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Memories of Precious
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July 18, 2005 Dear Precious, I have been trying since you left us to make a memorial to you here at Rainbow Bridge. You left us two weeks ago today and I am trying again to write you. First, my baby girl, I am so sorry! I know now that we literally spoiled and loved you to your death. We didn't know you were not supposed to eat all the people foods you loved so much. Daddy & I just loved you so much, we wanted you to have everything you wanted. We are so very sorry and would give the world to have you back and be able to undo what we had done. Your brothers and sisters are really mad at us now, cause they don't get any more of the treats we always gave each of you. I know you were the guardian angel that was taking care of Sassi when she was so sick, right after you left. You know she is all well now and she looks for you in the closet. Scotti misses "his little prissy girlfriend". He acts so down and want lots of attention because you are not here to give it to him anymore. I put Daddy's chair here cause I know you miss sitting in his legs every night, til off to bed you two would go, together, after you would aggravate me with your "no kisses". How we miss your talks with us and your emphatic shaking of your head when we didn't jump as soon as you wanted something. Sweetheart, I have met so many nice people that have lost their babies and I look at pictures of them and know, now, some of the friends you have at the bridge. Bet you have fallen in love with Ralphie cause he is such a cutie! I know you are so "full of it" at the bridge, cause you love strutting your stuff! I always hoped that I would go "home" before you, my Precious. Knowing that you are waiting for me gives me some comfort and it will be a glorious day when I can hold you in my arms once again. I will write you again soon and we are having a candlelight prayer service for you and all your new friends tonight. We love and miss you so much. July 23, 2005 My sweet little girl, Precious, it has been 19 days since you left us and it seems like it was just yesterday. I haven't been able to write before now and now it is even hard without tears coming on. You were taken from us at an early age and Mommy and I were not ready for you to leave and don't think we ever would have been. We think about you all the time and still look for you in the places you would like to get. We miss the little ways you had to express yourself, let us know when you wanted something and when you were mad. I miss the way you greeted me when I came home from work and our special time together. Mommy and I miss you so much and it's going to take a long time for most of the hurt to go away and some will never go. Mommy and I have learned a very hard lesson about taking care of our Furbabies, a lesson that cost you your life but saved the life of your sister, Sassi. I wished I could turn back the time and know what I know now; you my Precious little girl would still be here. I hope you forgive us and especially me for being so uninformed. If I just had one more day or could have been with you when you had to leave. All the people at Rainbow Bridge have been so nice and considerate. It seems to help Mommy out some with your leaving. I on the other hand have not spent much time on the site. I know one thing about Rainbow Bridge it is a great site and a tribute to all Furbabies. Mommy and I received a poem about a Furbaby when their human showed up to be reunited with there loving pet and Mommy and I will cherish that day. I can't wait until Mommy and I can walk across that bridge to be reunited with all our lost Furbabies. You, Precious, hold a special place in my heart and always will. I never thought at the age of 58 that the loss of a pet would be harder than the loss of a family member, but that is the case. This is not good-bye, this is only until Mommy and I can be reunited with you where there is no pain and suffering, where everything comes together in peace and harmony, where humans and their cherished ones are reunited. We love you so much and will miss you until then more than most humans could imagine, except for the kind people of Rainbow Bridge. We, Mommy and I, LOVE YOU, PRECIOUS. Robert Strong Daddy of our sweet baby, Precious. August 4, 2005 My baby girl, you have been gone 1 month today and it just seems like I miss you more each day. The tears never stop and the pain of losing you so young breaks my heart. I hope you have found Ginger, Sugar and Sissi at the Bridge. Surely you have and the four of you are together running and playing with all the sweet furbaby friends you all have there. A couple of weeks ago, we went to look at puppies. It was a terrible place and the mommies and daddies were out in the hot sun all caged up. There was a yellow butterfly that kept flying around me. I kept wondering the whole time if you were telling me something. I haven't seen a butterfly since then. When Daddy and I left that place, we saw a tiny rainbow! I felt like I knew then that the yellow butterfly was from you and then you gave us a rainbow! Thank you so much sweetheart. Mommy knows what you were telling me now. I have something to tell you and no-one knows but me and Daddy, (although after this morning, I realize YOU know). You need to be the first one to hear this. We bought a little baby boy the day after the rainbow and butterfly. He was born on June 4th. I thought that was strange that he was born on the 4th day of a month and you left us on a 4th. We named him Precious' Sunshine in honor of you. Mommy has had real guilty feelings at times, since we got him. Then this morning a wonderful thing happened that you already know about! When I got up and said Good Morning Sunshine, he turned a big circle just like you did all the time. I know now and thank you so much sweetheart for telling me it's ok. To see that sign from you was awesome especially since you sent it on this day! Sunshine will never take your place but we our giving our love to another sweet furbaby that now has a good home with us. Mommy and Daddy love you and miss you so much. You tell your sisters there that we love and miss them too. Wait for us, as I know now we will all be together one day. Much love and many "frisses" to all our girls!! Mommy and Daddy October 1,2005 Hello Sweetheart! Been a long time since I wrote but just trying to deal with losing you and it just doesn't seem much better. I have three more babies now and all are named in your honor. Sunshine is a toot, a lot like you, & now we have Strong's Precious Rainbow, Strong's Precious Misti Dawn & Strong's Precious Stormi Knight. I have just had Stormie about three days and he is not doing real well because of not eating. Please be his guardian angel for Mommy and watch over him so he will get well. I know you saved Sassi and you can tell Stormi what a good home he will have here. If Mommy lives long enough, I hope to have little babies some day to find a wonderful home for. You are never alone baby, cause even if we go out of town you go with all of us. There is such a huge hole in my heart with you not here in body but I have to know that you are next to me every day and night. You will be gone three months on Tuesday and I will be thinking of you every minute. Hope you have met Gizmo now as he left his mommy and daddy and the 11th of July and they wrote after they read about you. He is a big baby and so pretty and they spoiled him to his death also cause they loved him so much they let him have all kinds of goodies that you both should have never had. Give him hugs and lots of love from his folks cause they miss him so much. You be a sweet girl and don't show off to much for all the boys! I love you so very much and NO-ONE can ever take your place or fill this empty hole in my heart! I wait for the day I can be with all you girls at the bridge. Mommy Nov 4th, 2005 My sweet baby girl, here in a very few hours you will be gone from me for 4 months. It has been the longest four months I have ever spent. There are just no words to describe the terrible sadness and loss I feel every day of my life without you. You kept me going, no matter what. With my life in turmoil again, I miss so much the late night talks we had when we were in Katy and you seemed to understand every word I said to you. You would softly lick my face to wash away tears and make me feel like I was ok and we were going to be fine no matter what. How I love you squirli girli and no one will ever take your place. I know you were the guardian to Stormi just like you were to Sassi and he makes so many of your sounds and does so many of your actions, I am not really sure if that is good or bad but he is your living image and I thank you for guiding me to him. You left a big hole in my heart, sweetie, but I know it will be full again when I can join you and hold you in my arms once again. You be a good girl at the bridge and be your sweet self to all the other babies there. Till I see you again, I love you and miss you terribly. Mommy Dec 4th, 2005 My sweet baby Precious, It has been 5 months today that you left me. It has taken everything I could do to come here and write you tonight but I have to tell you that I miss you today just as bad as I have missed you at any time since you left Mommy. There is just nothing that I would not give to have you back with me, to be able to talk to you and have you lick my face and turn your sweet head side to side showing that you understood each and every word I said. I really don't know if I will ever have a really happy moment until I can be with you again and hold your sweet body in my arms. I love you so much my darling little girl. Be happy and have fun while you are watching for me to join you once again. Kisses on your sweet face tonight as I leave you only til we meet at the bridge to be together forever! I love & miss you so very much! Mommy Jan 4th, 2006 Happy New Year my Precious! I hope you & your sisters had a wonderful Christmas at the Bridge. Six months today and I still miss you so much. Mommy spent Christmas with 8 of your brothers and sisters and I had you with us in our room, along with your pictures and a candle just for my special girl. You would have had fun with the new babies I have and I made them all stockings full of treats and toys. Sassi & Kosha are out of town but I sent them a box of goodies. For you, my Precious, a candle burned on the eve & day of Christmas and I gave you a special kiss that I hope you saw & felt. I am praying that you will come to me in a dream soon, as you never have yet, & I need that so bad to be able to get past the horrible guilt I feel about your passing. I just want you to tell me you are ok & that you forgive me & still love me. Please, Precious, come see Mommy! I love & miss you & need you to visit me. Til then, Mommy Feb 4th, 2006 Good Morning my squirli girli! Another month has passed and even though I haven't written you, I visit you all the time. Precious, I pray that you know Kosha went to join you on the 20th of Jan. Mommy's heart is just torn apart from losing your sister. As with you, I didn't even get to tell her goodbye and how much I loved her. I always pray that you will come see me or send me a sign that you are well and happy, not mad at Mommy, but you never have. Is Kosha there with you, Presh? Do you all play together & have ya'll found Sugar, Gino and Sissi? I am just so full of unanswered questions and am still praying that you will come tell me everything about your life there at the bridge. Scruffi's eyesight and hearing are not very good any more and he is not perky like he was. I know in my heart he will be leaving me to join you next. You girls always keep an eye out for him. I love and miss you my darling! Mommy April 6th, 2006 My Dearest Precious, I guess by now you are with Kosha which came to Rainbow Bridge On the 20th of January. Now we have five Baby girls there and I miss all of you so much. It has been almost a year now and my heart is still breaking over the loss of you and now Kosha. I still haven't forgotten Sissi, Sugar and Ginger. I love you all so much. One day we will all be together and I am looking forward to walking across the Rainbow Bridge where you all will be waiting for me. What a HAPPY DAY THAT WILL BE!! Every one of you hold a special place in my heart and I miss you all so much. I LOVE YOU LITTLE GIRL. Daddy May 7th, 2006 Good morning my Precious! I know it has been a long time since I wrote you. Sometimes it is so much easier to have you in my thoughts and prayers than it is to actually write. You have been gone 10 months now and the pain is as fresh as it was the afternoon I found you my darling girl. A nice lady named Danielle talked to you there at the bridge. I know it is true because you told her all about yourself. You even told her you went to the bridge because of something bad you ate. You know you told her how you always turned circles and what a show off you were. This made me feel good that she could reach you and yet it made me very sad because I could just see you talking to her & I want so bad for you to talk to me. Precious, your brother Prince got stolen from me in Feb. at a motel in the town we have moved to now. I have no idea if he is ok or not and I worry about him all the time. Watch for him Precious in case he comes to the bridge. I am trying right now to picture all five of my girls there at the bridge playing together .. all healthy and whole. Ralphie came to see his mommy the other night in her bedroom. I am still praying and waiting for you to come visit me. Danielle also tried to talk to Kosha and although most of it was not just right she did tell her enough for me to know she is there with you and doing great! Sassi is doing fine and Scruffi is hanging in there for now. Scotti Boy still missed his girlfriend. He has picked Rainbow as his new girlfriend and I know you would love Rainbow to death and be happy for Scotti.The other three babies I have now would have all loved you so much! Please kiss all the girls for me and save a big one for yourself. You will always be my one & only "Precious Squirli Girli". I love you and miss you terrible. Come see me my sweet. Love, Mommy PS: Presh I have a swimming pool at my home now and I think of you every single time I am in it and how much you loved the water. So sad without you..... July 4, 2006 Your One year Anniversary! Good Morning my Precious girl! Right this minute you were still with me one year ago today. I want to try to remember everything you did that day. Your candles are burning today and I will write you tonight. I love you my darling girl! Mommy January 20, 2007 My Precious baby girl, I could not come back and write you on July 4th as I had said I would. It was such a horrible, heartbreaking day. I think of you every day and burn your candle and attend pet loss services for all my babies there at the bridge. My sweet baby, I just had to stop coming here because it would just break my heart and I realized it was keeping Mommy so depressed. Kosha came to see you a year ago today and I pray that she found you and your sisters and brother. I really don't know for sure if I will ever see my babies again but I try to think that we will be together someday when we go to see our heavenly father. I told Kosha for you all to watch for Scruffi. The time is near when he will be joining all of you. This is my last letter here Precious because it just absolutely tears Mommy up every time. All of you prcious babies have shrines in my office that I see every day and I burn candles in front of your pictures. I love you so much and I pray that you have forgiven me for feeding you the fat foods that took you away from me. I would have never hurt you and I will miss you every day of my life. Love, Mommy July 4th, 2007 My dearest Precious, I had to come back here and tell you I have your picture and your candle buring today. I am burning one for you, one for your brothers and sisters there at the bridge, and one for all the babies there with ya'll. You have been gone two years and it seems like a lifetime. My heart hurts every day, not only with the pain of missing you but with the guilt I will always feel for giving you the fatty people food you loved so much. Scruffi is still here hanging on to his life. He's over 17 now and I am so thankful for each and every day he stays with me. My greatest wish and main prayer is still that somehow, someday you will let me know you are well and happy and that you forgive me for letting you eat the things that gave you the pancreatitis that took your sweet life. I love and miss you so very much. Please tell your brothers and sisters I think of them every day and miss every one of you. I hope and pray to see all of you one day. I love you, Precious and no-one has or will ever take your place in my heart! Mommie |
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