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Memories of Drew
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6/4/09- Hey Drew, it's been about two months and I still miss you so much. There is nothing that is the same since you've been gone. I miss you all the time, when I'm driving, and especially when I come home and you're not there. I miss feeling safe when you were here and we would do our perimeter checks. Now I do them alone and feel mostly scared. I am feeling a little better and dealing with things day to day. My hope is that you are in heaven with Fred and that the two of you are so happy and playing like you used to and watching over me. I miss you both so much and will always love you and look forward to being with you again someday. Love you always, Mommy. 6/11/09- Hey baby how are you, I'm okay. Boscoe scared Kyler today, if you'd been here you might have pounced on him. I'm sad that Kyler didn't get to know you better you guys were just starting to know/play together well. He asked where you were Sunday. I told him that you were in heaven. He asked if I had taken you there and I told him the angels took you. He asked if you were eating and playing and not sick anymore and I told him yes and I hope that is true. I hope you are watching over me and with Fred. Tell him I miss him too. I guess I'm gonna try and get some sleep now, it's still hard to sleep without you here to protect me. I miss you so much and I love you always my sweet baby. Hope you are well and I am thinking of you always. Love you always, Mommy 7/2/09- Hello my sweet boy. I hope you're out there in heaven and happy. My friend Shanna wants me to take her dog Skyy. She is a border collie. I told her that I would dogsit for her while she and her family go on vacation. I am very nervous about keeping her. I feel like I'm betraying you by having another dog in the house so soon. They were going to put her to sleep because of anxiety issues and her tearing up doors in their house because she was no longer getting the attention she was used to. My worry is that I will get attached to her and I don't want them to put her to sleep but I'm not ready for a new dog either. I don't know I guess we'll just see what happens but whatever happens I want you to know that I will always love and miss you and that no dog could ever take your place in my heart. You were the best dog and friend I have ever had and I miss you so much. Give Fred kisses for me and wish me luck dogsitting. I hope you are in heaven with Fred watching over me. I love and miss you both so much. Love always, Mommy 7/16/09- Hello baby. Well I've decided to keep the dog I was watching. Her people were going to put her to sleep if someone didn't want her. She's a pretty good dog but it's not the same as you. You are irreplacable. I still miss you so much. Having her here is somewhat of a comfort and I hope you would be glad for that. I just want you to know that I haven't replaced you and never could. This dog, her name is Skyy, just needed a home and I had one to give. She is ten years old and a border collie. She's scared of storms like Fred was. I hope you understand and know that I will always love and miss you and you will never be forgotten or replaced in my heart. Tell Fred hello and that I love and miss him too. I hope you're both happy and in peace in heaven. Wait for me when it's my time so we can be together again. I miss you so much my sweet boy. Love Always, Mommy. 8/1/09- Hey Drew, I hope you're really up there, I wish you'd give me a sign. I keep waiting for one like a rainbow or something or a dream I don't know. I still have Skyy but she doesn't have at all the the personality of you. Probably because she's been mistreated for so long but I'm just not really feeling a connection. I guess it's nice to have something to take care of but that's about it. Life kinda sucks right now. I'm not speaking to my dad. He told me to never call or text him again whatever he sucks. I think I've probably been drinking again more than I should and I may or may not have messed up a potential relationship. I don't know if it was going anywhere other than friendship but the dd didn't help. I look like a crazy drunk freak now. Oh well and I keep getting fatter. As you can tell I'm pretty down on myself and life in general at this moment. I wish you were here so I could give you a big hug, that always made me feel better and loved. I always felt your love for me and I am missing that now. Well that's all for now. Maybe you can try and send me a sign that you're happy and in heaven and not just gone... I love you and miss you so much. Tell Fred the same. Love you Boys, Mommy Hey Drew I was just thinking about you today and wanted you to know I still love and miss you very much and Fred too... Hope you're happy and safe. Love you, Mommy 4/13/10- I love and miss you and Fred so much, I can't wait to see you again someday. I hope you're running happily through the fields playing ball and taking nice naps in the shade. Love u so much Mommy |
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