3/26/20 1250AM TIGGY I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I AM MISSING RIGHT NOW. HELLO WORLD I AM DISABLED WITH CHRONIC PAIN 24/7 WITH NOT MUCH MOBILITY, NO SENSE GETTING INTO IT. TIGGY TOOK SO MUCH OF MY PAIN AWAY. I LOVE YOU TIGGY WITH ALL ME BEING. IT IS NOT THE SAME AT ALL. I RESCUED HER WHEN SHE WAS 2 AFTER BORN IN GAINSVILLE FLORIDA AND USED AS AN EXPERIMENTAL ANIMAL. I PUT TIGER DOWN A MONTH BEFORE AND A PET PSYCHIC SAID TIGER WAS GOING TO SEND ME A BEAUTIFUL CAT. I WASN'T READY. I JUST WANTED TO GO TO PETSMART TO SHOW PICTURES OF TIGER AND SHE SAID DOMINICK COME BACK NEXT WEEK I HAVE A CAT AT THE HOUSE THAT LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE TIGER. I WENT AND WHEN I LAID EYES ON HER THAT WAS IT. MARCH OF 05 I HAVE BLESSED AGAIN. OUR SONG WAS GETTING TO KNOW YOU MAYBE TIGER REINCARNATED HERSELF I DONT KNOW BUT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD LOVE A CAT GREATER THAN TIGER THAT IS WHY I NAMED HER TIGA TIGGY FOR SHORT A NICKNAME. TIGGY, BACK THEN WHO WOULD EVER THINK I WOULD BE DISABLED AT THE END BUT YOU NEVER WANTED FOR ANYTHING YOU HAVE SO MUCH LOVE WHO WOULD THINK YOU WOULD HAVE A HYPERTHYROIDISM FOR THE LAST 7 YEARS AND THE PILLS WOULD HURT YOUR KIDNEYS I DID EVERYTHING EVEN POKED YOU TO GIVE YOU FLUIDS BUT IT WASNT WORKING WHY? MAYBE I LET YOU GO TOO SOON BUT THAT WAS BETTER THAN TOO LATE. I DON'T KNOW HOW I DID IT BUT I GOT MY WISH YOU WENT OUT IN DIGNITY. AFTERWARD, YOU SHUT THE WORLD DOWN. TIGGY, YOU ARE STILL HERE I FEEL YOU, I LOVE YOU.
MY BELOVED FRIEND, I LOVED YOU THE MOMENT I MET YOU. I LOVED YOU BEFORE I MET YOU. THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER, AND IT WON'T BE THE LAST. I THINK MY HEART KNEW THAT AND WAS WAITING TO MEET YOU AGAIN. FOR THE HEART KNEW THAT BOND OF LOVE NEVER DIES. YOU LOVED ME UNCONDITIONALLY. YOU MADE ME SMILE WHEN I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE SMILING. YOU MADE ME LAUGH WHEN I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE LAUGHING. YOU KEPT ME COMPANY WHEN I FELT ALONE. YOU SAW ME AT MY BEST AND AT MY WORST AND LOVED ME ALL THE SAME. WHEN I WANTED TO GIVE UP ON LOVE, YOU REMINDED ME TO LOVE. WHEN I WANTED TO GIVE UP ON HOPE, YOU REMINDED ME TO HOPE. WHEN I WANTED TO GIVE UP ON LIFE YOU REMINDED ME TO LIVE ALWAYS LOYAL AND TRUE. YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO BE BETTER AND NOW THAT THIS PART OF OUR JOURNEY HAS COME TO AN END. THE ANGELS ARE WAITING FOR YOU IN HEAVEN, FOR IT IS THEIR TURN TO HOLD YOU NOW. YOUR SPIRIT WILL SHINE FOREVER. BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS, AS YOU HAVE LOVED ME. I WILL HOLD YOU IN MY MEMORY AND KEEP THE BOND OF LOVE THAT WE SHARE STRONG UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. FOR THIS IS NOT THE END FOR US, AND ALTHOUGH IT MAY SEEM WE ARE APART, I KNOW THAT WE ARE. YES, I WILL MISS SO MUCH AND I HAVE MANY MEMORIES, BESIDES YOUR LOUD SNORING IN MY EAR, YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYELASHES, YOUR BEAUTIFUL VOICE, SCRATCHING YOUR BACK BY YOUR TAIL, BUT MOST OF ALL THE TIMES YOU WOULD GROOM MY HEAD AND I WOULD SAY "DOWN A LITTLE FURTHER" YOU ALWAYS WOULD HIT THE RIGHT SPOT AND IT FELT SO GOOD! MY FAVORITE, IS YOUR I LOVE YOU EXPRESSION. I WILL MISS THOSE PAINFULLY TRUE. BUT OUR GREATEST BOND, THE BOND OF LOVE, I WILL NEVER HAVE TO MISS, FOR IT EXISTS ETERNALLY. YOU AND I ARE CONNECTED FOREVER. SO UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT YOU TAUGHT ME, MY COMPANION, MY FRIEND, MY LOVE, MY BELOVED FRIEND. THANK YOU! WITH LOVE ALWAYS, YOUR BABY, DOMINICK

TIGGY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS BUT I FEEL I JUMPED THE GUN, I PULLED THE TRIGGER TOO FAST. I HAD TOO MANY PEOPLE PULLING ME. I DON'T THINK YOU WERE IN PAIN OR UNCOMFORTABLE. YOU HAD YOUR ROUTINE AND I RUINED IT. I SHOULD HAVE GONE ONLINE, I DIDN'T MIND GIVING YOU 3 PILLS A DAY AND FLUIDS. YOU DIDN'T WANT TO GO AND LEAVE ME. WHEN I LOOK BACK IT IS A HAZE. THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO NOW BUT PRAY THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME. IT WASN'T IN MY GUT. I DON'T KNOW IF I DID THE RIGHT THING OR NOT. YOU WERE ONLY IN STAGE 2 OF KIDNEY FAILURE YOU COULD HAVE LIVED 3 MORE YEARS. I DON'T FEEL GOOD ABOUT THIS. THE HYPERTHYROIDISM WAS UNDER CONTROL. WE WENT THROUGH SO MUCH, HOW CAN I START TO HEAL WHEN I FEEL LIKE THIS? I SHOULD HAVE WAITED A WEEK TO SEE HOW YOU WERE. I HOPE IT WASN'T MY MEDICATION. I FEEL LIKE DYING. YOU WENT THROUGH SO MUCH, I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO SUFFER AT ALL AND I DIDN'T WANT TO BE SELFISH. HOW DO YOU KNOW WHEN? I WILL TAKE THIS TO MY GRAVE WITH SORROW. PLEASE I BEG OF YOU PLEASE WAIT FOR ME AND STILL LOVE ME. I LOVE YOU, YOUR BABY, DOMINICK

3/10/2021 BABY IT IS A YEAR AND IT FEELS LIKE IT IS LAST YEAR. I HAVE GONE DOWNHILL IN THIS YEAR. I JUST WANT US TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN. PLEASE COME TO ME AND LET ME FEEL YOU TONIGHT I NEED IT BADLY. MY TIGGY I STILL FEEL I DID II TOO SOON I KNOW I CAN NEVER HEAL. TIGGY MY BABY GIRL I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY WITH FOND MEMORIES. LOOKING BACK I COULD NEVER DO IT AGAIN. I HAD MY KNEE REPLACEMENT IT WAS A DISASTER THE SPINE IS ALL MESSED UP YOU CAN SEE IT ALL. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

CHRISTMAS WAS NOT THE SAME I COULD NOT SEE YOU UNDER THE TREE. PLEASE COME TO ME TONIGHT I NEED TO SEE YOU, FEEL YOU AND PLEASE LET ME COMB AND MASSAGE YOUR BACK PAWS TIGGY PLEASE WAIT FOR ME AND PLEASE KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!

DAVE FELL AND IS IN BAD SHAPE HE IS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN HERE. TIGGY PLEASE COME TO ME IN SPIRIT TONIGHT.

3/10/2022 I REALLY DON'T HAVE TO WRITE BECAUSE YOU ARE IN ME AND SAW AND FELT EVERYTHING THAT HAS AS SOME WERE GOOD AND SOME WERE BAD! YOU KNOW MY LIFE IS LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER AND YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. AS YOU KNOW OUR CAR WAS TOTALED OUT AND I KNOW YOU LIKE THE NEW ONE. TIGGY MY LOVE, YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY THOUGHTS EVERY SECOND TODAY. WILL I TOTALLY RECOVER FROM THE ACCIDENT? I GUESS IT JUST ADDS TO MY MANY HEALTH PROBLEMS. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT GIVES ME MY STRENGTH AND YOU KNOW THAT AND LOVE DOING IT. WILL WE MAKE SIX FLAGS MORE THAN THE 34 TIMES WE WENT LAST YEAR? I AM MAD THAT THEY DID NOT GRIND YOUR BONES BETTER I CAN'T GET THEM IN THE JEWELRY. I KNOW YOU WON'T SEND ME ANOTHER CAT YOU WOULD BE TOO JEALOUS EVEN IF I GAVE IT 5 PERCENT OF MY LOVE IT WOULD TAKE IT FROM YOU AND YOU WON'T HAVE THAT. LOL. I DON'T WANT ANOTHER ONE ANYWAY. WHEN YOU HAVE THE BEST YOU CAN'T SETTLE FOR LESS. IT WAS HARD TO GET USED TO YOU INSIDE OF ME AND NOT BE ABLE TO DO FOR YOU AS I USED TO BUT IT HAPPENED AND I FEEL YOU AND YOUR LOVE. I WANT YOU TO KNOW IF ANYONE WOULD ASK ME WHAT I MISS MOST IT WOULD BE NOT BEING ABLE TO MASSAGE YOUR BACK FEET THE WAY YOU SPREAD THOSE TOES OF YOURS AND THAT GAZE OVER YOUR FACE. NO ONE SIGNS YOUR GUEST BOOK ANYMORE THAT SADDENS ME. EVERYONE FORGOT ABOUT YOU BUT ME AND I'M THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE! WELL HERE IS TO 2022, MY LOVE.