Welcome to Amber's Rainbow Residency

Memories of Amber

You came to me in a roundabout way...through several strangers and all the pieces were put together so we could find each other. We had 8 wonderful years. You were the most loyal, devoted and protective companion. My favorite memories are of you: 1. making angels in the snow 2. chasing after every tennis ball in existence 3. the wiggle dance you did with your back end 4. the high arch of your tail with a slow wag when happy 5. the way you hopped when running really fast 6. nosing me to let you out in the middle of the night 7. not moving after I've hugged you...wanting more 8. the sweet whine you had when we had been apart even for a few hours 9. kissing your nose over and over again 10. petting your soft...soft fur all the time 11. greeting me at the door when I came in at night 12. always sitting at my feet making sure you were touching me 13. barking at every dog we met...you looked like this fierce golden 14. being afraid of your own shadow and the cat 15. learning to play with your toys 16. tennis balls and squeaky toys got you so excited you would cock your ears and run 17. you were such a lady and didn't wolf down your food 18. sitting behind me in the car with your head out the window even in the middle of winter 19. running in the snow with your nose on the ground and your back end up in the air 20. rolling around in the mud after getting home from the groomers 21. sitting in front the bathroom door so I have to push you to open the door 22. always walking in front of me ....leading the way...looking back to see which way to turn 23. trying so hard to catch and pick up your frisbee. 24. Just being there giving me your unconditional love *****(I wrote this song when I first heard you were sick. I sing it whenever I'm thinking of you. The songs title is "This is Mommy") *********** Amber, this is Mommy, Can you hear me? Can you hear me? Amber, this is Mommy, Can you hear me singing this song? Amber, this is Mommy, I can hear you, I can hear you. Amber, this is Mommy, I can hear you barking along. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you, Mommy loves you. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you so much. Mommy loves to kiss you and kiss you and kiss you again. Mommy loves to hug you and hug you and hug you some more. Mommy loves to pet you and pet you and pet you again. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you, Mommy loves you. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you so much. Amber, this is Mommy, Can you see me? Can you see me? Amber, this is Mommy, Can you see me watching you run. Amber, this is Mommy, I can see you, I can see you. Amber, this is Mommy, I can see you shining gold in the sun. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you, Mommy loves you. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you so much. Mommy loves to kiss you and kiss you and kiss you again. Mommy loves to hug you and hug you and hug you some more. Mommy loves to pet you and pet you and pet you again. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you, Mommy loves you. Amber, this is Mommy, Mommy loves you so much. Amber, this is Mommy, Can you feel me? Can you feel me? Amber, this is Mommy, Can you feel me touching you now. Amber, this is Mommy, I can feel you, I can feel you. Amber, this is Mommy, I can feel you softer than soft. 7/1/04.... Hey baby...it's been 4 days and the house is so empty, your basket of toys is untouched, your blanket is gone from the bedroom floor, your food dish is empty, your basket of treats is waiting by the door, my feet are cold without your warm body next to them, my hand has no soft fur to pet, the backyard is so quiet and lonely. My beautiful golden good girl no one could ever replace you...I miss you so much. 7/2/04........ Baby, it's been a week since you've left. I can't bring myself to pack up your things. I walk around the house looking for you. Mommy is so sad and misses you. 7/5/04 Hi honey, Mommy brought your ashes home today. They are in a blue tin with purple flowers on it. You know Mommy's favorite colors. I'm going to put it on the table by my chair in the livingroom with a picture of you by it's side. Mommy loves you my good girl. 7/10/04 Hi baby, it's been 3 weeks since we said goodbye. You added so much to my life for 8 years and it's so hard not having you around. I still can't believe the courage you showed during your illness. You made it till Mommy was out of work and for that I will always be grateful. My golden good girl....Mommy loves you. 7/12/04 Hi baby, Mommy's here....you've been gone 6 weeks now. It feels like yesterday. Mommy's been very sad,lonely and missing you. I come here several times a day to say Hi. I have pictures of you surrounding me where ever I go. (by my bed, in my car, on my desk, by my computer..ect) The whole time we were together I never though what it would be like not having you in my life. I miss you....Mommy 8/2/04 Hi honey, Mommy's here....it's been 3 months and I can't believe you've been gone this long. I think about and miss you all the time. I still expect you to greet me at the door, wake me up in the middle of the night, be in the way of the bathroom door, and be by my feet touching me. Amber, you will always be by my side..9/13/04 Hi baby, how's my good girl doing? Mommy's missing you all the time. I lost you at the begining of summer. Now it's Fall. Mommy misses you so much.9/29/04 Hi, Honey, it's 5 months since you've been gone. I sing my song to you... I hope you hear me. The tears come often when I'm alone. I miss you....you will always be Mommy's good girl..11/15/04 Hi baby, it's 6 months now and winter is here! Snow will be coming soon and I'm going to miss seeing you play in it. You made such beautiful golden snow angels. Mommy's always thinking of you and missing you. 12/6/04 Hi baby, Mommy's here. I think about you everday. We have had alot of snow this month. Mommy's been sad you're not here to play in it. You loved snow so much! I remembered it snowed the day after I got you and it was April. It was to let me know how much you loved it. I come here and relive my memories often. My beautiful golden good girl...Mommy misses petting you...your fur was so soft. Mommy loves you..1/26/05 Happy Spring baby!!!! It's been 9 months since you've been gone. There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of you and miss you. I wanted to let you know we have a new addition to the family.....Maggie, a little Yorkie. She's very different from you. She's so small and very bossy. You were such a good girl and never bossy. :) Mommy loves you and I hope you are happy where you are. I know we will see each other again some day. You truely are my "heart" dog. 4/3/04 Hi baby, I can't believe it's summer already! We have some new additions to the household. We took in an 8 year old golden named Kalya and her black Lab mix companion. The house is very busy now with 3 dogs and lots of poop to pick up in the backyard...lol Don't worry you are my baby and I will always love you. Mommy will never forget you..... 6/9/05 Amber it's been a year since you left.....Mommy loves you so much and I miss you...6/28/05 Hi baby, Mommy's here...it's summertime and the backyard is again filled with dogs running around. I am happy... though Kayla is not you. She is a good dog and she sure does love her tennis balls. Mommy misses you and is always thinking of you....:) 8/28/05 Hi baby, Mommy's here..I know it's been awhile but know that a day doesn't go by without thinking of you. As you know Kayla joined you on the bridge on June 28, 2006...2 years to the day you went! I didn't realize at the time but she was the perfect dog...she behaved beautifully and played well with others and her tennis balls...now I have Anna here and it is a whole different story! She came to me September 1, 2006 as a gangley, long legged, wild teenager. She has grown up a bit and calmed down some but now she is very willful and stubburn about who is the boss! funny thing is she doesn't like to play with tennis balls..can you believe it? She loves the water and will try to swim in any body of water including puddles! She is trying but also loving and funny at the same time. I love you baby..you are always in my heart and i miss you very much! 7/20/08

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