Welcome to Crystal's Rainbow Residency

Memories of Crystal

My special memory of my dear Crystal is on Christmas. When she would sit and open every present of hers by herself. Holding her present in her paws and biting holes into them, till they are all opened. Crystal knew when I was upset or sad. She would come up to me and look at me with her beautiful eyes and then cuddled up to me, as if to say, everything will be alright. After my recent surgery, when I returned home, she knew something was wrong and she would come to my room, for the next few days, and she checked on me to see if I was alright. She brought joy to my life and helped me feel happy when I was feeling down. I will never forget my little angel. And now, I have a special guardian angel watching over me. On Friday, July 22, 2005, I brought my little angel home from being cremated. She has her own little oak urn with her picture on it. I know she's with her baby daddy, as we called my late husband to our fur babies, but having some part of her here has somehow helped me with this. I look up at her little urn and feel that she is somehow here with me, and back home. And when it's my turn to join my husband. Her and I will be put to rest, together. It's amazing, how something small can bring joy to your life. And I thank God, for Crystal being in my life. I love you, my little angel. August 2nd, 2005. It's been 2 weeks and a day since you left me. And I think of you every single second of every day. I still keep looking for you to greet me when I get home from work, with your cute jawha talk. Joshy keeps looking for you every morning. He misses his little sister. And I know he misses laying next to you at night. The night you past on, I was laying in bed, and I heard your sweet little boof sound you made at the side of my bed, twice! Was that you telling me that you are alright? I truely believe it was. I keep remembering a saying: "Ohana means Family...and Family means...no one is left behind." I truely believe that your beautiful spirit is here watching over us, so we don't feel left behind. Sweet dreams my baby...Mommy loves you! And misses you! August 3rd, 2005. Something odd but also wonderful happened today. I was at work, and our secretary and one of the Crna's were working a crossword puzzle from a local paper. I was sitting there looking at the paper they took the puzzle from, and I never do the puzzles. But my eye caught something there called, "Wishing Well". It's suppose to give you a message. You are to count how many letters are in your first name and if over a certain number, you had to subtract 4, which I had to do, which left me with the number 4. I had to find all the 4's and write down the letters that went with it. As I started to write it out, the words started to form. My mouth dropped open, as I saw the end result, which was: "NO MORE TEARS". Thank you my sweet angel. You sent me a message. I will believe that always. Mommy will not cry anymore. You brought joy to my life when you were here. And now, from heaven. I love you my special angel. Sept. 12, 2005. Hi my angel! It's been almost 2 months since you went to Rainbow Bridge and I still think of you every single day. I recently was thinking of getting a new furbaby yorkie but wasn't sure if I was ready. I decided to do the Wishing Well from the paper again to see if you left me another message and guess what? You did! The message this time was: "Choose wisely". Well, my sweet little girl, I did choose wisely. I have a beautiful little yorkie girl named, Madison. She does so many things that you did. But she also has her own little personality. She nips!! Alot!! Wish my angel was here to teach her. She's driving Josh nuts! But he likes her, alot! I miss you my special angel. I still keep looking for you in your favorite places. Mommy loves you so very much! Sweet dreams my angel. Mommy sends you big hugsssssssss!! Oct. 26, 2005. Happy Halloween, baby! I've been thinking alot about you today and I needed to come see you. Mommy's got the whole house decorated for halloween. Only thing missing, is you! Josh sure does miss you. Madison is keeping him going. But you know how the little old guy likes to just chill. He loved lying next to you and just relaxing. He doesn't really like letting me put halloween hats on him. Not like you, who'd tolerated for a little while, then off it'd come! I miss you my special angel! Mommy loves you always! Dec. 2005. Merry Christmas and Happy New year my angel! Mommy has been thinking about you alot! Wish I could still see you opening your xmas gifts. I really missed that this year. I miss and Love you always, my angel. Feb. 2006 Happy Valentines Day my special angel! I think about you all the time. And my heart still misses you. I keep calling out your name when I call for Madison, then have to stop and think and remember, that you're not here. I'm still not use to you not being here. I miss and think of you every single day. Mommy loves you my sweet baby girl. June 2006 Hi my angel. It's been a little bit since I've been here. But I've been missing you and thinking of you alot lately. Joshy, your little furbrother, has joined you at Rainbow Bridge. He went there June 11th, after being sick for a week. I know that you were waiting for him and it helps knowing that he is there with you. I have made a memorial page for him at http://www.wtv-zone.com/hoko/josh.html It's helps me to remember him that way. He is also here with Grandpap and me in his little urn. Just like yours! I know he is no longer in pain. And that you 2 are now together again and playing. I love my babies so much. Sweet dreams my angels. July 18th, 2006: Hi my angel. I can't believe that it has been 1 year today, that you went to Rainbow Bridge. It seems like yesterday that you were here with me. I have missed you soooo much my Crystal. I always have you on my mind. I remember all the times we were together and how sweet and loving you are. And now, you have at least Joshy with you & baby Daddy to play with. Till I see you again baby...Mommy loves you!! July 18, 2007. I can't believe it's been a year since I wrote to you. Mommy has had so much going on. Your human sister got married & she is now expecting a baby! I wish you were here to join in on this special moment. But I know you are watching over us. That, I have no doubt about. Mommy still misses you VERY much. I miss seeing your cute face in the morning. And the way you cuddled up next to me. You will forever be my special angel & I will always love you! Give my baby Joshy A big special bark for me & let him know that Mommy misses & loves him so much! Oct. 18, 2007. Hi my angel. Mommy has been thinking of you alot these past few months. I can't believe that it's been 2 years since you went to Rainbow Bridge. Still seems like yesterday. SO much has happened. Your human sister had a baby boy. She named him William. Of course, I call him Sir William. Or, one eye Willy, cause he always has one eye closed. You would have loved him. He's such a joy! Halloween is getting close and I miss being able to dress you up. Which, you never really cared to much for. But you still let me do it. I'm also missing my Mom, your Grammy. She never really liked dogs to much, but for some reason, she really liked you. And she would make toast for breakfast for you and her. How cute was that?! Mommy has to go now. But I wanted you to know that I miss and love you so much! Sweet dreams my angel. Mommy loves you.

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