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Memories of Belle
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Belle was 10 weeks old when she came into our lives. Originally my daughter bought her for herself but being a teenager and working after school she had no time for her. Belle bonded with me immediately. That first day home with me she took a nap with me on my bed between the pillows and it was a love affair ever since. I took over as her owner although she knew me as Grandma. She adored my grandchildren especially little Julia who loved to mother her. She loved to play with her more so than the boys. She gave us unconditional love and companionship especially me who has been battling a neurological condition since 1987 and has had numerous brain surgeries. She never liked when I would have to go out and would lay down near the door and cry until I got home. In the evening she would stay down with me while I watched my TV shows and then follow me up to bed where she would sleep on the floor on her special dog blanket. That last week was torture for me because I knew something was off with her but refused to believe what was right in front of me. I called the vet on Friday January 6th and took her in for an appointment. Before we left I spent time with her in our family room downstairs because I knew she was very sick and would probably be put down. I was right. She had lost 9lbs in 3 months and the vet looked at me and with my heart sinking to my feet he told us there wasn't anything else he could do for her. I looked into those loving brown eyes and made the decision to put her down. We stayed with her until it was over with both my husband and myself crying and talking to her gently as she took her last breath. It has been a nightmare for me these last few days since she passed away and my house is empty. My heart is broken into a million pieces. So rest well my little girl and wait for me to see you again one day. Jesus is your guardian now and please know that you couldn't be in better hands. 1/11/2012 I a having a very difficult day today. Julia isn't here and I feel you everywhere. I am lost without you my little girl. At least when the grandchildren are here I am kept busy. I know in time I will heal. Love you! 1/13/2012 It has been one week since you went to Rainbow Bridge and I miss you so much. Today is 1/21/2012 Today is a bad day for me my precious Belle. I see and feel you every where i look or go. The grandchildren miss you especially little Julia who keeps asking me where you are. I tell her you are with Jesus. I love you and always will. 1/30/2012 Grandma is thinking about getting a new puppy. Cocker Spaniel of course, and the litter is due on 3/6. I have been so lonely without you even though I have everybody around me all the time it just isn't the same. Juli asked me today when you were coming home. She really misses you Belle. Rest easy my girl and I miss and love you! 3/2/2012 Happy Birthday my little girl. I wish you were here so we could spoil you and give you a nice present. I miss you more than I can say. |
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