door when I come home at lunch time but your fuzzy bouncy little butt isn't there anymore and I feel so lost. There's no poop on your doggie patio to clean up anymore and that just doesn't feel right. Even though we were with us for 14 years it's seem like such a short time now. Play well with your friends old and new. Send us doggie kisses once in a while. We love you little one. Mom 10/16 I'm so sorry little one but Mom hasn't been feeling well and I miss you more now than ever. You were always such a comfort when I wasn't feeling well. My little Fuzz Butt I miss you more than ever we all do. Play well and make new friends we will be together one day again. Wait for me. Love Mom 10/23 It's been two months now Zak the pain is somewhat better but I still cry and hold your urn missing you so terribly. I miss seeing you laying on the couch "king of your domain" and watching you boss Rocky around. Even Rocky misses that. I hope that you have made many new friends there is on a new one a friend of mine Yvonne has sent her cat Pippin yesterday. Hope that you two will be good friends and show him the ropes! Play well, nap often, and please send us your love once in a while little prince! Love Mom 11/5 Little one I miss you so very much. I keep looking at your picture and touching your fur from your last hair cut and it's like you're still here. Last Sat. nite we had a visitor "new kid on the block". At first glance it looked like you out by the yellow roses that you liked to go by. But sadly it wasn't you but I'm sure that you were letting me know that you are still here thru this little dog that looked like you. I went out to pet him and talked with his owner for a few minutes then came in the house sat down, looked at your picture and cried. The hole that you have left in my heart is still there and will always be there but if you know of another poor unfortunate little puppy that needs a good home I have all the faith in the world that you will guide him here to us. You are in my heart forever!! Love MOM 11/18 It's been almost 3 months now and I still miss you as much as ever little one. I see your "smiling" picture and wish so hard that you were still here with us. There won't be any need to shovel the snow off your doggie patio this winter and still keep looking for you to be there. Oh Zak it hurts so much not to have you here. I will always love you as the best of my dogs and carry you in my heart forever. Love Mom 11/22/08 Well my little precious one it is 3 months to the day that we had to let you go to the Bridge and my heart still aches so. I wish you were here to get me off the couch to take you for a walk like we used to do. I miss you so that I can't tell anyone. I still look for your fuzzy little face bouncing up and down when I come to the front door but you're not there. Play well my little one and make many friends. We will see each other again one day. I love you! Mom 11/29 Dear little Zak, I'm asking you to look out for Karley she is new at the bridge and was treated very badly by her "owner". She's just a baby and I know that you two will be great friends. I still miss so you very much my little one. I send you all my love and hugs forever Love Mom 12/14 My dear little one, I so did not want to put up the Christmas tree this year it's just not the same without you being here. I remember how you liked the ceramic reindeer that I would put under the tree and how patiently you would wait your turn when presents were handed out. A box of Milk Bones and there will be another under the tree this year for you even though you won't be here to enjoy them. The tree is up and I can see you laying on the couch looking at the "strange thing" that's not normally in the living room but accepting it anyway. I also remember the time that you knocked over the Xmas tree and broke some of my favorite ornaments. A time that I was not too happy with you but they are only ornaments they can be replaced and I can't replace you little angel. Play well send us your Xmas kisses. We all miss you and love you. Mom, Dad, and Rocky 12/20 It's almost Christmas the first one without you. I miss you so. I wanted to give you something special couldn't figure out what so I sat down and wrote this for you. Before You Came Along Never had a little dog before you came along. Never wanted a little dog before you came along. One autumn day scared and lonely there you were. No one wanted you would I take you? Hesitations ran thru my mind all the while my heart was saying "you found your forever home little one". So began the long rehab of a poor little puppy who didn't know what steps were for or what grass was. And the Bichon attitude when you didn't get your way, my carpets paid the price for that. A spot is still there a rememberance of you. Bladder stones, surgery, then complications and thru it all you were a good brave puppy. Years of companionship I received from you. Years of love and loyality were your gifts to me. The years went by oh so quickly, we got older together. Aches, pains and slowing down. Our one mile walk eventually turned into a one block walk. Then one day you got sick, not eating' or drinking. The trips to the vet and finally I knew that God was making room for you to go home. We couldn't let you suffer we had to let you go. We stayed with you the whole time till the vet said "he's gone". I never thought that I would stop crying, my heart was breaking. Wrapped in your favorite fleece Packer blanket with you on my lap we made the long trip to the pet crematorium. When I laid you down I placed a small yellow rose between your little paws, you know the roses out front that you would visit for a potty break before you left the yard. I bent down to give you your last kiss from me and oh you were still warm. Warm but gone. You're back home with us now your ashes that is, your collar, winter sweater, leash the small bag of hair from your last hair cut I keep by my bed. I won't part with any of it. You're at the Rainbow Bridge now no more aches, pains or being sick. You're free to run, play, nap and make friends lots and lots of friends. But no more do I see that fuzzy smiling face everytime I come thru the door. Before you came along I never wanted a little dog and now that you are gone my little fuzz butt you took my heart with you forever. Merry Christmas little one I miss you so much! Love you Mom 12/24 Merry Christmas little fuzz butt I miss you so very much. Remember you have my heart with you always. Love Mom 1/3/09 Happy New Years little one! A new year but without you my heart still aches so. There is a new puppy Magnum welcome him and show him around. Help him feel at home and make new friends. He left his mom very suddenly today and she misses him so very much. we love you and miss you especially Rocky. Oh my little fuzz butt I love you so very much! Mom 1/11/09- A friend sent me this and it so reminded me of you! I rescued a human today! Her eyes met mine as she walked down the corridor peering apprehensively into the kennels. I felt her need instantly and knew I had to help her. I wagged my tail, not too exuberantly, so she wouldn't be afraid. As she stopped at my kennel I blocked her view from a little accident I had in the back of my cage. I didn't want her to know that I hadn't been walked today. Sometimes the shelter keepers get too busy and I didn't want her to think poorly of them. As she read my kennel card I hoped that she wouldn't feel sad about my past. I only have the future to look forward to and want to make a difference in someone's life. She got down on her knees and made little kissy sounds at me. I shoved my shoulder and side of my head up against the bars to comfort her. Gentle fingertips caressed my neck; she was desperate for companionship. A tear fell down her cheek and I raised my paw to assure her that all would be well. Soon my kennel door opened and her smile was so bright that I instantly jumped into her arms. I would promise to keep her safe. I would promise to always be by her side. I would promise to do everything that I could to see tha radiant smile and sparkle in her eyes. I was so fortunate that she came down my corridor. So many more are out there who haven't walked the corridors. So many more to be saved. At least I could save one. I rescued a human today. That is exactly what you did for me little fuzz butt!!! Now I hope that at some point I can rescue one for you!! Love Mom 1/19/09 My little Zak how I miss your bouncing little face. You always made me happy when I was sad but you're not here to do that anymore. I wish we could have had more time together little guy. I love you and miss you so very much. Mom 2/12 No little one Mom did not forget you!! How could I you took my heart with you. Mom hasn't been having a good time lately not feeling well and didn't make it back here as I would like to. I love you little guy and want to leave you something for Valentines day. It's not much considering what you gave me the 14 years you were here with me but it's something. I miss you sooooo much and love you just as much. Watch over Tela and play well with all your friends. Love you and miss you Mom 2/28 My dear little Zak Mom's birthday is coming up and I have been finding pennies all over the place. Are you sending them to let me know that you are near? Oh how I miss you little one. No one to cuddle with when I'm on the couch and Rocky misses you so very much no one to play with. I miss our walks together and our time sitting on the front porch together. My little Zak I love you so very much. I know you are better off where you are now but that doesn't make the pain of your absence any better. Play, nap and make many friends. Wait for me and one day I will see your smiling little face again. Love Mom 3/18 No my dear little one Mom didn't forget about you. Some health problems keep coming up about which I'm sure you know of. How could I ever forget you? You were my little bundle of joy even when you did get your attitudes and leave your little presents on the floor. I miss you every day and I have been finding alot of pennies around lately. Are they coming from you? Are you close by because Mom hasn't been feeling good? I hope so I know so I can feel you. We all love and miss you so very much. Spring is coming and you are not here to enjoy it with us. Our first spring without you dear one. But I know it's spring all year long where you are no more snow to deal with for you. Play well, run free and without pain or illness. And don't forget your naps! Love with all my heart! Mom 4/9 my little one how I miss you so very much. Are you the one that has been sending all the pennies that I have been find lately? Every time I find one I say a little hello to you. I know that you are still here with us. Rocky misses you so very much has no one to play with now. His little buddy is no where to be found. And our first Easter without you it just won't be the same especially the way you would go out in the backyard and help Jerri look for her Easter eggs. You always found them before she did and then she had to try to catch you running away with it in your little mouth. How funny you looked. Have a good Easter little boy and know that Mom misses and loves you so very much. I wish you were here with me know laying under the computer table like you used to. I love you little one. 5/1 Spring is coming and your yellow roses are budding but you're not here to "water" them like you used to. Everytime I look out at them I think of you and know how much we all miss you. Rocky especially. Maybe it's time for a buddy for him what do you think? He's lonely for you I know that and so am I. I have no one to walk with anymore as Rocky pulls too much and my back can't take that you know that don't you? Oh dear little one I miss you so very much but I hope that you have made so many good friends at the bridge Mac, Puck, Lucky, Princess, Toby, Muffy, Josh, Major, Thunder, Tinker, Misty and Midnight. Sleep well my little man with the attitude and play well run like the wind!!! with all my love Mom 5/15 Your doggie patio stands empty and the weeds are growing in the cracks because you're not there to use it anymore. Your yellow roses are coming along nicely you would be proud. Rocky still misses you so much he gets excited everytime a little dog walks past the house and now Dad is finally realizing that Rocky needs a buddy. Send us a little one that needs a good loving home like you did when you came to us. We all miss you so very much little fuzz butt. It's spring and you're not here to lay out in the yard to sun yourself alongside Rocky and he looks so lonely. We send you all of our love little guy. Love you kisses Mom 7/5/09 No my little man Mom didn't forget you how could I ever forget you the way you touched my heart. We all miss you so very much I still look for you under the computer table thinking that you are laying there by my feet but there's no one there anymore. Rocky misses you terribly and so far we haven't found another little one to share our home with. I'm sure that when the time is right you will see to it to guide one our way. I hope that you are having a wonderful time with all your friends and yes I know that you are still here with me I can feel you and I want you to know that I carry you in my heart always little one. Love and many many kisses Mom 7/27/09 My dear little one we still all miss you so very much especially Rocky. He has no one to boss him around or to tease him into a good game of tag. I go outside and sit in the screen tent and you are not there laying beside on the glider but yet I feel you. To think that at this time last year you were still here with us and now you are not. It hurts so much but my little Fuzz Butt I take comfort in knowing that you are no longer suffering you are whole again and playing with the many friends that I am sure you have made at the bridge. I love you little one and miss you so terribly much! Mom 8/2/09 Well little guy you did it!!! You sent us the right one and he's so much like you. It's almost like having you back with us again. Thank you so very much and we love you for what you did. He has a few little sores from the chemical burns that were on his back but it is healing nicely. We so wish you were here to share him with us but the minute I saw him I knew he had been sent by you!! I wish I could give you a big hug little man for what you have done. You are truly our angel in heaven and also little Rocky's guardian angel. Love and hugs from Mom, Dad and Big Rocky. You truly are a miracle worker!!! 8/6/09 Happy Birthday my little man! I wish that you were still here so we could celebrate it with you but I know that you and your friends are having a good time at the Bridge. Have a great day! The little one that you sent Sammy is certainly giving Rocky a workout and the rest of us too. He's alot like you Zak but not the same. There will never be another dog that can take your place in my heart but Sammie will be close. Thank you again for sending him to us and we will give him a good home in your name. I love you forever my little Zak! Mom 8/20 Well Zak you certainly do have a sense of humor!! This little guy you sent us is sure a handful and not housebroken either. Sort of like you! There are so many little things he does that are exactly like you would do which makes me miss you even more. Let's just say that like you he is a "work in progress"! We all miss you play well with all your friends we take comfort in knowing that you are young again and in good health never to suffer again. Love you Fuzz Butt Mom 8/22/09 Dear little Fuzz Butt today is your one year anniversary at the Bridge. I do hope with all my heart that you have had a good year. I know you are still with us but we miss you so very much. My only consolation is that now you are no longer suffering and that I can see you playing with all of your friends having a good time and in the best of health. Oh how I miss you little one. The day you left you took a big piece of my heart with you-take good care of it little one till we meet again. I love you and miss you so very much. Mom 8/28/09Dear Zak, did you by any chance come across a gold kitty by the name of Indy that arrived at the Bridge sometime during the nite Monday? If you did please look after him and be a good friend to him. I tried to help him as much as I could afford to but it wasn't enough and he passed in his sleep. Be a good friend to him he went way too soon and play gently with him till he is whole again. We miss and love you so very much and I know that you will look after Indy and be a good friend to him. Play well, nap many and know that you are in our hearts along with Indy. Love Mom 9/7/09 Dear little one did you have a good labor day weekend playing with all your friends? And did you find Indy? Please watch over him and make him feel at home. I know he didn't get the best of care and was taken way too soon. We miss you and love you so very much. Take care my little one have fun till we meet again. Love you with all my heart Mom 9/13 Dear little Zak how are you doing? I hope that you are having fun with all your friends and watching over Indy I know how you liked cats. Just don't eat his poop okay??? I remember the times that you would push me into taking you for a walk and miss that so much even on the days that I didn't feel like it after coming home from work you would be so persistant and we would go on on 1 mile hike and you would be making new friends along the way. Those friends miss you too just like we do. Sammy is almost a carbon copy of you it's almost like you are back here with us thru him. I know dear little one that you sent him to us to ease the pain of your absence and for that I thank you so very much. He will never replace you in my heart there will always be a special place there for you and you alone. Take care little one and know that mom loves you and misses you terribly!! All my love and hugs Mom and Rocky!!! 9/25 Dear Fuzz Butt Are you having a good time playing with your friends? We still miss you so very much and love you too. Be a good boy and never forget that Mom loves you. 11/6 My dear little boy no mom didn't forget you it's just been very busy more health problems but I'm sure that you know that. Have you been having fun with your friends at the bridge? Getting all your naps in too? It's fall now and I so miss not being able to take you for a walk and watch you end up with leaves hanging on your little face dragging them into the house. You mean so much to me Zak and that hole in my heart is still there for you. Rocky still misses you even though Sam is here to torture him now in your place. And slowly Sam is displaying some of your little quirks which lets me know that you are still here with us thru him now. But he'll never take your place in my heart that place is reserved for you and you only. I love you dear little Zak. Mom 11/26 It's Thanksgiving dear little one and I remember how much you loved your Thanksgiving plate of turkey, stuffing and mashed potatoes. We missed you today but hope that you and all your friends at the bridge had a good time celebrating and that you had plenty to eat! It's getting cold now winter is starting to set in and my little foot warmer isn't here to help me out. I miss you so much my little one but I know that you are in a better place and no longer sick. Stay well, nap often and play much. Love Mom 12/24/09 Merry Christmas my dear little Zak. I hope that Santa is good to you and that you get everything you want. It's the second Christmas without you and you are sorely missed. I miss the way you would lay on my legs when we were on the couch together and there is no one to knock over the Christmas tree this year. I hope that you and all of your friends at the bridge have a wonderful Christmas you deserve it so my little one. Merry Christmas and all my love Mom 12/31/09 Happy New Years little one. Hope that you and your friends are having one great party tonite! Have a great time up there with all your friends my little man and know that we all miss you and love you here. It's just not the same without you! But thank you for leading us to Sam. He's a handfull at times but at least you saw to it that another abused baby was given a good home. You still have a place here with us too! Love you dearly little one Mom 2/14/10 Dear little Zak Happy Valentines Day to my very special valentine. You are always in my heart never far away from my thoughts. I know you are with me but I still miss you terribly but I don't want to be selfish and know that you are better off where you are. No more being sick or in pain free to run and play with all of your friends and knowing that someday we will see each other again. Enjoy your new life little one and know that I am with you too! Love Mom 3/9/10 Sweet little Zakky, there is another furbaby that has come to the bridge and I would like you to make him welcome. He's a beautiful kitty named TJ. Show him around, make friends with him his mom misses him dearly. Show him how to let her know that he is still near like you do with me. We all miss you so very much but know that you are in a better place with many friends. I love and miss you Fuzz Butt! Mom 6/4/10 Dear sweet little boy I have been away longer than what I planned. Too many health issues to deal with but I want you to know that you are always in my thoughts, my heart! It's summer now and I go past the places where we used to go for walks places we can no longer go together and I feel sad. I remember so well how you liked our walks I did too! I miss those times and miss you too. Remember sweet little one that I always love you! Mom 8/6/10 Happy Birthday my dear little boy!!! I hope that you have a wonderful birthday with all your friends. Party well my dear little one and know that you are still with us! Love Mom and Dad 8/14 Dear little fuzzy one it's been too long again and it do esn't mean that I have forgotten you because that will never happen. I imagine us going for our walks like we used to the ones that I miss. Even on the days when I didn't feel like going you would stand there barking at me defiantly to get off my butt because you wanted to go and go we did. If it hadn't been for you alot of those walks wouldn't have happened. You always knew what you wanted and let people know about it. My little boy I miss you so very much but you are with me in my heart and will always be there my sweet thing. I love and miss you. Have fun at the bridge run play and be healthy which you couldn't be here staying with us. LOVE Mom 8/15/10 Hello little one just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you, missing you and want to be able to give you a hug. I miss our walks so very much but I know that you have sent Sammy to take your place for walks. He will never take your place in my heart but he also has a special place in my heart near yours. Zak, my little fuzz butt I know you are in a better place now and you are no longer sick which is a comfort to me but I still miss you so very much. You are never far from my thoughts or my heart! Love Mom 8/22/10 Dear little Fuzz Butt, it was 2 years ago today that you left us for the Bridge. Even though the pain was unbearable on that day to have to say goodbye we still feel your absence so much. There are so many times I wonder why you had to leave so soon, did we do the right thing, and on and on. But all I can do is remember the look in your eyes. Our little Zak was gone you were sick so sick that you wanted to go at least I hope that was the case. It sure seemed to be at the time. Is it because I miss you so much that I still keep wondering? But I know in my heart that we did the right thing for you even though it hurt more than I can say. I hope that you have made many friends at the bridge and are having a good time now that you are no longer sick and old. Wait for me little one. One day you and I will be together again. Have Toby, Josh, Muffy, Scooter, and Midnight there with you when I come. I long to see you all again. I love and miss you so very much little guy. All my love Mom 9/4/10 Zak my little fuzz butt it's such a nice day today wish you were here for one of our walks. I miss that so much but I hope that you are having a good time at the bridge and that you are happy and healthy. The sun is shining and you aren't here to prod me into taking you for a walk not here to sit on my lap. Oh how I miss you little one. Love forever Mom 12/25/10 Merry Christmas my little one. I hope that you and your friends had a good Christmas. For whatever reason I spent all of Christmas day calling Sam by your name so I know that you were here with us. I wish that I could see you and hold you again but I know that someday that will happen when we are together again. All of my hugs and love and know that you are still so dearly missed and loved by us. Merry Christmas Fuzz Butt! 5/24/11 Dear little Zak I'm sure that you think I have forgotten all about you but that couldn't be further from the truth. Mom has been having more medical issues and there have been issues with Sammy as I'm sure you are aware of. I'm so sorry that I haven't been to visit you before this. I still love and miss you so very much you are in my thoughts constantly even if I haven't visited you here. I even called Sammy Zak the other nite so I know you were trying to remind me that it was a while since I have been here. I wish you were here so we could take our walks together only now my foot is not working well so it would be hard but I know that you would be there barking at me to get off my butt and get you and me out for a walk. I do so miss that time together with you. I hope that you are having a great time at the bridge with all your friends and I know in my heart that you are whole again no pain no sickness. I love you dear little one! 8/22/11 Dear little Fuzz Butt it's been 3 years since you left us today. My heart still aches for you but I know that you are in a better place healthy happy and running and playing with all your friends. You are still and always will be in my heart I will never forget you little one. I miss our walks together that was "our" time. Be happy my little one and know that you are always with me. I love you! Mom 12/24/11 Dear little one it has been alot longer than it should have been and no I haven't forgotten about you you know that you are always in my heart. It's another Xmas and you're not here with us to share what's under the tree. But my little love I know you are with us in spirit and there's an extra tree under the tree for you. We all love you and miss you so terribly but hope that you are going to have a wonderful Christmas with all of your old and new friends at RB. Dad is doing well as I'm sure you know. He was given the "all clear" last Monday of the cancer and we know you were watching over him this past 5-1/2 years. We wish that you could be here to share the happiness with us but know that you are celebrating at RB for us. With all my heart dear little one I wish you a loving Merry Christmas!! With lots of hugs and kisses MOM 4/21/12 Happy New Year little one. No mom didn't forget you. As you know the health problems are not getting any better and I'm sorry for being away so long. I hope that you and all your friends are having a good time and you know I carry you in my heart always even if you don't hear from me here for a while. Sam is becoming more like you and I'm still finding pennies so I know you are around. Sam will never take your place in my heart you are one of a kind and I so wish we would have had more time with you. Run and play without any pain and in good health. Spring is struggling to come and that would mean our walks would start again but we can only share walks in our hearts. Oh Zak my little fuzz butt I wish you were here but I know you are in a better place and happy and healthy. We will meet again one day and until then I carry you in my heart dear one. Love HUGS and many kisses Mom

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